If I accept you as a friend on myspace, feel grateful....& cool. Oh, but please, don't think I'm trying to holla at cha if I add you. Don't get it twisted because I'm done tryin' to talk to people on here! I don't do hook ups; I'm just on here to talk to new people: THAT'S IT.

Anyway, enjoy the Castro MySpace Experience! LOL

I think there is a national Forgiveness Day, but I'm not sure if anyone else has heard of it and to be honest, I don't think anyone knows when it is. With that being said, I decided to declare December 1st, 2009 as Forgiveness Day.

I did this, at first, for me just because I've come to the conclusion that there are a lot of people on my shit list and the majority of the reasons are petty. At this point, I'm feeling like I could die any day and I just want to make amends with everyone. I know, it's crazy because I'm the type of person that has too much pride to ask for forgiveness or accept a person's apology!  I just don't want to leave this earth having bad blood or unfinished business.

I'm tired of being full of hate and I just want to let go of grudges and just forgive those I've had beef with!

I'm sure, there are some people that you feel you can never forgive, but at the end of the day, you're only hurting yourself! (Oh god, I'm startin to sound like a Tyler Perry movie). You don't have to forgive everyone on this day, but if you feel that a person deserves a second chance, why not?

There are a few people that I plan on forgiving on this day and even if I'm the only one, I still hope that you all consider asking for forgiveness to people you may have lied to, hurt or disrespected.

I've been on MySpace since September 23, 2004. Damn, it's been 5 years of non-stop blogging and drunk bulletins! LOL.

I'm actually surprised I've had this for so long and haven't deleted it! Well, nevermind, I am addicted to this damn site, so yeah, I won't ever delete this account. LOL. I've had it for far too long to deactivate it.

Anyway, I was thinking.... how about I try to live a life without MySpace?

That's my mission: Seriously see how long I last without MySpace. Let's try it come September 23rd. It's gonna be hard!!!!!!!!!!!

Watch me make a blog on the 24th. LOL.

The concert was pretty good. It wasn't better than the Beyonce Experience, but it was good. I'm a little upset that some of my all time favorite songs, such as Deja Vu, Dangerously In Love, & Green Light weren't performed! I understand she was trying to focus on her new album, but at least DIL! That's the standard/classic Beyonce song!

Also, I didn't really like the 'on-stage, diva zone' area. I was mostly to the left of the stage, as you can see on the videos. It was cool when she walked by, because we were closer than anyone in the first row, but.... I would prefer viewing the show from the center. That's another reason why I might've not been  'omg, it was amazing'; i had a bad viewing angle!

But anyway, let's talk about the good!

First, I got to the venue at 4:30! I wasn't trying to get there late like the last time (I was almost an hour late and thank god Beyonce was running late because if she was on time, I would've missed the meet and greet), so I was chilling. Met some people that I had seen the last time and we caught up, LOL. It was cool! All eyes were on me because I had my custom made shirt with the picture of me and B covered in the rhinestones. It was sweet.

We're checking in and the security woman is like 'they won't let you go with that poster', so I just left my poster at the check in. I was like 'damn it!' Oh well. LOL. So, we get to the VIP area. I am talking to this guy that met Beyonce 2 times previously and he was cool (& pretty fly ) and I get like 2 beers. Tell me why, 5 minutes later, I am slurring my words! I'm like 'omggggggg im drunk already!' but thank god I sobered up after my 2nd trip to the men's room.

Anyway, we are finally on our way to the stage, but we have to go through the back area, where Beyonce's dressing room is and where all her people all. I had twittered Beyonce's assistant Ty earlier in the day saying I would see him later. He replied 'ill c u!' So, when I saw him walking by, I was like 'Ty!!!' and he stopped and turned. He smiled and said 'heyy how are you!' and I was like 'good!!' I shook his hand, but I didn't wanna bother him (and I was being left behind by my group), I said 'it was nice meeting you!' and walked back with my group.

