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Wednesday, January 07, 2009
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Current mood:  blank
Category: Music
"My Letter"
This is my letter to you
We started following a certain description. We started simple and fair once again Before there wasn't any need for an answer Things were much different then
But now you question who I am. Who I am inside Now there's nothing left to hide. So here it goes This is my letter Hope you're alright. It's been rough for me thinking all night. About the places I'd be If I maybe, just did a little bit more you might've Let me, become a man for sure And if I might, express one concern it seems an issue. All day at every turn What's the next step, the latest hole in my life What's next for me to learn
Engulf myself into a permanent mystery. No one day just as the next. not for me It's so confusing when I look at my history. I just can't handle that yet. No
But now you question who I am. Who I am inside Now there's nothing left to hide. So here it goes This is my letter Hope you're alright. It's been rough for me thinking all night. About the places I'd be If I maybe, just did a little bit more you might've Let me, become a man for sure And if I might, express one concern it seems an issue. All day at every turn What's the next step, the latest hole in my life What's next for me to learn
One more friendship ends. And then for awhile. I can breathe again
But now you question who I am. Who I am inside Now there's nothing left to hide. So here it goes This is my letter Hope you're alright. It's been rough for me thinking all night. About the places I'd be If I maybe, just did a little bit more you might've Let me, become a man for sure And if I might, express one concern it seems an issue. All day at every turn What's the next step, the latest hole in my life What's next for me to learn
-FLAW
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Tuesday, June 24, 2008
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Current mood:  sad
Category: Music
If you only knew I'm hanging by a thread The web I spin for you If you only knew I'd sacrifice my beating Heart before I lose you I still hold onto the letters You returned I swear I've lived and learned
It's 4:03 and I can't sleep Without you next to me I Toss and turn like the sea If I drown tonight, bring me Back to life Breathe your breath in me The only thing that I still believe In is you, if you only knew
If you only knew How many times I counted All the words that wen't wrong If you only knew How I refuse to let you go, Even when you're gone I don't regret any days I Spent, nights we shared, Or letters that I sent
It's 4:03 and I can't sleep Without you next to me I Toss and turn like the sea If I drown tonight, bring me Back to life Breathe your breath in me The only thing that I still believe In is you, if you only knew
If you only knew I still hold onto the letters You returned You help me live and learn
It's 4:03 and I can't sleep Without you next to me I Toss and turn like the sea If I drown tonight, bring me Back to life Breathe your breath in me The only thing that I still believe In is you, believe in is you I still believe in you Oh, if you only knew
-By : Brent Smith
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Thursday, May 22, 2008
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Current mood:  forgotten
Category: Music
"Some Day"
Someday, when I'm older And they never know my name Somehow, if I'm honest I can never feel ashamed Maybe I was wrong to Hold you up so high Now I know I've lost you To the feelings I kept inside
I don't know if it felt like I wanted you here, the way that I wanted you last time We're not on the same page, you don't even know me Cause you never took the time
Someday, when it's over And you never show your face I hope you'll remember How I tried to make you a place And so now, I move on To keep my piece of mind In someway, I've failed you But I just ran out of time
I don't know if it felt like I wanted you here, the way that I wanted you last time We're not on the same page, you don't even know me Cause you never took the time
I'm not sure that you hear me I'm not sure that you look at me the same I will always be attached to you But I'm never gonna feel the same
I don't know if it felt like I wanted you here, the way that I wanted you last time We're not on the same page, you don't even know me Cause you never took the time No, you never took the time
Someday, when I'm older...
-Brent Smith
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Sunday, February 03, 2008
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Current mood:  tired
Category: Music
I know I'm not there to hold you Look up see the sky that I do You make me the happiest of men I am the happiest of men
And if god takes me before you I just want you to know I love you And you made me the strongest of all men I'll remain the happiest of men
The happiest, the happiest, the happiest of men
You made me the happiest of men I'll remain the happiest of men
I miss you Baby close your eyes Let's meet In our dreams tonight
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Monday, January 14, 2008
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Category: Music
Unholy Confessions
"I'll try," she said as he walked away. "Try not to lose you." Two vibrant hearts could change. Nothing tears the being more than deception, unmasked fear. "I'll be here waiting" tested but secure.
