so apparently ___ ____ ___ and _____ wanna fight me _____ _____ ____ and ______?
drusifxplague ): dont even worry about it its not worth it
yeah my thing is im not starting it but ill finish it
drusifxplague (): not wat i mean
cant get involved in that petty crap anymore
im just sayin if theyre seriously going to start shit with us for litterally no reason im just going to snap
drusifxplague (): well heres what im telling you, if you get in a fight other than just pulling ppl a part and you arent hit first you will deal with me then, and im tired of all the crap tlkn goin back and forth like seriously let them run their mouths all they want you dont have to respond
im just sick of their bullshit
if im hit one time im going to go off on them
drusifxplague ): that right there is the problem
drusifxplague (): they r always gonna start stuff, its your temper thats messes everything up if you would stay chill and just let things go nothin would happen
drusifxplague ): you jsut get too pissed to fast
drusifxplague : oh well who cares what they say just drop the whole effin thing its not worth it
drusifxplague): ppl wonder why the scene is dead is not cuz of the music its cuz of ppl like us, ppl who wanna start stuff all the time and ppl that are always hostile, and really nobody wants to be around the crap
drusifxplague (: it just makes yo all look immature
i havent started a fucking thing and you know it
they always wanna start shit with me and other ppl for no reason
and have for the past two years
drusifxplague (): i kno im not sayin you did but im sayin you fallinto the hostile category, when anythign goes wrong you wana get pissy right away
k so us getting thrown into walls and getting kicked in the chest and our knees kicked backwards isnt something to get shitty about?
drusifxplague : of course you'll be mad but you dont have to react, you just have to turn the other cheek
if they sit there and start throwing punches at me
im not going to just stand there we both know i dont have the self control
drusifxplague : im bringing this drama crap up at the next show, im not using names but everyon will know who and what im talking about, im sick of it, its dumb its immature and it is in no way how God wants us to behave, during covered in blood i will take as long as i have to to speak my mind
i honestly wouldnt care all that much if they didnt call themselves straightedge christians
straightedge doesnt just mean drugfree idiots
drusifxplague but before we can move on and really help others we have to start with ourelves and lead by example
XspencerX6662 (12:50:37 AM): im done with the scene kid drama
drusifxplague (12:51:54 AM): see there it is that spiteful attitude you cant give up on ppl, im going to play, im going to speak my mind, i going to try and change things, im not giving up on the scene, im giving up the drama and the dramas only
XspencerX6662 (12:52:20 AM): the scene is pretty much drama
XspencerX6662 (12:52:24 AM): or here it is anyway
drusifxplague (12:52:34 AM): now a days it is
drusifxplague (12:52:39 AM): wasnt always like that
XspencerX6662 (12:53:40 AM): i know
XspencerX6662 (12:53:42 AM): it just is now
XspencerX6662 (12:53:50 AM): and im not going to lie i want no part of it
XspencerX6662 (12:54:14 AM): its not worth it to me to stand around and listen to people whine about everything and try and start shit with people theyve never spoken to
drusifxplague (1:01:39 AM): i our scene is worth it any scene is, i think it just needs to be cleaned up, the idea of straight edge is really, when it comes down to it to be free of impurity, or at least try to for it is impossible bcuz sin itself is an impurity, but we canot avoid sin. what we can avoid, the basics promiscuarity- no sex and the like, drugs- of the recreation kind including alcohol it is a drug ppl just separte the two, really the third is a combination of violence, hate, rage, and one of the 7 deadly sins themselves pride, for they poison your mind and make you act unreasonably, immorally, this is by far the worst of poisons and its the one that is most often ignored, there is no reason ppl can not get along, no matter what you should be able to toloerate a person at the least. if we want our true scene back, if we want to live good christian lives we have to realize how silly we are all being
XspencerX6662 (1:03:20 AM): exactly
XspencerX6662 (1:04:22 AM): and im pretty sure every single person in our scene that declairs themselves straightedge doesnt live by that i mean obviously you dont have to be a christain to be straightedge idc if a satanic straightedge kid if you call yourself straightedge live by it
drusifxplague (1:04:50 AM): mhm
XspencerX6662 (1:04:59 AM): or if youre just drugfree
XspencerX6662 (1:05:04 AM): then call yourself drugfree
drusifxplague (1:05:36 AM): define drug
XspencerX6662 (1:05:56 AM): lk weed alchohol tobacco and stuff lk that
drusifxplague (1:06:03 AM): how would you define
drusifxplague (1:06:04 AM): it
XspencerX6662 (1:06:07 AM): i dont mean lk a medicine that is needed to survive
XspencerX6662 (1:06:13 AM): i mean lk bassically partying
drusifxplague (1:07:39 AM): i woudl consider being drug free is absatining fro taking any form of mind or body altering substance for non medicinal purposes and you know whats very mind altering
drusifxplague (1:08:15 AM): its goes right backn to emoions hate and anger envy they all can change the way we act and think they cloud our thoughts and judgements they are in a way drugs
XspencerX6662 (1:08:52 AM): well what most poeple say is just things that hurt you physically
XspencerX6662 (1:09:24 AM): lk how alchohol can kill your liver and brain cells
XspencerX6662 (1:09:31 AM): or smoking gives you cancer that sort of thing
XspencerX6662 (1:09:41 AM): noone looks at true meanings of things
drusifxplague (1:09:52 AM): exactly
XspencerX6662 (1:09:54 AM): they just dont do "drugs"
XspencerX6662 (1:09:59 AM): so they say oh im straightedge
XspencerX6662 (1:10:07 AM): when really theyre far from it
drusifxplague (1:10:54 AM): yup
drusifxplague (1:11:39 AM): i dont claim to be straight edge drug free or even a good christian i am simply myself attempting to get though this life the best i can and help ppl along the way whenever i canm
XspencerX6662 (1:12:01 AM): id say im lk phsyical drug free
XspencerX6662 (1:12:04 AM): just because i dont do them
XspencerX6662 (1:12:16 AM): but thats it i know im not straightedge
drusifxplague (1:12:23 AM): mhm
drusifxplague (1:12:40 AM): im just waitin for the hate mail to flow in and ppl tryin to contradict me
drusifxplague (1:13:15 AM): but i have much more to say
XspencerX6662 (1:13:20 AM): im debating blogging all this