We get to the stage and it was cool. Me and my little clique for the night were chillin', talkin', laughing. I kept looking around for Tina, B's mom. No luck :(

The Set List:

1. Deja Vu Intro/Crazy In Love
2. Naughty Girl
3. Freakum Dress
4. Get Me Bodied

5. Smash Into You
6. Ave Maria
7. Broken Hearted Girl
8. If I Were A Boy

9. Diva
10. Radio
11. Ego
12. Me Myself & I
13. Hello


14. Baby Boy
15. Bootylicious
16.  Bug A Boo
17. Jumping Jumping
18.  Irreplaceable
19. Check On It
20. Video Phone
21. Say My Name

22. At Last
23. Listen

24. Single Ladies
25. Halo

I also twittered Bibi (Beyonce's guitarist) that I would be on the left side of the stage, to watch out for me. She saw me and I threw up a heart; she threw one right back at me! AWWWWWW I <3 Bibi! If you notice on my video for Freakum Dress, she comes over to me! And also, throughout Irreplaceable, I was singing to her, haha. It was cool as hell.

My main mission was to get B to atleast make eye contact with me. She looked at me probably once, but I felt she ignored me! Maybe that's why I'm upset, too! I was like, right in front of her in all these videos, as you can see! LOL. I guess I was hopin for the same interaction as the last tour because there was SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH. Damn it.

Anyway, I left the show a little upset, moreso because I didn't see Deja Vu, but still... that eye contact would've been nice, LOL!! I know I ain't pay $580 to be ignored! JK. I still love Beyonce.

Next tour, I'm gonna contact her about making a better set list.

I think I'll have her perform at my wedding. I'll most likely get rich before I ever get married, but if I do get married, I'll pay up to 4 million to have her perform! LOL.

Here's my dream set list!

(Band Intro/Guitar Solo)
Ring The Alarm (similar to the Beyonce Experience version, except with another chorus added)
Sweet Dreams
Freakum Dress
Deja Vu (the WHOLE song, with the WHOLE choreography (i.e. 2006 WMA)

Hello (Las Vegas 'intimiate' version intro)
Dangerously In Love (with Sweet Love)
Satellites
Me Myself & I
Irreplaceable (minus the audience participation! lol)


(Dancers dance to Work It Out, Baby Boy, Naughty Girl, Green Light, Suga Mama)

Crazy In Love (shortened down; just the chorus once and the end choreography)
No No No Pt. 2
Lose My Breath
Upgrade U
Video Phone

Single Ladies
Get Me Bodied (Radio Edit)
Deja Vu (encore for me ;)

I can't believe Class of 2009 graduated today. They were freshmans when I was graduating and now they're graduating.

Ohhh those days of innocence and stuff.... no alcohol, no beyonce, no nothing.

I can't believe I was Prom King!

I can't believe I'm 21!

I still can't believe it's not butter!!!!!!!!!!

But anyway, I'm just randomly blogging on my break at work.

Congratulations to Western's Class of 2009!

Thanks to all that participated! Here are the answers to those questions you have all been wondering.... I think.


Chelsea asked:
what do you wanna do when you grow up. like what are your dreams and aspirations?

Castro:
I want to be in the entertainment industry. Eventhough there's a slim chance of me ever being famous, I don't mind doing behind the scenes type of shit or even working as an extra. I just want to be apart of something that I love. I live for the entertainment/celebrity world!

Cristina asked:
How many times are we gonna do Video Hair Grl?

Castro:
As many times as I gotta ring the alarm!

Matthew asked:
WHERES MY MONEY HOE? LOLZ

Castro:
This is a stick up, stick up, I need the bags o' that money!

AKA NIGGA PLEASE.

Bere asked:
arent u that guy on you tube??

Castro:
I sure am! I'm the one that is constantly harrassed by that red head or rippin' my pants doing Single Ladies. If you haven't seen my videos, check me out under username CASTRO313.

Victoria asked:
ARE U THE GIVER OR THE TAKER?? LMAO

Castro:
I do a little of both.

Angela asked:
If Beyonce was shot by Kerri Hilson - or whatever her name is.... as a loyal fan, how would you react?

Castro:
I'd catch the next flight to LA, take off my earrings, and kick that bitch's ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh hell no. Keri Hilson ain't shit. She'll disappear once 2010 comes.

Maria asked:
Where the hell is my Lap Dance? LMAO!!!

Castro:
It's gonna cost you $20 and a Diet Coke.

Mimi (that fuckin' bitch) asked:
why are you fat? AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Castro:
Because I'm a yo-yo dieter and I love food too much. I love my llantas!

Nena asked:
WOULD YOU EVER KIDNAP BEYONCE?

Castro:
No, but I did pay $800 to meet her. That's a lot of bread!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Michael asked:
What did your diet consist of to make you spit your pants....twice?

Castro:
I like to eat medium pizzas all by myself, with lots of pepperoni, that's important. I drinks lots of coke, I scarf Doritos and never exercise!!!!

