Its a random thought that Ive been thinking about a lot lately.

Where do I begin.....................Life is precious, never waste a second with those you love.............thats one thing Ive learned this week. Dont ever waste your life on anything.............Make what you do counts whether you get something back or not.........Plan on making a difference in someones life even if its for just a second of their life. You will be remembered............if you meant it. Dont look back on what you want to do with your life.............Dont live on regrets, live on the things you were sure about. God has a plan for your life........sometimes it might not be what you expect, but be sure that God knows what He is doing. Live every minute as if it were your last, and know that it would change everyones life if they felt the same way.

Are you willing to choose what I have in my mind?
Say it loud, with a voice of no reason in mind
I suppose this question will be answered
and I suppose the answers are here to save us
Have you heard have you listened lately?
Single word, single vowel, yet nothing frustrates me

Now I don't think you like me now
Now I don't think you like me now

Have you heard, its a silent dream
it chooses the weather, of your soul stream
so drop me down, let me feel this either way
face me inside, with a broken view, a broken heart, disappear

Now I don't think you like me now
Now I don't think you're like me now

Hold it, Hold it
I won't leave you

Now hold it down, please

Ahhh ohhh, ahhh ohhh

Sing alone, sing aloud, to be alive, its so good to feel you near
swim alone, live a dream, see me drown, all this in apathy
Be still for a moment
so you can face this world, you face it all for a moment
so you can face this world, you face this world

Hold it, Hold it
I won't leave you

Now hold it down, please

Something bout this song is amazing to me........I love the 3 over 4 part with the I dont think you like me now lyric. Its great. To bad noone knows bout these guys.

Not much going on here..............just thinking to myself on all kinds of issues and this song hits me..................Its an old fav of mine..........Something about it.............Maybe Im old school or whatever...........but its from my fav 90's hiphop/pop group PMDawn..............I just hit up the lyrics and decided to post em..................................Hope everyone has a great life and stuff..........Im tired and off to a better place.......................Peace thanks for wasting your time reading another blog......of mine........................hahahaha..........




I think I want to fly away.

Sitting on top of the setting sun
Trying to capture at age twenty-one
The secret's that beauty's only skin deep
But love likes to sail when I exhale my lungs.
Fine wines, good times...
To try to be an angel's pantomime
That's the ticket but a different definition than the soul defines
Does "X" mark spot on a single heart
When it's borne the billion's of Cupid's darts?
To try to spread love to the multitude...
But then there's the few that tears things apart.
Moonbeams condition my dreams
To its current shades of purple and green.
I'm convinced that my aura has the same glow,
And this produces my affection toward rainbows.
Wondering why...
Why only my eyes embrace you?
As if I was blind, I persist to chase you.
Through my window I'm watching you smile at me.
And I live for the times when you profile for me.
The breeze, the wind...
It fluctuates my adrenaline.
See, it's an ode to the fact you've put your colors on.
Now all I've got to do is tell you it's wrong,
And counteract my tears with a grin.
To balance your feelings in a mind that spins
Is to serenade a rainbow,
While riding on the tail of the wind.


I think I want to fly away

Loving you is easy cause your beautiful.
I don't think so. I think that that's a lot of bull.
My heart and soul are completely taken over.
I'm sick from one of those love hangovers.
I watch the comedy called intellect
Which wraps the nooses around our necks.
It seems the unreal is becoming more real.
They've taken me down to strawberry fields.
Meet me at the tip of Orion's nose,
And play me a song that your heart composed.
Why you can blow me away and I can still see blue,
Agape compels me to love you.
Break me down until you see the sun.
I look at you and smile and you ask, "How come?"
Father, I talk to you for peace of mind.
Kaleidoscopes poem that makes me blind
It's like a fairy tale from the Brothers Grimm.
That fall love in love on the slightest whim
Is to serenade a rainbow,
While riding on the tail of the wind.

Im just sitting here by myself thinking of some stuff...................Im just thinking about how much God gives us each day.......................So Im gonna name just some of things that have came to my mind.......................Well for one he gave me life, that even though someday my life on Earth will end............its an amazing journey that we all discover in our own way. Im thankfull for him dying for me, even though I fail him each day that passes...............

Im thankfull for the family he has given to me. How much he has shown me how real he is in my life. Im thankfull for Dad, who has shown me what life is about, for showing me the joy of music and how it impacts people.................Im thankfull to my mom even though sometimes we dont always get along..........Shes my mom and I love her still. Im thankfull for Courtney who has had some special talks with me in my life, and many more to come...........................I love ya sis................and Carissa my other sis, words cannot describe how much she means to me............she gives me reason to pursue my musical career. She is a gift from God, true evidence that he is real. She is such a tender hearted person that Im very thankfull to be the big bro to in my life..........................................

