Hi everyone,

I know it has been a while but I'm back. Life is good for the moment and that' s the way I like it. Anyway, for those of you that I really have not spoken with I'm sorry. I've been working, and I have a new cell phone so  more than likely I lost your numbers...I'm sorry. I currently have a full-time job and two part-time jobs....but you know me....all work and no play. But, I hope I will do something fun before the summer ends. I just wanted you all to know that I'm fine and I love you all. I will try my best to keep in touch...Remember...God loves you and I do too!!!

 

~~Portia Ann Mason~~

TAG! You're it!

 The rules are:  once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with ten weird, random things, facts, or habits about yourself.  At the end you choose ten people to be tagged, list their names, and why you chose them.  Don't forget to leave them a comment that says "you are tagged" on their profile and tell them to read your latest blog!

1. I have to listen to music while in the shower.

2. I' m a little sad because some of my closest friends are leaving me.

3. I want and need a vacation, but I'm too cheap to to pay for one.

4. I did not graduate high school

5. I want to be a super hero.

6. I can't spell.

7. I have a dream once a week that I die and no one comes to my funeral....sad I know.

8.  "don't worry, be happy" is one of my favorite songs.

9. There are a few people in this world that actually don't like me...weird I know...lol

10. I would like to change the world someday!!!

Now it's you're turn....

1. Sarina, because u r my sister

2. Kim, because u r my sister

3. Sheree, because I have not seen you in forever

4. Amie,,, because I have not seen you in forever

5. Reiko, because you are my purple sister

6. Eric, because you are my roommate

7. Tyree, because you rock!

8. Jam, to welcome you back

 9. Boggie, because I want to know what you have to say.

10. Mark, because you are my brother....

 

thanks everyone...remember, God loves you and I do too!!!

 

~~Portia~~

I know it's been a while since I've been on here...but I've been kind of busy. Life has been very crazy and I just don't know what to do. I pray that I will graduate in May...but after graduation I have no plans. I've applied to Graduate school here at Montevallo, but I'm afraid I'm not going to get in. My GPA is not all that hot, and I have gotten my MAT scores back yet. My finances are in shambles and it irritates the hell out of me that I have 4 jobs and I'm always broke. I just want to get out of debt and live my life...and be happy....and go on a vacation....but I feeling like it's not going to happen. I feel like I will be working for the rest of my life....and always be broke. I just feel useless sometimes, How can I help people when I can't help myself? I don't know, but for those of you that know me....it hasn't stopped me before. I need you to pray for me so I won't lose my sanity...I need encouragement, and if all of you can do that for me...it would be great!! I love you and thanks for letting me vent!..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />

 

~~Portia~~

 

OK so I'm suppose to share six random things about myself...I think I can do that....let's see....

1. Sponge bob Rocks... I don't care what anyone else thinks I love me some sponge bob...I mean come on...the show is so funny!!

2. Music is my life... I really love music! I wish God had given me the gift of singing...don't get me wrong I can sing...but I can't sang if you know what I mean.

3. I love Asia culture.... I love Asian movies, music, plays, and cloths. I want to go to Japan so bad....maybe I can find a Hot Asia gut while I'm there!!

4. Losing weight... Right now I'm trying to lose 50 by Jan 1, 2007. I think I can do it, but it's gonna be a struggle. Oh and I ironically the reason I over weight is that I don't eat enough...lol

5. Two faced people... I'm a christian, but I can't stand two faced people. If you like me you like me and if you don't..oh well when I become rich and famous don't try and holla back!

6. Boyfriends... I've never had a boyfriend and I'm 23 years old...Oh well at least I'm not 43...now that would be bad.

Remember God loves you and I do too!!

 

~~Portia~~

Hey Everyone,

It's me Portia Ann Mason once again. Like has been a little weird for me but I can't complain. I mean there are so many people in the world that don't have anything at all and that makes me sad. Sometime soon as soon as I figure out what I want to do I want to help and join the peace corps. Anyway, let's start with my love life. Well...nothing again. Sometimes I feel as though I'm gonna be single for the rest of my life. I've never been in a real relationship and I find it really funny that guys want to have sex with me but they don't want to be in a relationship, or some guys tell me oh...you'll make a wonderful wife, but I'm not looking for a wife. What kills me is that I don't want to get married right away....sigh... Oh and my favorite one I only see you as a friend. But I have to hand it to the guys....at least they are telling me the truth, which is good. Oh well whatever happens...happens. Well as most of you I'm taking my last class before I graduate. It is kicking by butt...I failed the first test and I studied for like 4 days straight. That broke my heart. I need to pass this class...whoever reads this please pray for me. Well I think that's it.  Thanks for listening and always remember...God loves you and I do too!!!

 

~~Portia~~

Hi everyone,

I've been thinking latley...what is love? I mean I think I've been in love before but ho do we really know? How do you know you've found that special someone? I mean I know veryone is not perfect, but when you love someone it doesn't matter how they look, what kind of car they drive, it's was in your heart right?? Let me know what you think!

 

~~Portia~~

Hey everyone,
I hope everyone is having a wonderful Holiday season!! I hate to do this, but I need to vent!! I use to think life was going bye so slow for me...but now it's moving very fast...faster than I hoped. I just wish that I knew what I needed to do and where I need to go. I'm so confused!!! I graduate in 8 months...and I'm scared. I just don't know where life is taking me, and I don't want to make the wrong choices, just because it's easy!! I know I want to be a teacher, which means another year and a half of college, but I think I need to get away. After Graduation I might join the peace corps, because I do love to help people, but I know the real reason I want to leave is to get away from a person. My life is getting so complicted, and I don't know how to deal. I have so much on my mind and so much in my heart that I want to share with so many different people, but I really don't want to get on my friends nerves. I know friends are there for you to help you through your problems, but I don't want to be the one that everyone hates to hear from. It is so bad I try my best not to call my friends, but after work, when I'm alone, I call everyone in my phone!!! I hate that!!! I need to learn how to be happy by myself...I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm looking for a second job because I hate being by myself...I need therapy!!! I really do think I need therapy...For the past week I have cried myself to sleep...I did not tell my frineds this because I don't want then to think I really crazy, but I've been thinking about my Mom a lot this week. I was listening to my favorite song by Madonna, This use to be my playground, and last night I started to cry because I was thinking about my mom. I miss her so much, and it is hard because it's hard to talk about her without crying!!! I don't know what to do!!! How can I get over it??? Any advice? Well, anyway...thanks for listening and I'm sorry about venting. I love you all and remember...God loves you and I do too!!!

~~Portia Ann Mason~~