Ode asked:
Would u have sex wit Beyonce?

Castro:
Eventhough she's the most beautiful woman to grace this world (inside and out) & she'd make me turn straight, no I wouldn't. It would take away from the admiration I have from her. & I'd look at her songs differently. LOL. 'OMG I LOVE  HER SONG SPEECHLESS...wait a minute........... she left me Speechless!!!!!'

Bere:
donas o salchicha?

Castro:
I don't like you.

I was really excited about meeting Frankie J! He's one of my favorite artists, besides Beyonce, and I was actually really nervous too! I had my friggin' Frankie J CD booklet with me and some earrings I had bought him earlier this month.

Me & Nicole left Detroit at like 8:30 and we got to Pontiac at like 9:10. We get to the club and they told us their doors don't open until 10. We go and buy a pint and chill. Finally, it's 10 and we go inside.

We're just standing by the bar, drinking, just waiting for the moment when Frankie J comes in. It's 11, and nothing. Midnight, nothing. Finally, at like 1 AM, when I'm already thinking 'what the fuck!!!!!', you hear the beginning music for 'Obsession' and he comes out! Like the little bitch that I am, I start pushing and shoving to get to the front and I'm screaming 'Frankie J!' He sang Obsession, More Than Words, Suga Suga, & That Girl. I swear, he probably thought I was an obsessed, crazy stalker fan!

The whole time I'm all with my hand in the air, like yoooo! While he was singing More Than Words, he just out of nowhere slaps my right hand!! I was like, 'awwwwwwwww shit!!!!' haha.

So he finishes performing, and I'm like 'ok, what's next? when do we meet him?' Me and Nicole had VIP and we didn't realize we had the opportunity to be up IN the VIP section that whole night. How stupid.

We go upstairs in the VIP section and I was fuckin' freak out. As soon as I walk in to the room, there's Frankie J at the booth, just chillin'. I would've expected people to be all over him and a large crowd. Nope, it was just me, the creepy stalker fan! LMAO. I didn't approach him right then and there. We acknowledged each others' presence (nodded my head) and I just chilled at one of the nearby booths.

Finally, it was the official meet and greet and I was so nervous! I didn't know what to say. When me and Nicole get to him, I'm like tryin' to spit out everything I could. I told him that I was his biggest fan and that I've been following his career ever since fuckin' Kumbia Kings. I also told him that Elysia, Joel, & I have his song 'If He Can't Be' as our myspace profile song. He was like 'yeah! thats my jam!' LOL. I also brought up Beyonce and how I brought him into my conversation with her when I met her. He all smiled. I had to bust out the Beyonce picture that I have with her. HAHA. He seemed to be all cool about it and very happy that I was actually informed about his career. He shook my hand but shit, I also ended up getting a quick hug from THAT nigga. No homo though, lol.

So, we go to the table and Nicole was like 'omg you forgot to give him your gift.' I had completely forgotten to give him the earrings. I get back in the line thinking 'damn it, they're not gonna let me go in with him.' Sure enough, I get to meet him again and I'm like 'my bad, I forgot to give you these earrings I bought you'. He opens the box and is like 'daaaaaaamn, these I'm rockin' for sure!! Thanks!' I was all cheesin'! He shook my hand and was like 'iiight, i'll be seein' you, ha'

The bodyguards were all up on everyone's business so it was a picture-say hi-say bye type of meet & greet. I was mad I didn't really get to talk to Frankie like I wanted, but whatever, I'm the shit. I partied with Frankie J!!!

I'll be posting pictures from last night as soon as Nicole gets them to me!

Let me spit some lyrics.....

I don't give a damn.
I be gettin' it like 'bam!'
i know, ha, i got it like that.
say im fat, say im wack,
my nigg, I'm CASTRO
soooo go head, keep my name on track.

you talk it, i live it.
you envy me, admit it.
you want this, can't touch this.
taste it? damn, got u beggin'.

everytime i go out
it be like 'hey hey'
how u been,
where u been
lemme call you
and i be like
yo, get off my dinooooooooo


i know i know, im soundin' cocky
and that aint hot
but when you see me on the block
u be like, 'ehhh yea, thats my spot'

talk shit and say im wack
eff u, im black
and i got what u want.

FRESH is what we is
what i is
and you know you want it.

can't be it
if you ain't it.

yeah, we fly, yeah we dope
to0 koo'
we crazy, but shit

Castro don't give a damn!!!!!!!!