i always been a type that never did care about what people say or do... i always knew about life's wonders since young... a lot of my friends always take me as a joke cuz i make them laugh and have a good time but they never really get to sit down and think like damn louis does have a life too... i always been focus and determined in anything i wanted..... im not spoiled or catered for anything.... everything that i earned was from my pockets or my goal that i had to reach... i always will and never forget to but myself before anyone on this Earth.. and that me... it does make you cold hearted about people and stuff but fuck it friends do come and go... people need to realize that... i had soo many friends that came and left lol...........can't give in too much, thats when people shit on you.... life is too short for the bullshit... and less people u know less issues you have.... u don't wanna be mr. everyone knows me... theres no reward be ur own person... friends do this and that.. u could say no and u could say yes... it all up to you if u wanna do what they doing..... im not picture perfect... i do make mistakes.. but then i make the right choices to fix those mistakes.... Throughout the years i became a better man,, son and brother and friend.. for a lot of people.... Don't know how i did it but i did.. Or maybe Everyone else change... I love my moms to death... i would give my life to her... i help her in any kind of way to make her days better... she wasted a lot of money from me but she gave me a life... with my brother and sister i love them too... they look up to me in everyway... as a rolemodel to keep finishing school and become better then what im becoming... im showing them the way to get out of all these problems that my moms and pops are facing today... u don't wanna be that bum that hanging out in front of a building or working a shitty job for the rest of your life....i love ya and keep doing what ya doing... with my pops his a new chapter.. lol imma not be so hard... i do love my pops cuz somehow he made me.. and some time before he was that man that paid the bills and rent and cook and clean... but wow that was a long ass time ago... i know his going rough time rite now with his ups and downs... but he need tp realize something that he is old his not that 22 year old man that asked my moms to date him... me and my pops been through soo much problems i just cant count how many fights we had or how many time i just wanted to kill this nigga while hes sleeping...my fathers problem is that he can't see someone younger then him doing better then him... and not making the same mistake he did when he was my age ... but all i say to him is.. thank you for the passed not the good times......thanks for the bad times.. cuz u made me who i am today and i love you for that... i dont take shit from nobody and if i can fight my own pops i can fight any fuckin nigga on the streets with no problem... like when they jumped me for my Sidekick3 i remember 9 black mother fuckers jumped the dog shit outta me and i still got my hits and left with my sidekick 3 home... thank you man... i hope u become the father i once knew again... --NO THE PART ABOUT THE FRIENDS... IM NOT TALKIN ABOUT YOU OR ANYONE OF MY FRIENDS... DAMN... IM JUST SAYING--