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City: SOUTH MILWAUKEE
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Thursday, May 14, 2009 
adam lambert. what practical application in commercial music does he have??? no one signs like that. its lame, and outdated. he is way to theatrical to be a rocker and that irritates me that people call him a rocker. hes so fabricated and polished. he's the rocker that you find at hot topic that cares more about his make up and image than creating something with soul. His music is and was sterile. nothing more than operatic nonsense. it has no soul no groove. sure he can hit insane notes. but were does he fit in on the radio. how do you brand him.  what demographic will adam sell to? REAL rockers wont accept him, and kids aren't going to start signing like him. He is simply a fad, he looks good and he's got an image that teenage girls will daydream about. your never going to remember this kid in ten years. unless rock operas and meatloaf type productions come back. and even then this is simply going to be remembered as a novelty. as the kid who could sing really high.  it saddens me that the judges have  been biased , and blatantly kissed his ass the whole season, going as far as to compare other peoples talent next to his, as if he was the standard of which to be judged by. here in lies the problem of todays music. its all about gimmicks and image. its about being so pretty and fabricated. if he were a real rocker he would be sleazy and dangerous. he's about as dangerous as a washable marker. and his longevity will much have the same resemblance.  this is why our generation has no Beatles our a led zeppelin. were so caught up in fads that we never look for content. and even if we wanted to,  we would be left behind by the constantly changing hype. were obsessed with whats hot now. and current styles. half the time we overlook something that happened yesterday as like it was ten years ago. and with this mentality our music and performers have adapted to a Ringling brothers up to the minute stunt show complete with designer labels to flash on their drive by interviews   just quick enough for you to go out and by some cheap idea in time for it to be out done by some other current media whore.
i don buy the whole adam lambert phenomenon, i simply see this as a marketing strategy that America is falling for. but when its all said and done this will simply be a one night stand, and your going to feal cheap, and used!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 

Category: News and Politics
im not defending his actions nor do i condone murder or cults. this man deserves to be in prison. simply put!!! But the things he says outside of the theatrics, should be listened to carefully. its my belief every person has a purpose in life. and despite the horrible things hes done i think he has a lot of relevant things to say. its easy to write some one off as crazy. but its not too easy to hear what the crazy person has to say. Society creates these phenomenons and moves on to the next piece of propaganda. Fear is all we can truly inherit in this culture of media vultures. and its not the "crazy" people who glorify it!!! so ask your self while you watch these videos. Who created this person. who created the insanity. don't feel sorry for him, take it for what its worth. a killers view on the world as a whole. how does he see it, how did he justify the ends to his means. in what kind of a world does he live in. and why do we see it different? there is an once of truth in everything said....even lies.
some people think and other people act, but its by our own fascination of the damned that we sit and watch car accidents and house fires. our society blasts it into our living rooms every night at 5pm you never hear about the man who donates half of his pay check to a food pantry, or the lady who volunters at the church. but you can guarantee, you'll hear who killed who and what disease is comming to a town near you. Its reverse pyschology. tell them this is bad keep them afariad. and right then and there youve influenced some one.
" no one is going to notice me being good" but i can be bad and every one will know me. think of the lee Harvey Oswalds and the columbine kids. no one heard them. untill they spoke loud enough to be heard around the world. What kind of society have we created. Its that fragile desire to be wanted and to be relevant. we all have it. some to a lesser extent than others but none the less the need is still there..........its in this ballet of good and evil we fall vitim to our own plague. we want to see the bad news the gossip and the trash. we've become so lost in our vanity that we are of no interest to wholesome news. since when did we stop caring?
why do we watch endless footage of war and of the trade center collapse on tv. why do we intrude on others lives and watch celebrity melt downs. its because just for a minute it makes you feel better about your life. just like a killer gets that brief moment of satisfaction. and why do we tolerate it? because we are forced too. if you keep people misinformed and afraid. they can never call your bluff. if you keep people dumb and paranoid you can convince them to go along with what ever your selling. our government and our media do it to us every min of the day. Fear is all we have!!!! and much like a cult leader who keeps their people afraid confused and sold on a false hope our lives are tangled in the same paradox of and end to the war, cures for diseases, a better economy and lower crime rates. while we sit and wait for a fox news update; asses glued to the couch because were affraid to leave our house. we sit and wait for instructions on how to make it out alive, or were to buy the cheapest gas. We are all sheep in some way. get in line and enjoy the show. remember not to ask questions, just sit back and trust the people you elected to think for you. and know that you'll hear about what ever is going on with an unbiased view from your trusted media outlet. then ask your self why it seems the world gets more vile and heartless everyday? could it be fear????






















