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Another fun night. :)

so when you turn a page in a book, is that how it is supposed to be if your heart skips a beat.....always reading, learning something new? striving to find what is better, what is for you...it's a rollercoaster....it tons of fun and sucks....but is it the wait in line that makes it worth it????.....my status/life has completly changed in last two weeks and my eyes have opened wide....i learned that seeing tiesto was nothing but a positive thing, and as i'm losing myself personally, i realized i lost alot of my life,  i lost  myself....but my 5 year goals...my name will be heard ...and you will know who i am....the same guy that will ask if you want a beer and listen to some good music and just want to talk/philosophise...... i went to work last night and its been weeks since i was there....all of a sudden people keep asking for mixes...and i mean mixes (not 1 or 2 but many)....which i have but never carry with...i've never been asked by so many strangers...at the same time when i saw tiesto....i'm far behind on producing my own music....but i can't be that far from that after seeing Alex C playing and i'm starting to learn...and doing the same thing and being better....i'm ready for the competition...the challenge....i'm starting to find my style and YOU to have to back me up....it's a wonderful feeling and scary...i'm going on new adventures i have never been apart of but been asked of now to fufill...so as much of an unlucky fortune rains.....i want to rain on the people that brought this upon me....Jim, Dub, Mark, Hawkeye, Clint, Andy, Casey, Jesse, Tommi...you all will strive to make me better...see you when i get back from traveling,...

I have a new addition to show that i still have skills...........be prepared to chill in your chair and still dance......let me know who wants a copy?!

I have a new mix for valentine's day......ask if you want one....pass it to everyone......

There should be a catergory of bullshit......the foundation and trust you should love and like isn't there...what is there...is you...what you make...who you want to be apart and along side of you....i'm angry....i'm mad....and fuck you....

Well, it's been a while since I have been on....so I have new updates on all aspects of my mudane, yet exciting, life.  I will start off with the band....we are supposed to be recording our full length Johnny Raygun album but no?!?! we have to have complications....we got new strings, new drum heads, new equipment, new pedals, new songs, and new stronger attitude.....but just cause it's new doesn't mean it works....and i mean equipment....the drums, the strings, the pedals, the songs, the attitude all work....the new recording equipment does not!!!! how do you make an album if you can't record!!! i'll tell you! you CAN'T!!! so...........FUCK MUSICIAN'S FRIEND AGAIN!!!! If you are musician and want to get fucked in the ass by a hot exhaust muffler then order musician's friend....the worst service, the worst new name brand products, the worst delivery system, the worst at stealing your money without notification, and the worst return services.......so the problem will be fixed so we can record our bad ass songs in a couple of weeks after we go through many new recording mixers from musician's friend because I'm sure they will fuck up at least a couple of times before getting it right....but when we start recording again...i'll let you know....next is dj'ing....rocking out every monday and wednesday night at tokyohana.....its going well....getting a lot of recognition....just wish the weather has been a little better for more people not to be afraid to come out....i dj'ed there for new years and it was a blast....watched the ball drop and kept spinning music for the cats on the dance floor.....because of this i have an opportunity to play in vermont in the month of june....i won't go into details but it will be a fun paid for vacation and chance to still do what  i like to do.....now  i just want to get into producing  some  fat  electro -house  tracks......after this  years  tax  refund....i know  exactly  what i am going for.....soon  i will be  spinning  my  own tracks....how awesome will that be.....also be expecting a new mixed cd on the way in the next couple of weeks......ok so next is my real 9-5 job.....i had an awesome review....i was a little worried because i haven't been moving to different departments like i was in the past....i brought that up in my review, worried that i was not performing to my normal excellence and in less than a week i'm helping clean up another account....i have a new manager, new account, coworkers, and we are all rocking it out!!!! another success...oh yeah...suck it.....in less than a week we are already above our customer's expectations....rock it...so work is fun but the long hours are rough right now...but soon time will be tamed like a lion in a cage and i'll be leaving on time!!!! so if i haven't hollered at you in a while sorry....in a couple of weeks everything will be back to normal!!!! well that's my synopsis and i'm sticking to it....i'm out!!!!!

