Throughtout the day
I sit and think
over my thoughts of you
and ask myself questions,
not knowing the answers
i realize no matter
the questions
nor the confusion
nor the fussing and fighting
i know one thing to be true
and that is
I Love Yov With all My Heart

Well ive been doing a lot of thinking. and im not gonna let the bad things get me down anymore. life is to precious for that. and i had the most awesome first date ever. well its probably the most weirdest lol i went to a funeral with this girl i like and i actually had loads of fun. i made her ex so mad it was so funny. well thats all for now children later

20 years of life has taught me not to open my heart or to trust anyone because when i do i get hurt. even i it is sometimes my fault. and that says "trust noone" truely applies because youll end up trusting the wrong people and hating the people you should trust. this world is a shitty place even i you find the things that make you happy. i mean yes i still love my ex and i would love to have her back but she deserves way better than i can give her. but as for myself i dont believe i deserve to be happy. you can leave of comments telling of other wise but i doubt ill listen unless you call me and he you do call wait til after 9 pm unless you have verizon then call when ever you like. for those that do care my number is 6784762856 and thank you very much. and for those who dont care. in choke on a horses dick. well thats all i have to say so later fvckers

alright lets see. i hate you all. excapt a select few if you aint one on them people you probably know it. this is just me ranting about shit so if you wanna add a comment go ahead thatnx and later losers

I gaze at the stars
i think of your beautiful green eyes
and the day that you will return to my arms
so close but yet so far away
the agony of  having to say goodbye
drives me insane

as the night wears on
my thoughts keep returning to the sound of your voice
a smile spreads across my face
i look at pictures of us
thinking of all the good times
i laugh at the thought of our ''who loves who more ''arguements

i lay down to sleep
and i start to dream of you in a white dress
open fields with green grass
surrounded by our family and closest friends

the next day arrives
i wake up and shave
get dressed and call you
the butterflies return when you answer
and then we both say
I LOVE YOU!