Friday, May 04, 2007 

Current mood:  angry
Category: News and Politics


Amid grieving, family suspects scam

Long after benefit, money hasn't arrived

By MEG JONES
mjones@journalsentinel.com
Posted: April 25, 2007

It was billed as a heroes benefit with proceeds directed to a memorial fund in the name of Pvt. Evan Bixler, a 21-year-old Racine soldier killed on guard duty in Iraq last Christmas Eve.



More than nine weeks after the event, though, no money from the benefit has been given to the fund - and Bixler's family suspects they were victims of a scam that used their son's name to line someone else's pockets.

Lisa Bixler said she and her 23-year-old daughter, Amy, wondered what happened to the money raised at the Feb. 17 benefit, held at a Racine nightclub where a $10 cover charge was collected to hear several bands that donated their performances. They tried reaching benefit organizer Mark Molle, who also runs Rock Solid Promotions, but he hasn't returned phone and e-mail messages.

"Are our loved ones' names up for grabs?" Lisa Bixler said Wednesday. "It just breaks my heart."

Amy Bixler said Molle took advantage of the family's grief when he contacted them in January. The family was not interested in a benefit but finally relented.

"Our parents had just lost their son, I had just lost my brother; we were going through a lot of traumatic things," said Amy Bixler. "It sounded like he was going to do it regardless of what we wanted. We didn't have the effort to fight with him."

Amy Bixler went to the concert benefit and estimates the crowd totaled around 100 people. She said Molle didn't tell her or her family how much had been raised, and when she left messages inquiring about the benefit, she never heard back from him.

In a phone interview on Wednesday, Molle conceded he had not sent a check to the memorial fund but said he was waiting for checks from two of four sponsors who had pledged money. Molle said about $1,000 was raised through sponsors and cover charges, and after paying $450 for a sound technician, he expects to send the Bixler scholarship fund a check for $550 in a week.

"It's not an issue of embezzlement; it's an issue of trying to wrap up other things," said Molle.

Didn't want stress

Amy Bixler responded by saying Molle had given her that excuse more than a month ago.

"This is why we didn't want to do this. We didn't want all the stress that this brings," she said.


Thursday, March 01, 2007 

Current mood:  aggravated
its a bastardized comunity of people who are to fucking brainwashed by corporate america to know that there whole heirachy of a scene is assembled and produced to make a fat cat in board room some major coin. Its a foul attempt for atention, with out any of the pure or profound social statements of generations past. there is no greater advancement, just self fucking loathing, and ridiculous actions to be the "alpha" Emo, its a fucking pissing contest to see who can be the most depressed. It has nothing to do with being different or emotional. its a fad, and its a corporate fad. its available in everymall and on everyradio station, but todays kids are to stupid to see theyve been force fed a culture. its nothing more than 1980 repeating itself. everyone trying to top someone elses trend, a visicous cycle of bloated consumerism, dictated by the gestapo of a fashion and music industry!!!!! and it feeds on the youths with mom and dads credit cards and cell phones.    
Currently listening:
Bleach
By Nirvana
Release date: 14 October, 1991
Sunday, January 14, 2007 















