I was born to two loving parents in the greatest nation ever assembled in mans history on January 13th 1965 in allentown pennsylvania. I knew nothing of skin color and beliefs at this age and for some time until gathering together in school with other children. I blended in with most kids as all were white, there was one black child named David, he seemed just like us besides color and I even remember saying nigger as a child in second grade- probably from television in early 1970's. David was always my friend and still is, it was just an innocent comment at the time by a child that only learns from adults who teach us.
As time went on i realized my difference came as peer pressure grew in adolescents and anything out of the "norm" could result in being singled out. My name Suleiman always seemed to get a response from all the tom dick and harrys- so since middle school i became aware there are groups of people divided not only by skin color-but belief systems-and origins-and as time went on i realized man is a very simple creature that even divides by football teams and some even go to battle over such.
Why do we battle over differences? they say capitalism is the drive to make man go beyond ordinary behavior and reach greater potentials- it brings out the animal spirits they say on wall street- the early bird gets the worm and those who endeavor harder than the next usually takes the prize, and this seems logical as the strongest fastest smartest should take the prize as it really benefits everyone in the long run. ALL sports honor number one-maybe second and third- but there is some kind of intrinsic knowledge that a life hard fought for in any endeavor reaps a title of victory or accomplishment in that arena.
THUS, can you now see why god has made man in many colors and tongues- for you to drive on in competition and make utopia on this planet. For it should be evident in america where food shelter and care are much easier now than one century ago and life camping in the woods is very very hard-but when these very necessities are given to man- man just plays most of the time- over and over man plays with his friends- goes on trips for self enlightenment till his money runs out-always living for themselves- sure they mumble they are good to everyone- but truth is- when they are sick from disease or their child is- they get their head out their ass and realize how WEAK mankind still is- then they become a champion of some cause- how easy it is to forget your neighbor when YOU have health and a little money to stay alive each day- walk by the homeless and maybe throw a dollar-but most of us just live day by day without worries for another unless they themselves become homeless poor sick or whatever ailment than all of a sudden there is a problem in humanity. THUS, there must be pressure and pain on mankind to keep you on your toes-and what goes around comes around by the world of god always seems to do just that.
In mans struggle to make a life better on planet earth- you should understand that this very decade is made by the efforts of the previous decade- we cannot have this internet without the contributions of the previous decade- and if you carefully analyze history- you will find each generation just like you struggled to make the light a little brighter for the next. right from the beginning of mans endowment of knowledge by god man has been struggling from rubbing two sticks to make fire to creating understanding between each other.
God gives us life for us to play our games and make utopia on earth. during our friendly and not so friendly at times competition upon earth-messengers come and go with direction to make life better for mankind. 2000 yrs ago the christ came with a message of love to a world of master and slave- call it slave or just an opportunity to live and work and be fed for it-slowly man make s better world. so with the deeds and words of Christ slowly gaining ground from people around him to the next town so on and so forth man makes a better world.
Some say even the black people who are brought to America under the banner of christ slowly changed them so many can feel one with them-and slowly in time a white european world sat down to break bread with descendants of Africa ONLY because they learned a common language and a common form of worship with christ as king- for make no mistake about it- if the black people still retain their ancient ways to their own roots without forming a bridge of unity thru christ AS MANY european pagans already converted to christ- the blacks would never ever be one with america - and without question the entire latin world of central and south america the same-and without question- the native americans have done so with honor.
Has there been bloodshed on the way- that is how man learns at times- dont touch the fire- YOU WILL to learn- man has never done this before on earth-thus-push it till it breaks0- if it does- no good but now we know- if it survives-it is strong and worthy-and in the 20th century mankind was again put to the test with atheism/eugenics and adolph hitler himself step up the plate and put it to the test.one race greater than another proved false and many have died to explore this. after such segregation faded away in america and no question america and world are growing more unified as seen by younger children a=with views towards one another-but man is still on the move.
So there is still a new nigger in town, one that flies airplanes into buildings, one that controls most oil in america and thus america will kill them for it as cheap energy makes life more comfortable. man is still not fully unified as one world-one people-thus- the competition continues.
in the beginning of the 20th century mankind screamed out ww1 was the war to end all wars-as many seen the technical age to make life better was happening with tractors for mass food agriculture-plumbing-electricity and so on and many figured this one more war will tame the savage beast in man- to humble the wolf in all of us to a tamed dog in some ways in which many like to have in homes as a best friend- for surely not even a dog lover can handle an arctic wolf in home- they must be tamed- so it is with man-why- it is a hard life to fight for food- with more advancements man makes life better and an opportunity to instruct their children to love one another as opposed to defend and protect and guard and train and watch out and kill them before you etc etc . man must universally put the sword down together before they break bread together.
TO BREAK BREAD TOGETHER:
scientists say the very first place agriculture to make bread was invented in syria- scientists say the land where the first alphabet was invented was syria
my parents are from syria- america terrorist watch list of islamo fascists. my parents both come from christian villages from the days of jesus and disciples first origins- but to many- I am just a sandnigger- now i know why my voice is unheard as I bring the gift of water as energy to a world that kills for it and crumbling from a lack of it.
Today in 2009 I am still seen as a sandnigger, after the next global war with nuclear weapons- a change will come over man once and for all to tame the savage monkey beast in all of us-this change will be strong as every human being will see the skin melt off their children- their eyes blind and bodies weak from radiation. this time upon the earth a great lesson shall come upon mankind for everyone to see their ugly ways in order to change and love one another. The survivors will understand my words in the future- For in this vessel as the sandnigger comes the messiah- gods messenger with orders and commandments for mankind to begin unification in love with jesus as a perfect example of such. You have been given the message-
