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August 19, 2009 - Wednesday 

Current mood:  annoyed
Category: School, College, Greek
Mod :: Semester :: Day :: Course :: Instructor

HR
:: 12 :: AB :: Homeroom :: Holmes-Sullivan
01 :: 12 :: AB :: CCC American History :: Schmidt
02 :: 12 :: AB :: Chemistry R :: McGinn
03 :: 1- :: A- :: Fitness :: Widmer
03 :: 12 :: -B :: Chemistry R :: McGinn
03 :: -2 :: A- :: CoEd :: Solomon
04 :: 12 :: AB :: Wind Ensemble :: Meier
05 :: 12 :: AB :: English 11R* :: Weber
06 :: 1- :: AB :: Lunch :: n/a
06 :: -2 :: AB :: Social Issues :: Barry
07 :: 1- :: AB :: Continued World Problems :: Ferrara
07 :: -2 :: AB :: Lunch :: n/a
08 :: 12 :: AB :: Studio Art :: Bunce
09 :: 12 :: AB :: Integrated Algebra/ Trigonometry :: Thompson

*Thank you Auburn High for, yet again, fucking up my schedule. I was planning on taking English Enriched but I guess that wouldn't make me eligible to take Continued World Problems. So why then were there no problems with me taking enriched until the last second?!

March 16, 2009 - Monday 


Did one ever know the reason why the
pacing and story development change after Ash was hit by lightning in
the beginning episodes? How Ash and his world were relatively normal
until after the incident? I have a theory. The accident with the bike
put Ash in a coma. Days later he was found and was hurried to the
hospital and treated with heavy medications. This is why Team Rocket
became less menacing. The medication took effect and stabilized his
coma dreams, instead of being terrifying, they became idyllic, and he's
able to live out his Pokémon master fantasies.



If one had noticed, the early episodes of Pokémon were of amazing
quality. The rest of the series is just the results of his subconscious
mind fulfilling his desires, as well as attempting to escape them.
Should Ash realize he's in a coma, he would wake up, but suffer brain
damage. So he has to take down all his mental barriers one by one until
he can come to grips with what he is and escape his coma.



This explains why he doesn't change much physically. Also, the
worldwide socialism can be explained if you once again realize that
this is a dream world; he thought up a safe system of government that
would run smoothly and keeps the world going allowing his adventures to
work like they do. It also explains a few other things, such as how a
child can go off on his own in a world full of dangerous untamed
animals, and why every Pokémon center has the same exact nurse. Joy and
Jenny he knew from his hometown, and they act as a safety net or
anchor, allowing him to feel safe no matter where he goes. The
professors, like the Joy's and Jenny's represent stability, and ash's
ideals. This is why Gary became a professor. It's also the reason that
every time he enters a new region, virtually no one has heard of him,
despite his conquests, and why Giovanni leads Team Rocket. How could
Paul, the rival of the Sinnoh area, not know of someone who has placed
in at least the top 16 of all three leagues and has destroyed the
Orange league and Battle Frontier?



Ash’s travelling partners are actually aspects of himself he can enjoy,
but doesn't like to associate with himself. Team Rocket are his
qualities that he deems "negative", but is coming to terms with. Jesse
and James want to appease Giovanni, Ash's Father. Meowth especially
wants to appease him because he remembers the good times with Giovanni.
This Places meowth in a category known as ash's (corrupted) innocence,
and another fragment of ash's humanity. If you note that meowth can
speak this quickly becomes apparrent. In fact the whole reason for
meowth's speech is so he can help Ash accept Team rocket as part of
himself eventually.



