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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 25
Sign: Sagittarius

City: Richmond
State: Virginia
Country: US
Signup Date: 9/24/2004

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Tuesday, June 09, 2009 10:41 PM

Category: Life
This has been one of the fastest years ever, and one of my favorite quotes, by veronese is " you cannot create art without living life" art is life, its a direct representation of what you are feeling, its a direct interpretation of your views on the world.

I have spent a great deal of this year in distrust, and wreckless, and unhappy, but what we have to remember is that we all go through thinking we should have better that we need more, never really being happy with what we have, Always blaming someone else for a situation, even if they had no direct control over it, and ive learned alot this year,

Theres nothing wrong with bieng content, Im happy for now

the things that i deemed valuable or impressive are not even close to what i once thought was all i was capable of, ive learned im actually capable of trusting someone, and trusting myself, its been a long time

Ive also found myself tired of many things, being a military child have grown quite used to emotionally detaching myself from situations. The one thing you have to remember is to always to treat others the way you would like to be treated, and hopefully they will do the same for you, nomatter how old you are @ this point there is no reason to act like a child. there is no reason to be caty or mean, think about what you are saying about others, nomatter how you feel about them, and make sure that you treat those people you love and care about with the respect they deserve, ask yourself if they would do the same to you.

If you have no real problem dont start one, life is not that much of a competition, and honestly no one cares, and no one is trying to be better than you, I know sometimes in this scene it might seem like a big deal, but to tell you the truth you stop coming out, the only people who truly matter are the ones you care about.The ones yo spend most of your time with. We are not in highschool nemore

For now i can say im happy, I dont know what is going to happen in life and am not sure how this year will end,hopefully ill be done with school soon. its been stressful, and depressing,@ times, im tired of freaking out and im tired of people who cannot act like adults, or be honest with themeselves and others, I know im not really as social sometimes but,I love those of you that you know i care about, you know who you are, and thats all that should matter,
Im really hoping to @ least maintain some sort of stable existence,



xoxo

Holly
Wednesday, January 28, 2009 1:33 AM

Current mood:  electric
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers


Neon Exodus


Ben Livingston's animated mural is glowing, going, gone










Photo by Bret Brookshire


"It starts with a flower growing; then the house lights up. Then a
rocket ship lights up over the flower, and there's a star and a planet,
and the ship drops a bomb on the flower – which explodes. Then it all
goes black, and the cycle begins again."

That's Ben Livingston, neon artist, talking about the large work of
animated images that have brightened the front of his studio off Fifth
Street for more than two decades. Soon, he'll be talking about it in
the past tense: After 22 years of near-constant display, the
electrified mural is coming down.

"My studio's been sold," says Livingston. "And, like the story goes
too often here in A-town, yuppies are in, and art is out. I've got to
be out of here by May 1, so I have to take the piece down between now
and then. Megan Crigger, the manager of Austin's Art in Public Places
program, would like to accept it as a donation – because she's
interested in having it at Seaholm. So I'm hoping to find someone
who'll buy it for that. Which may not be easy – it's been appraised at,
uh, quite a bit of money."

Specifically, according to art appraisers C.L. Wysuph & Associates, $90,000.

A nice chunk of change for a bunch of gas and glass, but, of course,
it's the inspiration and craftwork, not to mention the interest
compounded by history, that make for true value among unique objects
fashioned by human hands. The mural – an anti-war statement influenced
by the art of Terry Powell, crafted by Livingston and his apprentices
John Hayward and Leith Hartell, driven by Frank Roberts' jury-rigged
computer program – fairly glows with such value and interest.

"I have some friends who were in town for South by Southwest
Interactive, and the taxi driver who brought them over? He said he's
been bringing his kids to see the piece for years. And sometimes when
people come in from out of town – this guy's been driving for 14 years
– they ask him to come here; it's on their list of things they want to
see. I guess the image has gotten around: Ellie Rucker had it in the Statesman when it went up; the Chronicle
chose it as a Best of Austin in '93; Holt Rinehart's used it in their
textbooks. It has a definite history in the city; a lot of kids have
grown up with it."

But now?

"I'm gonna get one of those trucks that has a sky bucket attached
and just start taking it down one piece at a time," says Livingston.
"My morale's kind of low right now. It's like going to work with
cancer: You just go and do it. If we can't find a buyer, I don't know
where it'll go – probably in some friend's garage." He shakes his head
and chuckles, trying to look less despondent than he may feel. "This is
definitely the unglamorous part of the art world."