Nothing hurts my world, just affects the ones around me When sin's deep in my blood, you'll be the one to fall.
"I wish I could be the one, the one who won't care at all But being the one on the stand, I know the way to go, no one's guiding me. When time soaked with blood turns its back, I know it's hard to fall. Confined in me was your heart I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me."
Nothing will last in this life, our time is spent constructing, now you're perfecting a world... meant to sin. Constrict your hands around me, squeeze till I cannot breathe, this air tastes dead inside me, contribute to our plague. Break all your promises, tear down this steadfast wall, restraints are useless here, tasting salvation's near.
-M. Shadows
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Wednesday, January 02, 2008
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What a skeletal wreck of man this is Translucent flesh and feeble bones The kind of temple where the whores and villains try to tempt the holistic tones Running rampant with free thought to free form, in the free in the clear And the matters at hand are shelled out like lint at a laundrymat to sift and focus On the bigger...better...now...
We all have a little sin that needs venting Virtues for the rending and laws and systems and stems that riff from the branches of office Do you know what your post entails? Do you serve a purpose? or purposely serve?
Wind down inside adivistic galore The value of a summer spent and a winter earned
For the rest of us there is always sunday The day of the week that reeks of rest but all we do is catch our breaths So we can wade naked into the bloody pool And place our hand on the big black book To watch the knives zig zag between our aching fingers
A vacation is a countdown T-minus your life and counting Time to drag your tongue across the sugarcube and hope you get a taste
What the fuck is all this for? What the hells going on? Shut up!
I could go on and on, but lets move on...shall we?
Say, youre me and Im you and they all watch the things we do And like a smack of spite they threw me down the stairs Havent felt like this in years The great magnet of malicious magnanimous refuse Let me go and plundge me into the dead spot again
Thats where you go when theres no one else around Its just you, and there was never anyone to begin with, now was there?
Sanctimonious pretentious dastardly bastards with there thumb on the pulse and a finger on the trigger
Classified my ass, thats a fucking secret and you know it Government is another way to say...better...than...you...
Its like ice but no pick, a murder charge that wont stick Its like a whole other world where you can smell the food but you cant touch the silverware...what luck Fascism you can vote for...isnt that sweet
And were all gonna die some day, cause thats the american way And Ive drunk to much and said to little When your gaffer taped in the middle, say a prayer, say a phrase, get yourself together and...
See whats happening
Shut up Fuck you, fuck you
Im sorry I could go on and on But its time to move on...so...
Remember.. Youre a wreck An accident, forget the freak youre just nature Keep the gun oiled and the temple clean, shit snort and blaspheme Let the heads cool and the engine run Because in then end everything we do... Is just everything weve done
"Omega" - Corey Taylor
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Monday, January 01, 2007
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Current mood:  pissed off
Well we have all pretty much came to the end of our wits with him. But noone else ever sees this part of him except us, at the wrong times. She says 21 years of this, and it might be over. But everyone makes mistakes, and dwells on them by drinking. Yes it has gone too far, but he is still my father. I am not the scum bag he is, and will never be. But my mom and sisters are taking the brunt of this, and I seem to have tried my best to help this. But he seems unhelpable. I will never turn my back on him like his dad did to him, so I hope he will not do the same. If they do not want to help so be it, but I will do my darndest. Shit hits the fan when they both under this evil influence. But things can only be figured out when they both can think reasonably. I still love him and always will, but the question is will I be able to love him from a far? We will see....My name is Johnny, this is my story and I am sticking to it. Happy fucking New Year my goddamn ass...
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Friday, March 10, 2006
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Current mood:  tired
Category: Web, HTML, Tech
UP AND RUNING ON ANGELFIRE SINCE FRESHMAN YEAR IN HIGH SCHOOL HERE THE LINK:
http://www.angelfire.com/rock3/torqueywrench/
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Friday, March 10, 2006
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Current mood:  jubilant
Category: Music
YES I SEEN THEM AT THE PALADIUM BACK IN JAN....SEEING THEM AGAIN IN APRIL AT HAMPTON BEACH!!!!
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