The connection between us is ever so close

I look into your eyes and feel ever thing so real

One kiss to show you how i feel

To light up the night

with our eyes intertwine

Your body is so ever close

The beating heart of your soul is what drives me to you

Know that at this time i am completely in love with you.

You are my world Samantha DeVers,  and the love of my life. <3

I Love You!

If you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
I live to let you shine

but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by

if you be my boat
I'll be your sea
a depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity
ebbing and flowing and pushed by a breeze
I live to make you free
I live to make you free

but you can set sail to the west if you want to
and past the horizon till I can't even see you
far from here where the beaches are wide
just leave me your wake to remember you by

if you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
I live to let you shine

but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by
stardust to remember you by

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(I miss you, I miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
[x3]

(I miss you, I miss you)

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Come on, take a step towards me,
So you can figure me out,
I've been hoping,and praying for a single way,
To show you what I'm all about,
And I know, and I know this is the only way of pleasing the crowd,
But when this is over and done with and we walk away,
There should be no doubts

So let's get a little closer now,
Let's get a little closer now

You say, you say that we're all tied up,
And wrapped around in useless, states of mind,
But at the same time we're still young,
We have the time to realize that we were wrong

Come on love, run with me,
Get the hell out of this town,
So we can get a better feel for each other,
I'll take you, back to, when you,
Remembered how you used to
Just live your life a little for me,
Take the time to let it go,
Step away and watch me grow

So let's get a little closer now,
Let's get a little closer now

You say, you say that we're all tied up,
And wrapped around in useless, states of mind,
But at the same time we're still young,
We have the time to realize that we were wrong

You can stay if you want to,
And I'll write to you and tell you how you've always been so special to me
You can stay if you want to, and I'll try...
You can stay if you want to,
And I'll write to you and tell you how you've always been so special to me
You can stay if you want to, and I'll try
To keep you close to me (x3)

You say, you say that we're all tied up,
And wrapped around in useless, states of mind,
But at the same time we're still young,
We have the time to realize that we were wrong

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When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

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17 and running up the stairs my baby bear
7 lonely hours that I've been without a shower
Until
You and I meet in the bathroom with the water on
Steaming up the room with little but a towel on

You are my high
You are my high just like

A joint or two just hangin out the window in September on the 28th I'll be dethroned and sent to clean up my act
4 months in a penitentiary where I can read and think I'll make it home

Everything I said last night when we were in the car
Telling you I knew I knew I knew that we would make it far
Everyone in this town will see
Someone like you could be with someone like me

Even fairy tale characters would jealous

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I bite my tongue another perfect time
I'd do anything to make her happy,
Even if it means my being miserable as long as she's loving life

I will be able to sleep at night, with a smile upon her face (2x)

The thought of her smile and not being there
My inner feelings would be shattered
A piece of glass punctured in my heart
I'm bleeding from the inside

I will be able to sleep at night, with a smile upon her face (2x)

As long as she's perfectly fine (2x)
And someday she will be mine

I will be able to sleep at night
With a smile upon her face
As long as she's perfectly fine
I hope she's perfectly fine
And someday she will be mine

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I'm watching her name up on my screen
Celebrity she means everything to me
I wanna hear her voice aloud
I wanna hear her voice

I'm curious how you manage to look so good for those cameras
Wearing a killer smile to kill me
I swear she looks through to me From the Hollywood screen
Can't stand too close to the screen

Everywhere I go, she's always on my mind

I'm watching her name up on my screen
Celebrity she means everything to me
I wanna hear her voice aloud
I wanna hear her voice
When she wants to get down
We shout it out loud
I wanna hear her voice aloud

I'm curious how do you turn me on for those cameras
Wearing a killer smile to kill me.
Everywhere I go, she's always on my mind

I'm watching her name up on my screen
Celebrity she means everything to me
I wanna hear her voice aloud
I wanna hear her voice aloud
When she wants to get down
We shout it out loud
I wanna hear her voice aloud

There must be a way, a way inside her heart.

Name up on my screen.
Celebrity she means everything to me.

I'm watching her name up on my screen
celebrity she means everything to me
I wanna hear her voice aloud.
I'm watching her name up on my screen.
Celebrity she means everything to me
I wanna hear her voice aloud
I wanna hear her voice out loud
Celebrity I wanna hear her voice aloud .
I wanna hear her voice aloud.