Wednesday, December 20, 2006 

Current mood:halucinigenic

trangic twist of irony, rember the toy ponys marketed for girls, like the idea of a miniature toy porche, the instore holiday fever cast over us like an opium adiction, just a little tincture aught to suffice. the small bed of roses of your arm atractracts no more attention than the gleam of desire in your eye. ISLE 4, customer pick up. memories built in the fashion of the modern advertisment. here and gone like the cold sweat on your brow. tossing turning, anticipation a small role of gause palced neatly on the nighht stand, lights out, she calls out in a raspy voice, like the ones you hear from lung cancer patients. a surrying about interupts the dark. the pulse can be heard throught the trenches. post cards adorned to the wall. the boys are putting up one hell of fight, says the letter home. tell all my best. the smell of freshly baked bread tickles your nose alluring you to the alley bellow.out the window plowed banks of dirty grey snow dress the streets painting the corners disguising the litter form the lunch hour rush. a room with a view. some ones ringing the buzzer, but there is a strict policie of remaining isiolated here in my mind. ill try and keep my distance. much like an animal at a zoo. i too have the illusion of home and the illusion of company, but its more of an atraction than a peice of sincerity, let alone sanity. too far for a conection. grapes on a vine seldom fall off, let alone turn into wine with out help from an outside sorce. COME ON there has to be something besides infomercials. and from the glow of the tv a reflection,a cold stare dead from acrossed the room. two black eyes. glossed dead. eternal glance. stop watching me. is it possessed. "more of a deviation of craft realy' this voice who are you? can he see the bites hidden, does he know about the daily maintainence just to casualy leave bed. i would assume not. TAXIDERMY no more a beastie than a ghost, but yet quite determind on looking in my direction. strike a pose and stick with it is my suspicion. today i will turn over my matress. perhaps in this i will acomplish hidding the pool of water that has been aborted through my skin like balast on ship. i willl open my windows, for air but i must not look beyond the walls, i must not see a society that has cast me. perhaps i will complete a cross word or the daily jumble. incorant mumble. the better of man is humble. two aa bateries are my only conection to the world outside. shit i missed paul harvey. you know i cant stomach lunch with out hearing him say "GOODDAY" curled up in a ball almost fetal. finger tips stained with nicotine, burns on the floor around me. clippings of charicatures cut out from the green sheet. a chuckle followed by a sigh proceeded by a gut busting laughter. pounding on the floor from above. keep it down. like an air raid siren duck, stay low they cant see you. the sound passes its safe. your no more a functioning member of this delegation than the janitor who cleans this room, state your buisness!!!!!!!! should i answer myself, why must i? theres to much, more than meets the eye, its a pile of riddles, a juxtaposition of life. the calediscope turns and the scenario evolves, and devolves. a constant ebb and flow.

Currently listening:
Complete Recorded Works (1931)
By Skip James
Release date: 27 May, 1994
Saturday, December 09, 2006 

Prosperity from the coop, with a scoop of funkadosia
MAYHEM AKA
LORD heavey bottom aka H.R FUNK "N" BOOGIE,  
FATHER  SLIME, aka B NASTY the FUNK Conductor, alouicius Delicious the string slinger  ,  wheezy b smokey from funkanoky. Funy holly aka the bigg wopper. Millard Funkmor THE GRAND ARCHITECT OF FUNK, ebeneezer funk aka the ghost of funkmas past, clevland bojangles aka the cunning linguist.THe FUNKETARY of sound, Mayor McFUNK,The MAlTISE MAYHEM, aka The Golden EAR, abraham funkolon  the emancipator, creator of the funkstitution, hail to the cheif of  the grand funk snailroad, lucious sugar foot,aka erk and jerk.
funkalac de Ville, aka the P Cock ,  spooky tooth
b bop and funk steady aka the  brick funk house. supercalafragilisticexpialafunktious
Dr FEEL"N"FINE.  the Chancellor of dance take a line on chance. coming through the speakers with the golden slumber. I GOT YO NUMBER!!!!!
Currently listening:
Ahh...The Name Is Bootsy, Baby!
By Bootsy's Rubber Band
Release date: 11 June, 1996
Saturday, October 28, 2006 

Current mood:hung over as hell
Category: Art and Photography














Currently listening:
20 of Hank Williams' Greatest Hits
By Hank Williams
Release date: 17 October, 1990
Friday, October 27, 2006 

Current mood:  artistic
Category: Music
im purposefully here to enlighten you to the cause of media comunism
for fucks sake man, do you realy like panic at the disco? if there was an option could you choose? or has your brain been so washed by the consumer media nazis, that you'll feed from the troth they give you? music and tv are essentialy the biggest eliment in 90% of our lives. we need that entertainment, to boost our miserable lives. right? but the problem with this is we are told what to like. first it starts with ads everywere. the buzz spreads, and your tricked into liking it before youve even tasted it. the serving is the same everyday. the hype surrounding it is so big your naive to the fact that their is an option right bellow your feet. the media machine smothers it and draws its ugly head out to snatch your money. being entertained is a lot like Prison. your told who is cool your told what is popular, and if you dont do it, your basnished to the land of uncool.the problem is that only a select few controll the music industry, and only a slect few controll the film and television industry. sounds like a dictatorship right? there is only one place this all takes place, on that magical golden coast of california. the most beautifull state in our union. filled to the brim with trendy anorexic coke heads that flaunt money and extravagence beyond thier daily needs, enough to acomondate 100s of people. and we come running to the table and take our medicine. we want that next pop hit that will be gone in three weeks replaced by yet another. art is suposed to be inspiring, WHAT I ASK YOU is inspiring about 50 bands sounding and looking indenticaly the same. where is the next dark side of the moon? that album stayed on the charts for a decade. here today gone tomorow pop club anthems and catchy middle school dance music defines them years of our lives, but now the door is so narrow, that bands are simply turned away because thier image is deemed unmarketable. where is the music i ask? i relize that the fashionable band makes millions in forty other areas besides music, but were is the art, the truley profound, that album that changes your life. were is the craftmanship involved with music. its supposed to be bigger than money. if your a true musician the music is your soul, the music is your life, your creation. you could give two shits you wore the same clothes all week. its about that tone you struggled to find on that one part of the song, its about seeing some one proudly sing along to it, its about sharing your life with others, its supposed to be organic and natural like breathing. its supposed to be music.
Friday, October 27, 2006 

