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Saturday, December 12, 2009

Apparently

Apparently some "people" have found a new gimmick for selling records.
Appearing authentic and honest seems to be a new trend.
Only the few close to you realize how much is true and how much is your way to get some quick money.

3:29 AM

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Thursday, December 10, 2009

Dead end.

I can see the dead end sign for miles.
The road is straight and narrow.
I can see the road very clearly.
Either stop, hit reverse and change course, or go right through the dead end sign crashing into God knows what.
I actually slow the car down to think over my options.
Why can I not stop before I go right through this sign that is directly ahead of me in plain view?

5:24 AM

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Wednesday, December 09, 2009

When

When is it time to say goodbye?
When is it time to let it be?
When is it time to change the plan?
When is it time to let go?
When is it time to give up on the improbable?
When is it time to leave it behind?
When is it time to start over?
When is it time to change your vision of your own future?
When is it time to stop hurting yourself?
When is it time to move on?
What do you do when you realize you can't do any of this?

8:56 AM

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Thursday, December 03, 2009

Just a question -

Why can't you just stay in the past where you belong?

7:53 PM

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Wednesday, December 02, 2009

What I deserve.

For a number of years what I wanted, what I got, and what I deserved have been three different things.

Tonight that ends.

From tonight until I am in the dirt, I will only settle for what I deserve.

Of course that means I won't have what I want, and it also doesn't change what I get.
It only changes what I accept.

11:58 PM

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Tuesday, December 01, 2009

The spectator.

He watches history unfold.
He can't stop it from repeating.
A spectator is all that he is.
He sits and waits.
Waiting is all he knows now.
He waits for the truth that crushes him every time.
He doesn't move, his mind though, is a different story.

He loses faith in what could have been.
He doesn't give up, he accepts what is.
He stays right where you left him.
You might move on, he lays in the spot you last remember him in.

Literally everyone he loved has walked away.
No lover, no friends, and half a family missing by choice.

She comes back, she leaves.
Nothing new ever happens.
He wishes she'd stay, she's oblivious to his pain.

His love was unshakable for so many years.
He knew what he wanted, and went after it.
Everything is now past tense.

She knows what she wants, and goes after it.
That is why he is alone.
He is just simply unwanted.
Unlovable.

Time heals nothing.
History never stays faded with him.
Six years ago is as clear as yesterday.
And besides, what is there to heal if what caused the pain never stopped?

He is left a shell.
A shadow of what he once was to you.
A broken body.
An ancient mind.
A blackened heart.
Alone with his rusted faith.

This black heart still beats.

He watches history unfold.
It's December all over again.

6:35 PM

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