What a sad day xxxx i never met Lex but we became friends....she never told me she was ill until one day in the summer when there was no moon. I was in the middle of recording STEP UP when..out of the blue...i started to sing this song...it came from nowhere but i pressed record...and just sang. The song is all over the place!...It needs sorting and recording...but...i sent it to her .. and she loved it ! I'm so glad i did...i'll leave it up for a few days...and then record it properly for her . She was a remarkable person...she just had this wisdom which you get from appreciating life. We should all try to be like this...never let a moment slip by....life is special and to be treasured and i will treasure Lex's memory by finishing this song for her...my sweet lexi xxx

Well, it's all done!!  I do hope you like it... I still really like it ....such a very special song to me. It is about love: perfect, true love and how we must bend and rise to teach other to achieve it...and to keep it always..  xxxxxxxx

Well, it's been amazing these past few months, recording and getting such a wonderful response from friends- brilliant musicians which i valued so much. I am very sad that today the whole lot vanished from my page - and i am feeling very sad as i got such a lot of strength and encouragement from them. So, gone but not forgotten. Keep the comments coming and i will also take more time to write on others' pages,now i realise how much it mean to me. As the great Joni so brilliantly put it:
' Don't you know it seems as though/you don't know what you've got 'til it's gone.'

So true. xxxxxx

When I was growing up, I always thought that the Year 2000 would be utopic. a perfect world living in peace. Wilfred Owen had made a huge impact on me and the naive hope that the First World War was.....'the war to end all wars' made increasingly poignant with each new conflict. I suddenly had a picture of God, quietly despairing of us and of those who kill in 'His' name. Five minutes later i had the song. SOS.GOD. xx

Well, at last i have my own studio where i can record and produce my songs with no time pressure. Heaven! I've already recorded THE SMILE and SOS.GOD and I'm really pleased with the sound and the arrangements. I've put them on my Track Listings and hope you enjoy them. They will become part of my new album and I can't wait to get started on the next song, MAKE ME STRONG tomorrow. Tons love Tob xxxxx