Current mood:  enthralled
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
why are we in a world with no tom brokaw????
why must we tolerate a news with no biased monotone robot


at this moment i would like to reflect on why pauly shore sucks. think about this one. pauly has so many hollywood gems, but yet he should be beaten with a rake.

how come the radio dial doesent go up higher? and if you brocasted on it who would here it?  Ill tell you who........ Rush fucking limbaugh
why isnt he dead???? because we need to hear a bloated old pedofile preach from his pulpit. we need hes hypocritical opinion to make our own dirty lives more miserable. a better question is why do people liten to him. lets review such topics as. his platform on well .......everthing.  i dont know about you but i think ol rushy's get scraps from under the table. hes a bought man. his views are skewed to the tone of green. MONEY PEOLPE!!!!!!!!! so fuck rush! theres a potent lament. why is he always getting caught with viagra that aint his. and various other prescriptions. shit or get off the pot i say. dont bash the fuck out of the world for stinking when your own britches are full of shit.

Americas funiest home videos.
you had to of know it was comming.  how is this still realavant. boy gets hit in crotch was funy in 1988. lets fucking upgrade. 2006
theres internet for that shit. man with squirel in house, havent you heard of ebaums world? or you tube. singlehandedly the biggest reason to watch it over the internet is the fact you dont have to sit through blisteringly painfull comments by secondrate game show hosts, which is funny cause sagat"s got a new game show and that other hack does like seven of them. why must our tv suffer the price of poor programing. why is this show still on the air????
why couldnt family matters run that long. wouldnt you rather see a 32 year old urkel?


Carson daily
after conan obrien???? only respectable acts follow big acts. put on a re run of mash after conan, so i can hype myself up to be let down.  the monologue is so  dred full. weres that fucking clown from show time at the apollo, carson needs some whomp whomp and then the tap dancing clown pulls him off the stage.



spike tv
i though you were network for men??????
were the hell is bikini car wash lingre spectacular???


Kinkos, why the fuck do you have 30 copie machines with 25 of them blinking out of order, with only 2 people on staff. why the hell dont you just put a sign on the door saying kinkos is out of order, so i dont have to smash my head into the wall, when im waiting to be helped. i could travel back in time and use ben franklings typesetter press faster than you can fucking loggon on to your front desk computer and jerk me off for ten fuckin minutes while you pretend how use photoshop. how the hell dose someone not know how to use photoshop. isnt it pretty much standard these days. does kinkos train with alqueda in a fucking cave, on old commadore computers from radio shack.....FUCK


alcholism is a right not an excuse MARK FOLEY
when preists molest you and you turn into a douche bag, and coincidentaly your main task was to eliminate online preditors. and you get caught being a douch bag. dont foul the name of alcoholic for the rest of us, by blaming your pedo escapade on the pure name of booze. i cant rember when the last time a twelver made me send emails to pre teen boys. asking them hot one on one questions. maybey its just me, though, but i dunno that binge drinking...man.
i couldnt help but noticed how eliquent your messages were. mine look like this when im smashed........hgello wasbnna cybert sdex mell.,ko lol yoiur kooute forsb a 10 yearb iold.  IDIOT


why doesnt m&ms have caramel in them yet?????

what happended to UPN, and does anybody rember the short lived program homeboys in outer space???


garlic bread tastes good


who the fuck thought it was ok to let puff daddy excuse me diddy run mtv. at least thats how it seems. ive been on hunger strike since the last time i seen music on mtv, i lost 200 pounds so far. if it doesnt clear up i will die soon.