[Remixed for those who care ] Ok...so tonight was an adventure.....it all started with some majhong at 8:30 in the morning leading to adding Tommi to my phone plan....crazy....my bill goes up hers goes down.....wuve true wuve....ha...ok so after that extremely long process we drove up to Conroe to visit with Lower case B! he's doing awesome and it was great to catch up with him....in exchange for our presonal cash/checks, B used his useful retail postion and got us a nintendo wii!!! HA BITCHES!!! TRY TO FIND ONE NOW W/O WAKING UP AT 3 IN THE MORNING AND STANDING OUTSIDE IN THE COLD!!!!  i heard at gunspoint you could get shot if you have one.....so then because of the delay in getting there i was behind in schedule for band practice.....which turned out to be ok cuz J.R. had to reschedule anyway! Then i set up the x-mas tree for Tommi and i met up with Andy at the Electric Chair....nice li'l place...he got his tattoo and i got mine....hope to have pictures later....when the artist got closer to the inside of my arm, the more painful it was....makes you think twice about getting sleeves...so yeah to me and andy........tommi is uber jealous....so i'm taking her to get her nose pierced next week....i'm excited about that just cuz that's how i met her!!! she'll look hot =) ok, so just imagine all that in one day!!! then imagine what has happen sicne last time i blogged....so let me get you caught up to speed....johnny raygun has created 4 new songs!!! hell yeah...just in time to begin recording with russell which will commence in jan....i went to the company x-mas party...had a blast...i haven't danced that much since M-Bar.....so it was fun...Andy won the grand prize....had a wonderful thanksgiving/x-mas dinner over at club dub's.....it was awesome....the food was great...the atmosphere was wonderful.....and the bowling was a flowing......but here is the best news! I'm DJ'ing again.....unfortunately without Mark, so it's not Bipolar, but just DJ Longstocking....but getting back into the groove of things.....I'm working at Tokyohana at 45N & Richey on Monday and Wednesdays night....so come out enjoy some sushi and listen to some electro house from 10pm - 2am!!!!! it's been fun so far!!  And I'll see you there......

Thank for the help all.....i promise i'll be more drunk and incorrect for the next blog =)

What an extravagent weekend.....friday night i went and saw tool....i was a little disappointed by the show.....i had awesome seat but felt i paid too much for them...there was no encore and they played incredible when they were playing songs......oh well that's what you can get when you are selling t-shirts at 40 bux a pop.....so speaking of which....johnny raygun is playing at onion creek this coming  weekend.....this will be our chance to buy our stickers that people must have.....so sat was a bust.....i hung out with avery and watched some avatar and went to bed early with tommi....this is after cleaning my apartment.....and arranging my exterior fashion.....sunday has been nothing but indulgences......iwoke up and watched some avatar then was driven to my house...i downloaded some music off of beatport and then jammed with the band....all we worked on was new music.....since after they left i have been listening to music and watching movies....the departed is an excellent movie....how much will you follow through with lies to make them your own....the movie proves that even if you are a well educated person ( the woman that sleeps with both of the men) can make there mark on society or there ambition....it's awesome to see that ambition takes the cake of all...it's almost the number one sin...ambition....the only justice to it is time......when to take over someone....when to attack....when to wait....lies cover the direct route to the goal.....but a goal is the essence of life....the perservence of breathing.....the only thing is....what is what is your goal....sweet dreams.....

ok!!!! so it was my girlfriends b-day party on friday...her only wish was to have a johnny raygun concert and she got.....we headlined at fitzgerald's and were the shit.....it was an awesome show that the band before us hated us because we rocked everyone out.....that's how it goes....unfortunately...the people that were supposed to have showed didn't....a little less than what we would have liked have seen....but the people that were there....first timers or not....loved it.....my girl grab my dick on stage and everyone shouted...we intensified our sound by having our own sound engineer....we played hard...we play fast...and we played with passion.......we pumped people up with our encore....all this and our cd sales afterwards (which we sold out) told us that this is an experience...not just a show....so citizens that didn't make it...you us owe us one....but i'll keep rocking....other than that....the weekend was a recovery....relaxed so much i didn't even know what to do with my time....it was cool though...hung out with dub, rina, and andy on sat. watching weeds, and tonight hung out with tommi's family celebrating her b-day....now all the kids are home and everyone is asleep....see you tomorrow.....

I wrote a fucking article about what has been up with.....lost it all because i had another tab open and it spammed out on me......so everything that i have been writing for the last 20 minutes to get caught up is gone.....have questions post comments....otherwise tomorrow is a new day.....see you at the show that will better than our last.....lates....