to all of my closest friends :)

Julie Boyter: i've been friends with you persistently longer than any of my other friends, and had more fun with you than anyone. i love you :)

Kourtney Welch: who else could i count on for all the hot gossip ;) you're definitely one of my closest friends, and that better not ever change. this spot is irreplaceable, who else had a corner with me? and don't touch that? we've connected on too many different levels to ever split. you're just great :) i love youu :)

Stephanie Vega: Your laugh makes me smile. you totally get everything that i've ever had to go through, and you've always given advice, even if the advice has been feckless in my mind, you've always made an effort to make me feel better :)
i love you :)

Robin Prough: It's always good to have someone to make laugh, and i've always been able to count on you for exactly that. You always understand me better than anyone else. You and kourtney seem to be able to diagnose my problem before i even get to finish spitting out my scenario. i love youu :)

Bianca Rodriguez: What doesn't make us laugh? i can't believe i've only known you since the beginning of this year, and it sucks that you're graduating and we couldn't have met sooner. You and i go together like peanut butter and ladies. does it get much better than this? i love youu :)

Garrett Mayfield: even though most of our relationship has been a bit off compared to most friendships, you've taught me so much, even if you haven't meant to. through everything that has happened, i've matured so much, and learned how to take things lighter. You can always make me laugh, and that's something most people can't do. I'll always be happy for you no matter how bad it hurts. You're my sunshine :D i love you! :)

Lizette Murillo: You and i used to be closer than anyone of my friends, and it seems that we have drifted. But i am almost certain that this summer you and i will become like family again :) i miss talking to you on the phone all night and laughing at random shit while playing bubble shooter. Those times will alwayysss be stuck in my memory, No matter how painful haha :P i loveeee you :)

It seems like relationships have a pattern. Like, if i was in a relationship just now where i was CRAZY over the person, it seems like the person that I'm crazy for is always just whatever about me. But, when me and that person break up, the next relationship i'll be in will be the opposite, where I'm just whatever about the person and they're like all crazy for me. Right?

idk, i think it's weird?

But uhmm, yeah.
I want to find someone, who finally feels mutually as crazy about me as i feel about them. I'm sick of being the lesser half of all of my relationships. I always feel so jipped by the end of them.

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right.

i hope this winter is good
if it's anywhere close to as good as last winter
then this winter will be the bee's knees.

even with all the bad shit that happened last winter,
it was all equalized by the amazingly good shit that went on.

i'm willing to sell my soul.
for a winter as good as last winter
:)

and no not my soul soul,
i mean, like my car.

right?