Im thankfull for my best friends............who just seem to know what to say at just the right times. Im thankfull for Ash, who came into my life at just the right time, shes been so much more than she will ever know to me. Im thankfull that God put her in my life to show me the small things and just how not to judge people by what they have done or do but to see their heart and how God loves each and every one of them.........I thank God that her and I are still the bestest friends even through all the rough times and stuff...after all the stupid things Ive said.................I love ya Sweetness.....................and to the Brittmeister, Im thankfull for all the talks we have had about life and just everything. Im thankfull for Erica, and how she makes me laugh, and how I can be there for her when she needs someone to talk to about what she wants to do with her life. I will continue my thanks later I have to go...................But just look at your daily life and think on this stuff...................We as people have so much to be thankfull for that it really could never end.

Now this is one of those days..............



In time I will change
I doubt I've been out
I'm waiting around the door, trapped in a replay of yesterday
You, you aren't around at all
Feels like it's sending me out of my mind
I'm waiting around the door, waiting for something more, trapped in replay of yesterday
You, you aren't around at all
Shot down, no warning
Remix in the morning
Stuttering, get it out, try to say something
Sending me out of my mind
Stuttering, get it out, try to say something
Sending me out of my mind
Shot down, no warning
Remix in the morning
Over again and again, it's just sending me out of my mind
In time I will change

What If................

1. I died:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I stole something:
6. I was hospitalized:
7. I refused to leave my home:
8. I got into a fight while you were there?


::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::

9. Personality:
10. Eyes:
11. Hair:
12. Family:


::WOULD YOU::

13. Help me hide a body?
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?
15. Hold my hand?
16. Take a bullet for me?
17. Hold my hair back if I was puking?
18. Try to solve my problems?
19. Love me?
20. Date me?



::HAVE YOU EVER::

21. Lied to make me feel better?
22. Wanted to kiss me?
23. Wanted to kill me?
24. Broke my heart?
25. Kept something important from me?
26. Thought I was unbearably annoying?



::AND MORE::

27. Who are you?
28. Are we friends?
29. When and how did we meet?
30. Describe me in one word:
31. What was your first impression?
32. Do you still think that way about me now?
33. What reminds you of me?
34. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
35. How well do you know me?
36. When's the last time you saw me?
37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
38. Are you gonna repost this to see what I say about you?

Doors (Now And Then My Life Feels Like It's Going Nowhere) by COG

In time I will change
I doubt I've been out
I'm waiting around the door, trapped in a replay of yesterday
You, you aren't around at all
Feels like it's sending me out of my mind
I'm waiting around the door, waiting for something more, trapped in replay of yesterday
You, you aren't around at all
Shot down, no warning
Remix in the morning
Stuttering, get it out, try to say something
Sending me out of my mind
Stuttering, get it out, try to say something
Sending me out of my mind
Shot down, no warning
Remix in the morning
Over again and again, it's just sending me out of my mind
In time I will change

Just sitting here typing about music and the impact it can have on others...........Not sure why Im typing this, but just thought Id share the importance of something that is so dear to me. Ive seen music do so many amazing things in my life.........and soon to be many more that its unbelievable. It has made me feel so many emotions, and inspired me to keep on keeping on. It has brought me closer to friends, hint-hint (Ash, Brett, Trey Watson, Trey Harding, Josh Saunders, Tdog, and so many others I wish I could name) Its brought so many tears to my eyes. If there were no music in my life, I would be lost. I thank God everyday that there is something inside of me to give the gift of music to others in any way I can. There are so many fond memories that have come from music that I could mention for days. Ive been taught so much about music and its power from the biggest inspiration in my life, my Dad. He clearly has shown me the love for music and the impact it can make on ones life. Thanks Dad.........I love ya man. I will continue with part 2 of my stupid music and life blog. Much more to come.

Breathing freely, function easy
Peace of God, peace of God
Needless chaos, cast down, cast off
Liberate me
Needless chaos, peace of God liberate
Liberate by God, soul embrace, death is waste
Life on my terms, wasted fruitless
Saved from my terms, all on grace now
Am I not beyond? Can I not respond?
Child's mind lost, taken from me
Claiming my chance to believe
By God, soul embrace
Death is waste