Mtv2 when the hell did you think it was cool to start acting like your older and much gayer brother?  i rember when you were so inocent, and i could still count on you to play random videos, from the 80s on up to today. now were blessed witth cribs re runs of re re re re re runs, i dont need to fucking see blink 182 house any more. i dont care about some rich snoby slutty bich from laguna. i dont give a shit about newley weds or dave and carmen or travis and shaina, show their divorces and move on, i could give a shit about making the band. a bannd has members that play istruments DIDDY!!! i wanna see david bowie at 2 oclock in the morning preceeded by an old ice cube video, wraped up neatley at ten to the hour every hour with KURT FUCKING LODER.



When will  people see that applebees tgi fridays and bennigans
are the same restaurant. we get it you all have fun campy crap all over the place. i wish i was the dude who thought of that. you can all come over for thanksgiving and eat in the attic of your aunts house and get the same effect. aw look at the bowling tropheys, this 6 dollar soup is good. oooooh a moose head with old liscense plates. heres your 8 dollar burger sir.    DAMNIT



legos, why the hell aint zach having leggo atacks any more, we may have won the war but japan has conquered our child hood. what the fuck is a yugio, wasnt that a shity car from europe? where the hell are baseball cards, and gi joe, and lincoln logs, and heman.
my toys can kick today toys asses, albiet voltron was japanese it was cool, and it still made sense. i dont knwo what hell is going on in these cartoons, were the hell is heman? he'd clear this shit up in a second. were the hell is he?   why the hell is a picachu card worth more than a don mattingly.  what the hell is an dragon ball z. at least cartoon network has the decency to play pewwees play house, so i can go back to learning how to put tape all over my face......shit


emo........you know damn well its lame

animals taste good, Quit crying put sparky on a bun and shut up

people who think the world is over populated. sure the citys are, but 90% of the united states is empty, drive through it some time. If you think the population needs to be reduced, you go first!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why is the internation space station put together like an 8th grade science expieremrnt. the are projects in the hood that are safer, and that tin can is floating in space doing a million miles and hour.

the soy blitzkrieg
Vegitables to resemble meat how lame, if i wanted a burger to not be burger, i would have pizza. lets make guns that dont shoot bullets but insteadsunshine. and we can celebrate witha big bowl of fat free soymilk ice cream.

where are magnadoodles????????? fuck there fun but not as complex as an etcha sketch!!!!!!! with out the electrical dangers of a light brite

why are we forced to tolerate matt lauer everymorning, why isnt there a show with a bill cosby wacky adverture everymorning with the zing and the zoom you see.

california is the eppicenter of shallow fads. the greatest of all Ryan Seacrest.......................out

Action news with power zoom, with the latebreaking beef crisis.
Were is the beef, come on wendys. were is it? im prepared for a crippling mad cow banaza and i want oprah to take us along for the ride. i want to be infected with gut wrenching spinach, and i want dr phill and and hurricane katrina to raise money for me. i want the news to hype up fear like its a new wallmart, i want the fear to rip into your homes at 5pm roughly the same time your sitting down to eat your eliquently prepared microwaveable french bread pizza. and all the stars will be there, birdflu and korean nukes. and childabductions will interupt your diggestion with latebreaking hosatage news, just in time for geraldo to rescue an orphan, but not to quick that he cant take credit for it before the conviniance of a television crew. Serve us up a heaping helping of fear, with a side of west nile virus. Keep us affraid and well do anything you tell us. tell the elderly medicare cost are on the rise and flu vaccines are in shortage. and wrap it up nicely with weather and that adorable footage of the waterskiing squirlle.


ESPN.... it is hillarious to see your blaitently white and almost upperclass raised announcers reffering to scoring as
"taking it to the hizzy" the black cast must want to slap the shit out of them. if your gona come with flavor you cant do it in moderation or youll sound like urkell, but you cant be a whore with it either, otherwise you"ll be kevin federline. Snoop dogg help these mother fuckers out!!!

weres waldo, did you find him yet. check along the hiway, and in the rivers. and if your compleatley incompitant rule his dissaperance alchol related. IM TALKING TO YOU LACROSS POLICE. thers a damn serrial killer and your to stupid to figure ut out. every univerity in wisconsin is located by a river or a lake. and especialy the "college bars" but yet other universitys dont have this unique problem. Madison is right on a lake and its the drunkest college of them all. therse a patern. 8 males in 8 years. all disapper and end up in the mississippi, drowned. and all you can say is theyve been drinking. pretty clever!!!!!! every bar in milwaukee is located on the river. and if you fall in there theres not much chance of getting out, cause of the flood walls. and with in a 5 mile raidious of these bars is two large university's. good work boys.