Brock is Ash's repressed sexuality. He fell into the coma a virgin and
needed an outlet for his growing sexual frustrations. Since he can
never experience sex, Brock must never succeed. Brock is a projection
of his sexuality, and is constantly shot down because Ash could never
“know” sex. Brock isn't just Ash's latent sexuality, he's also his
fatherly instincts, neither of which Ash can come to terms with. Brock
leaves his siblings to "journey" with Ash. because Ash can't cope with
having that much responsibility, much as his foray with a real
relationship ends on mysterious terms. Ash just cannot handle
commitment at his mental level. Brock's Stay with professor Ivy was
an.attempt to outright suppress his sexuality. You'll notice that James
got much more dialogue in this part of the series, as well as getting
more touchy feel-y with his pokemon and getting most of his backstory.
Ash didn't enjoy this much, hence the reasons Brock comes back all
horrified, and refuses to speak about it. (ash's subconscious was
repressing him at the time, so other than a general feeling of dread he
has no idea of what went on then.) This is also why brock keeps coming
back to the series....Usually AFTER Ash meets a new girl aspect of
himself.Misty is an image that Ash had of a girl. This is why she plays
so prevalently in the series but is ultimately unattainable because he
never really knew her before the coma. Likely the one that helped get
him to a hospital. I have a theory in line with this: Since Misty was
his initial love interest (if only subconsciously), he needed her to
reach a level of womanhood. He felt that people could only have
relationships when they've matured. But in practice, it turned out he
couldn't cope with it and just wanted the normal, pushy, arrogant Misty
he knew, and wouldn't let her keep Togepi anymore.


Misty is Ash's first attempt at a girl he could love, however,
being a girl from the real world, all he really he knew of her was her
anger, as a result she ended up quite hot headed in his mind.
Constantly berating his sexuality, but eventually mellowing out until
she had faded into the background. This was also traumatizing to him,
being attached to it. Since then, the thought of anyone around him
maturing to adulthood has been blocked, and anyone who shows signs of
it will quickly end up leaving for another, more naive fill-in.



Max came with May, she played the Id with great aspirations, and he
played the sensible Ego that "Session". They worked for a little while
but Ash, being a teenager, eventually had his sexuality had to come
back into play. He kept reinventing himself and eventually wrote new
aspects, but his mind slowly brought back the old ones as a crutch to
make the transition easier.



Dawn is Ash giving himself a chance to love. since he already
established Misty as someone he's not likely to go anywhere with, he
created a new super female, one that was more like him, and less
violent all the time. (One will note that both May and Misty had no
tolerance for Brock whatsoever whereas dawn seems to try and shrug it
off.) .



Tracey, The Breeder was a possible future for Ash that he discarded. It
was one that he sent off to work with the Professor (the professors
being Ash's ultimate ideal of a father figure) when he disrupted the
dynamic Ash had with his other possibilities. Ash's mind is fighting
the coma and since Ash viewed this one as a companion he was quickly
replaced with a more threatening Rival.



Pikachu obviously represents Ash's Humanity, hence the episodes where
they get separated, and ash wants desperately to find him, even to the
point of working with the rockets ( aspects of himself he woould never
normally associate with) but for some reason cannot. They want to steal
Pikachu (Ash’s humanity) and hand it over to his father, Giovanni.
Jesse and James will always oppose ash because ash is terrified of the
thought of his humanity lying in the hands of his father. However this
is the same reason that he will work with those aspects of himself in
order to save his humanity from just becoming flat out LOST. He
couldn't evolve his Pikachu without challenging his concept of who he
was, something he wasn't comfortable with while he was still working
through his original issues.



Another thing is the narrator. The narrator is Ash's higher mind,
recapping and explaining the progress he's made and the tribulations he
will face allowing itself insight into how best to awaken him.







Ash has issues With his Father; so he put him atop the evil
corporation, and demonized him. There may be an actual team rocket, and
I'm positive they're quite dastardly, but I doubt that ash's father is
their leader, in fact the head of the rockets wasn't really identified
as anyone until later on in the series. The split between ash's parents
was likely over ash's homosexuality and some sort of incident as a
catalyst, forcing his father to disown him and his mother to move out
of the city and down to pallet town. This is why Giovanni runs the
faceless Vile corporation, and Why he Berates Jesse, James, and Meowth
as much as he does, and why they keep trying to please him. Another
thing to notice is the difference in uniform, The rockets Wear Black
and Red, where Team Rocket wears White....a symbol of their purity and
naievete. They're willing to please father despite his utter hatred of
those parts of Ash .