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Breathe, This is what we live for.
So take me by surprise, and never say a word.
Oh, Oh you know.
Your lips, your eyes, your skin.
They paralyze me.
Come on, Come on. Under and over.
Through the back door.
Make your way over.
I've been meaning to ask you, a few things on my mind.
You know it's never so hard
When you're this close to the ground.
This is the way a I feel. What do you say?
Be Real. Your body's never felt so alive.
This is the way i feel. What do you say be real?
I just can't help myself.
I just can't help myself.
Let me in, Let your body take over.
Let your body take over your soul.
It's for the passion, for the love.
You've never laughed, You've never loved
You've never been loved.
I've been meaning to ask you, a few things on my mind.
You know it's never so hard
When you're this close to the ground.
This is the way you've make me feel.
Don't end the night like this
Don't end the night like this

Well i cnt unlock my blog so ima send it too u so u can read it.. its the holding one..




Uh!! I dont know what it is but im going insane.

I dont know if its a fine line between insane or just wanting to spill every thing out??

It's just sitting in me and it wants too get out but i dont know how to let it out,

It makes me feel like im doing some thing wrong

I need to run away

I need to say something,

But theres no way she will belive it.

So what is it that im suposed to do?

She means alot to me.

I Love her.

I would give all ME to HER.

i always wounder if im so close why not take me?

Im scared too, i know how it is too be closed from every one.

I understad it

I know im asking you for alot

It might be too much for you? I dont think so.

I show you all of me

And you do the same

We want the real people in side our selfs

So lets let them out together.

Be who we want to be

Feel how we want to be

I want you. . .

All

Of

YOU.

I'll give it all too you. .

Only you.

Because

I Love You

With every thing in ME.

I should of said this along time ago.

Tell you that i only want you and no one else

Your the one I see

Your the one i think about all night

i know you do feel the same about it, about me

maybe its just that i think you are scared to tell me it?

Or not scared.

We feel it from each other

Even if you are scared of it you know and feel it

I've told you to go with it

Bring you to me

As i bring me to you.

So why not tell you?

You are the person I Love

Adore

Care for

Willing to do any thing for you

Be there

Know when something is wrong

Know you

Your soul

Your heart

YOU.



You know me

All of me

I'd give all too you

ONLY

YOU.



You give it

ALL

To

ME.

To share each other with one another

I dnt want to let you go

Ever

You make me so happy

Wanting to be me

cause i know you will except me for me

Like i will and would for you.



I see this amazing girl

Id do any thing for

I put all of my soul and heart into you



I just want you for you

only

you.

I have fallen for you.

Deeply

Getting to know you is something i live for

To be able to touch your soul,

With..... MINE

I Love You





I knew all along that you did,


i made you think i didint but i did.


pritty dumb hu?


Every feeling that i get around you is new.


Exciting, Rush. just so much i cant it explain it!

I Love You SAM!!!!!

<3

Well im pritty much confused with people.
i just dont get 'em at all.

Its like they dnt kno what thy want for them self and what words mean, what they trully mean.

The meaning of love is like candy for alot of people they say it and not kno what it really is and what i means.
I hear people use it all the time. " O i love you babe " Its like ummm.....
do u even kno what LOVE means????? Cause honestly i highly dought alot of people even kno what it take to acaully takes to feel, say, and mean it. And i just dnt understand why someone would say it? Is it just cause you feel that you are with this person so you love them??

Idk my belife in love is this:

1. If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal.

2. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing.

3. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.

4. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

5. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.

6. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.

7. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8. And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

9. Marriage is something more then what people take it as now. Marriage is when 2 people
are in love with one another, u dnt marry someone just cause u been with them for along time. Love is not time, love is all feeling.

 "Love neither shows hatred nor hides hatred – love only loves."

Love is bigger then people, and what people imagin it too be. Its not something you say to a person, but too a significant othe. Love is seeing one person and one person only, only that one significant other is in ur eyes. Like if someone was at a big gathering of some what, over 100 people are there, and the one you love is in that group of people. Your looking around and you see her. Every thing turns black and she has this GLOWING brightness around her. Thats the type of meaning when i see only see one person. All the other people dnt matter, just the one you are in love with is showing.
Like i said love is a big word, and meaning to it. I just not good how its being thrown around like that..
And another thing, MARRIAGE! Why do people even marry now in days?? I just dnt see how it works with them?? You marry cause you love that person and want to be with them the  rest of your life! You put everything in you into that person, you are asking them too stay there with you for a life time! Not till you get bored with them!!! You see all these people getting married, then a few months later its gone... And its like WTF?!?!?! You must really not kno the meaning of LOVE AND MARRIAGE!!!!!
I just see things different then other people i guess.