Currently listening:
Paper Planes: Homeland Security Remixes
By M.I.A.
Release date: 2008-03-04
Thursday, February 07, 2008 7:46 AM

Current mood:  amused
Category: Life
So, as of recently i have been seeing how many terms are "not normal" when it comes to glass, and any of my glassblowing ppl will get where im going with this and hopefully add to the compilation. for some reason most seem to be sex orientated.

lets start shall we, terms normal in glass.

1. Dont stick that there
2. I need a flat bottom
3.my favorite quote of the night " you have to get it hot and floppy, you know? like a penis"

4. you have to treat glass like a lady, do you want her to storm out and explode? or "go to bed happy" (go to bed meaning annealer)
5.JUST STICK IT IN THE GLORY HOLE,always seems to be an attention getter. 
6. BOOTY-also known as behind you.
7.The glass is never you bitch, you are the glasses bitch, you do what she wants, and untill you know how to handle this fine lady, your not going to be getting anything out of her.
8. "its kinda like dancing, you just have to move with the glass"
9. "dude" it just gravity
10. just hold it up and blow!
11. crank it while blowing
12.lol, paddle that bottom

-soo your job now (those who know glass terms) is to add to the list, what have you heard that has made you chuckle?

goodnight
im blowsloted out and showered, its 3 am, im going to bed

Wednesday, October 10, 2007 4:31 AM
This explanation is for all of those who have been familiar with my "oh so random"
refrigerator magnet philosophy. i knw my train of thought can be somewhat hectic,

It all started With my Grandmother, i am now realizing. damn those crossword puzzles. lol

Variable.

 [vair-ee-uh-buhl]
1.apt or liable to vary or change; changeable:
2.having much variation or diversity.
3.a quantity or function that may assume any given value or set of values.
4.deviating from the usual type, as a species or a specific character.

Trajectory.
 [truh-jek-tuh-ree]
1.the curve described by a projectile
2.A chosen or taken course
3.1696, from Mod.L. trajectoria, from fem. of trajectorius "of or pertaining to      throwing across,
4.A curve or surface that passes through a given set of points or intersects a given series of curves or surfaces at a constant angle.

Organization.
[awr-guh-nuh-zey-shuhn]
1.
organic structure; composition
2.the act or process of organizing.
3.an organism
4.Informal. conforming entirely to the standards, rules, or demands of an organization
5.A group of persons organized for a particular purpose; an association: 
     "ex. we need  benevolent organization."
6.
A structure through which individuals cooperate systematically

Benevolent.

[buh-nev-uh-luhnt]

1.
desiring to help others
2.intended for benefits rather than profit
3.kindhearted


Virulent/
]Virulent Organization[.

Pronunciation[vir-yuh-luhnt[

..yes i have a dictionary obsession.

1.actively poisonous
2.highly infective
3.violently...malicious
4.venomous.

Capable of causing an [extreme change] by breaking down protective mechanisms of the host......in this case "host" would be.......


"The Trajectory will do all To eradicate Virulent Organization"

and so, .....it begins , the pieces begin to assimilate themselves, like a puzzle in the dirt.i shall make sense after all these years...........................................................
i could actually not be so apparently random after all . <3

-Holly_

Tuesday, February 06, 2007 1:55 AM

Throughout history man has strived to be bigger, faster, leaner, better.  Survival of the fittest? a primal instinct to survive that is not as necessary for us as it was for our predessesors? as a whole are we benifiting mankind in our Pursuit of the ultimate technologies? or are we on a path of self destruction? Children nowadays have become so dependant on toys and video games for entertainment that the majority are losing touch with "real life" the ability to interact with others in a social enviroment. The "toys" do all the work, a lack of imagination insues and children loose track of many skills for interaction needed later in life. not to mention adults. all the convieniences we have in a home. how often do you rely on these simple "tools" throughout the day? im not saying that technology is an evil force that needs to be stopped immediately. I am simply observing a dependancy. how far will it go? Will we eventualy become so dependant on machines that we will inevitably be replaced by our own creations? will machines not need us any longer? and if so, what does life mean? a series of electrical impulses brought about by chemical reactions, or mechanicaly induced? What determines life?