Team rocket are aspects of Ash's personality that he has deemed "bad"
James implied homosexuality, and Jesse’s vanity. You'll remember that
Meowth has the potential for rehabilitation, and doesn't want to be
evil, so yet again this fits in with the conflicting personalities and
demonized self theory. Team rocket started cross-dressing because ash
had to come to terms with that part of himself. It was something he was
able to allow his ***/vain side to experiment with (and by virtue of
that himself) When he found that it wasn't something for him, his
"Free" side stopped playing with it. Further, their methods of capture
become more and more ludicrous (and physically impossible) because Ash
is just a kid dreaming these things up. This is the reason Team
Rocket's disguises are always believed. He knows it's them (on some
level), but chooses to ignore it, so he can better himself, in a sense
the Ash who wants to escape is sabotaging the ash who wants to stay
lost in his mind. So that there can be more conflict, and hopefully an
eventual escape. The filler episodes that don't focus on Ash and the
gang are his mind working through, and humanizing the parts of himself
that he demonized. It's a way for him to deal with issues that Ash and
crew wouldn't touch, because it involves treading ground he himself had
sworn not to go near. As I said, Team Rocket and the episodes they
occupy are Ash dealing with ground he feels uncomfortable with tackling
on his own. Jessie is Ash's vanity and gullibility, she will trick
Ash's submissive homosexuality into doing her bidding so she can please
father. James' troubled childhood is his way of justifying his latent
homosexuality. Now James is Ash's latent homosexuality, hence why he is
constantly punished by Pokémon and attacked by random attractive girls.
I believe the split between Ash's parents was caused by this part of
Ash, maybe an incident at school, bringing shame on the family and
forcing them to move to the small, country town of Pallet. Ash's
motivations for his journey were to escape mounting pressure at home.



So in a way, Ash IS Team Rocket. The rest of the whole organization
Including Butch and Cassidy is symbolic of his inability to escape his
father's machinations.



Mr. Mime is actually a stand in for Ash's father, one that can't
emotionally abuse him or his mom. He is a Pokémon, a peace loving
creature that's oddly humanoid, but that can never hurt a human. Ash's
was never really hurt by a Pokémon, so he sees them all as harmless;
whereas, in the real world they may be quite feral or vicious (as seen
in the early episodes). Again falling back to the theory that the only
real Pokémon are the ones from the first season, and everything else is
just further speculation coming from his mind on what new species would
look like.



The new teams ( magma, aqua, and galactic) are Ash attempting to work
out the problems he has with his father. to do that he first needs a
new "bad guy" to feel good about beating, and if Giovanni isn't leading
a criminal organization he can more easily relate to him.



If one recalls, there were real animals early in the show and
references to animals in the game and show. For example, a clear case
to point out is the aquarium of fish in the Cerulean City Gym or that
by the Pokédex that Pikachu is a “rat-like” Pokémon. But they don't
matter to Ash's psyche so they don't come into play much. If Ash had
loved puppies, everything would be about different breeds of dogs, and
a dog fighting circuit. But, as the series goes on longer, we've been
seeing less realistic animals and more Pokémon. This could be a sign of
Ash’s mind deteriorating. As he's in this coma, he's losing concepts of
some animals and machinery and replacing them with Pokémon. It could
explain things like electric Pokémon working as power generators. A
sign that his memory of the old world is slipping more and more as time
goes by. The Pokémon realm will be idealized continuously the longer he
has no stimulus from the real world. He may or may not be mentally
deteriorating , but he is becoming more accustomed to his fake world's
rules. The wild Pokémon are his rationalizations of the functioning of
the world. It’s the "A wizard did it" Syndrome. If he doesn't know how
it works, his mind says Pokémon. He justifies anything he can't explain
with Pokémon, and real animals fall into the background because he has
no real interest in them.



