there's nothing to do. i have no motivation to really do anything right now.

i MUST avoid the convention center where all the junkies are, for the sake of not running into anyone selling hard. good god cocaine is such an addictive ass drug...can't ever get enough of it. it's worse than heroin when it comes to money. way worse.

i don't know....i miss living somewhere and having at least an imagination of my future. but at the rate my life has been heading, with the drugs and stuff, i don't really know what to think, or what to do. i keep telling myself it's ok, something good will happen eventually, something different. and yet, i still wait for more to come.

i want to be a singer, but i have no connections whatsoever, and not as much hope as i used to.

maybe things will fall into place. if it's my fate it'll happen.

zozo/ - annabelle