The Pokémon in Ash's team are his issues, for example Charmander
represents his sex drive (not his sexuality like Brock) at first it's a
cute easy to control thing, but eventually becomes a raging inferno of
disobedience. Acquiring his team means getting at his issues, but as he
trains them, he works said issues out. Other trainers are more direct
forms of his issues, ones that he must either come to terms with or
outright supress. Gym leaders are more primary aspects of his
personality with each Pokémon being stronger than the last, to display
a level of skill he could be capable of if only he gave into it. In
effect, he is doing battle with a part of him that he would rather not
have in control. Bulbasaur was Ash's unwillingness to change, this is
reflectedwhen it declines to evolve and how it almost decided to stay
behind unless he battled it. Squirtle was his willingness to follow the
lead of others, as evidenced by the gang it ran with, even though he
ran the gang, they were viewed as one group, and ash's subconscious
just gave him the strongest one. Butterfree was his crushing
loneliness, which he dealt with when he released it to join a flock.
His bird types are his recklessness, always willing to sacrifice
something at a moment's notice for the win. When Ash is trading
Pokémon, it's an attempt to push his own problems away on someone else;
however, he realizes this and usually trades back fairly quickly.
Originally ash had the battles, which evolved into team battles and
contests. The explanation for this is that his issues became more and
more complicated, and the means of dealing with them needed to become
more complex. the fact that he uses issues that he has already
dominated to win these are signs that he's growing stronger.



Not only are Ash’s Pokémon are a manifestation of different parts of
himself, so are Pokémon of other trainers as well. Koffing and Ekans
were symbolic of Team Rocket's willingness to change; hence, their
evolutions. Once his mind beat that roadblock down and allowed them to
change once, it gives him the chance to truly change. Pupitar is a
rationalization, a Pokémon that a rival caught before he met him. Even
Ash would become suspicious if everyone he met had no carry-over from
pervious places he had been to.



Ash releases his Pokémon because his mind is forcing him to let go of
them. The second he raises an overpowered team, a tournament comes up,
and after fighting his way through it he has to go to a new land for
new challenges, but with an overpowered team, there won't be any
challenges, and no way to motivate him further, part of Ash wants to
stay in the coma, and keep journeying.



Ash's travelling also never really nets him any fame, no matter what he
does, or where he goes, and the answer for that is simple. Ash just
can't picture himself as famous, so he essentially adopts a new
identity every few months.



The reason he never truly becomes a master is because that would mean
he'd have nothing left to dream, and would wake up from his coma. Ash’s
dual personality is one that wants to maintain his fantasy world and
slowly sort his thoughts out carefully. The other part wants freedom,
and to return to his real life, to finally become a real Pokémon
master. However if he's allowed to keep his powerful team there's no
reason to meet and tame new Pokémon(Issues), he'll lose interest, and
the chance of becoming self-aware comes around again. So it's not that
he gives them up, it's that he loses them, and unless he's desperate
(such as with Charizard) he can't get them back. It’s basically his
mind forcing him to deal with his issues. It would also be a good
reason why Paul has shown up at this point, and Ash has been forced to
work with him on at least one occasion: It's his mind's last ditch
efforts to snap him out of this, to force Ash to actually come to terms
that this perfect world is not the best option and he needs to wake up.
Paul is Ash's dark side, one that wants to push on even harder and
harder, and the part of him that will stop at nothing to escape this
coma world.



Ash’s rivals and the Elite four are ultimately the strongest part of
this cycle. Having Pokémon that are essentially godlike, they represent
both what can be attained and what is unattainable. Gary Oak is what
Ash wants to be. He is wish fulfillment. He succeeded, and settled down
to a normal life. Ash needs someone to succeed in his world or he won't
be able to validate it and will start questioning why he's where he is.
It’s a subconscious trap to keep him from becoming too aware of his
situation. His mind must have figured out that awareness of the coma
would snap him out of it, but it would cause major brain damage, so it
took something the boy already loved and built a way out for him with
it. However Ash is too complacent to finally fight his way out of it,
and cannot escape. This is why he keeps encountering Legendary Pokémon,
they're his mind's way of showing him he can do great things if he
tries, and it's a way to encourage him to push forwards. The Legendary
Pokémon are Ash's mind telling him that he has greatness in him and
thus, can escape his happy–go–lucky reality.



Ash's Rivals are all possible futures he envisions for himself (note
that they are all older than him). This originated with Gary Oak,
someone Ash knew from real life, and built up into a sort of god within
his mind. Gary however progressed and changed to suit Ash's vision of
himself and ultimate desire, eventually settling down into a professor
after beating the Elite Four. With Gary in retirement his mind needed a
new rival for him Thus the births of Richie (the Good aspect of his
rivalry) and Paul (as the darker aspect, a cut-throat Ash, willing to
do anything to escape the coma world).



Richie and his Pikachu were another success story for Ash, but he
wanted one he could be closer with. One nearly identical to him. One
that even used a similar roster to him. Paul and his Chimchar are the
polar opposite of Richie, Paul wants nothing to do with any kind of
weakness, and is almost aware of his situation. He's always pushing for
something more.



The reason he discarded his original hat and the elements of japanese
culture so prevalent in the first season is simple. He wanted to travel
and broaden his horizons, every time he reinvented himself to do so; he
lost touch with his original self. If he ever does escape the coma
he'll likely have achieved a sort of Zen state. Considering the amount
of personal issues he deals with inside his head, it's entirely likely
that he was the next Buddha of the Pokémon world, and that the
lightning strike and subsequent coma are a way for him to realize his
true self, and destiny.



Mewtwo was a new form of treatment, done with electric impulses and a
machine to knock Ash out of it, taking down every last one of his
mental guards (the original Pokémon in the movie). In Ash's mind,
Mewtwo and his clones were the treatment for the mental safe guards
that were protecting Ash and keeping him comatose; the Pokémon of his
world. The clones were counters to Ash's mental safeties, and so each
appeared to Ash as the exact copy of his defense, intended to take it
down by Force. The clones didn't play by the rules of Ash's world, they
didn't use any special Pokémon attacks or moves – they just beat down
their counterpart by brute strength. The treatment was working, but
there were side effects. The electric jolts were beginning to affect
Ash's nervous system, and if the treatment continued, he would be
paralyzed. His mind realized this and manifested it to Ash by
petrifying him in his dream. Were it not for the end of the treatment
by Ash's mother (knowing her son would never want to live in a world he
couldn’t explore) Ash would have remained as stone in his dream. After
this, Ash needed to recover from the damage of the electric therapy.
Obviously it was greatly dangerous to him, and in order to reduce the
danger Ash's consciousness felt from it, Ash's subconscious began
downplaying the effects of electricity in Ash's world, which is why
Pikachu’s electric attacks -once noted for their strength by Team
Rocket – no longer have any effect on Ash, other than comic relief.



Even the world Ash lives in evidences this. The sprawling forests and
eco friendly cities are all his childish innocence. He never travels on
a bike despite the distance due to the accident having given him a
phobia of them.



As one could see, it is very likely that Ash is trapped in his world.
But like every dream, everything, there is a beginning and an end. What
would happen if Ash could fully recover? What would happen if he never
does? There are infinite branches of possibilities that spiral upwards
and intertwine towards the top at a single point, both in his “world”
and the real world. In his hospital room, we see Delia, obviously
distraught talking to a doctor with a grim look in his eye. He's saying
that their insurance is up, and the boy has had no change in brain
activity for seven years. That a shock like this may awaken him. She
tearfully agrees.



Professor Oak is there to comfort her as they take Ash off life support.







In Ash’s “world”.







Ash has finally defeated the elite four, and one by one the people
around him start disappearing. eventually everything is black. Pikachu
comes dashing towards him glowing brighter and brighter in the
darkness. Eventually Pikachu reaches ash and the two embrace one last
time.







Back in his room, as his life signs fade, Ash mutters his genuine, final words.







I...Want...To...Be,







The...Very...Best.







The image of his gaunt, tube-fed, ten-some-year bed ridden body on the
bed. His head appears bulbous from atrophy. As he utters his last
words, he barely opens his eyes, seeing a silhouette of the figure at
the center of his turbulent emotions, his mother, her face obstructed
by her hands wiping away tears. He makes contact with her eyes and lets
out one last tear before losing all strength. She breaks down in
hysterics.



The worst part of all this is that Ash will die, never having
experienced actual love, imagine if you will, having lived in a world
like his, completely shut off from all things but yourself, and your
perception of yourself, with nothing but better yourself. No other
people to interact with and issues to solve with no guiding hand.



The boy will die, never having known his dream, except as naught but a
dream. The second he gets out into reality for that last moment, part
of him knows it was all a lie, his faithful Pikachu? His friends? All
his imagination, and maybe, he could have fought and clung to life,
maybe even made a full recovery. But knowing that his efforts and
ambitions had all been for naught, he just gave up and let the motion
carry him away, just so he could be with Pikachu, in a place where his
friends were waiting.



I would like to think that he'll realize that his mother loved him and
was holding out hope that he'd recover all that time. On the flip side,
though, when he sees her he knows that the hope she had is totally
broken and she'd come to the crushing realization that the worst thing
that can befall a parent has happened to her: outliving her only child.
At once he knows he is loved and that it means that the one closest to
him is utterly crushed.







Still, there are other possibilities. The fountain of time flows in
mysterious ways. One could not go back, against the current such as
Gatsby; but, one could never see what is waiting for him downstream.
Ash finally defeats Lance, only to be confronted by not Gary Oak, but a
mute, mirror image of himself.



The voice of the narrator speaks to him, telling him that now he can
finally escape the prison of his own mind. One by one, his friends
appear and melt away into more copies of him, all cheering him on.
After a long tough battle against himself with the assistance of all of
his Pokémon he had ever befriended, he jolts awake.







In his hospital room he sees his parents asleep; he finds himself unable to speak.



Ash pushes forward towards his recovery. Going through physical
therapy, training harder and harder with rehabilitative Pokémon, until
he can walk on his own again. This time, an older and wiser ash sets
out on a journey. Just like last time, he's late getting to Professor
Oak's laboratory. And when there's only one Pokémon left....He suddenly
recalls all his memories of his "life" and realizes that all his
friends are gone forever.







As he sets out with his new companion, he finds the world is darker
than he imagined. More “real”, Pokémon and people die; he too has aged.







He vows to become the Master he dreamed he was. He vows to himself.



He vows to “them”.


NOTE: I didn't write this, it was written anonymously and posted on a Pokemon forum.



November 8, 2008 - Saturday 

Current mood:  mellow
I'm not even sure if there will even be a Candy Quest v.2.0 (depends on if Alex and John are up to it), but I had a weird dream about it last night that makes a somewhat decent synopsis. Note: This is kinda satirical... and it'll probably make little to no sense.

America lives in a state where child obesity affects over 60% of its youth. More and more children are harboring life-threatening diseases such has diabetes and heart disease. This has led to the APHA (American Public Health Association) to put a ban on junk foods (such as candy, chips, etc.) and sugary drinks.

People soon learn that candy caused a massive addiction, and that the withdrawal will slowly eat away at their sanity, inevitably leading to psychosis.

In a matter of a few short days, sugary sweets have been quite scarce in the barren wastelands that is Auburn, New York. A group of youths try and search for any remains of candy, before they become insane.