"I want you"

words from a song,

but those are

words with real meaning

to my true feelings of

how I feel about you:

I want you

I feel that deeply in my bones

fro mthe first time I

laid eyes on you

to the last time I

seen you working

Hate that I created

these feelings

They won't go away,

because I see you

almost everyday

I love looking at you

with your medium brown skin;

five foot nine;

gorgeous smile;

perfect round ass;

mysterious eyes

looking at me

and your

clean cut face

cannot get you outta my head

I even enjoy your voice

I fantasize about you

day and night

That probably would

creep me out

so I know it would

do the same for you

I cannot help it

you are just one

gorgeous person

God did well with you

would love to get to

know you in person

one day that may

come true

until then

my pretend friend

I want you!

have you ever wanted something so bad it hurt?

i do and blank person it is you

that i want that i hold

so true in my heart

i pray at night

for your sight

to see me

for your ears

to hear me

i dont understand"WHY"

i have such deep and

passionate feelings for you

when i dont know anything

about you

i would love

to feel the

depths of your breath

upon my cheek

as your lips rub

against mine

your fingures inner twine

with mine

i love looking at your face

you have such a happy smile

never seen you frown

i would love to drown

in your arms

as you hold me at night

never arguing or

having to fight

hoping one day

we will wed

laying with you

everyday and every night

in the bed

happy as ever,

because i got to know you

alot better

just another fantasy

waiting to happen

the end

...he had entered into the kitchen; as she was doing the dishes standing behind her gently rubbing his right hand down her right arm brushing his left cheek across her left shoulder; his left hand moving her hair into her bosom as she turns to face him he then lifts her up onto the sink and pulled her panty to one side sliding his rock hard penis inside her tight; yet moist vagina stroking it with deep strokes as his fingers in her hair pulling and grasping her right hand as their fingers inner twine with her left hand free she digs deep into his skin with her finger nails clenching up and down his spine he then lifts her off the sink while still in her; turns her with her back facing his front as he pounds that tight; yet moist vagina she grips the sink and his left hand on her neck pulling her hair his right hand holding her left side pounding his hard, throbbing penis inside of her you could just hear the slushing noise of her vagina making fart-like-noises her voice shrieking out as he pounds harder and faster they both reach their climax he turns her back around and ejaculates upon her belly as he bends to his knees and licks at her vagina; with her still climaxing they then go into the bedroom as he lays his smooth, brown muscular body on her soft, pale, slim body as her legs inner twine with his she grasp his buttocks as he reaches up into her hair; pulling it he then places his lips upon her left ear taking his tongue inside with their bodies in rhythm; repeatedly yet motionless as it seemed with juices running down her butt crack and sweat dripping from his brow her lips sucking at his neck going at this for hours with her on top riding him like a bull he rubs her plumb like tits taking his thumbs across her nipples as she leans forward; she pounds her round buttock up and down upon his lap as she reaches her climax he flips her over she lays on her belly as he places his penis back inside her now loose, wet vagina pounding it; as he is in a squat position upon her buttocks he too reaches his climax taking theirselves to the showers she turns on the water with his back facing the water her front facing his she reaches up to shampoo his hair as he in return she the takes a cloth and lathers up his skin and him in return to her they then rinse off as she bends to her knees taking his limp; yet soft penis places it into her mouth sucks him until it hardens she then stands up teasing him by rubbing his hard penis head against her cliq he lifts her up placing his penis inside her as he puts her up against the shower wall with him standing five foot nine and her five foot six he repeatedly motions his penis inside her vagina walls while their lips sucking at the other; tongue to tongue her hands upon the back of his head his upon the shower wall for support steam fogging up the mirrors they come to a stop he places her down they get out and dry off he sits on the toilet grabbing her; sitting her upon his lap placing his penis inside her smaking her butt cheeks as they finish up she get's off before he finishes laughs at him letting him know not to slap her cheeks again they then lay in bed for the night with her waking up to him leaning over her with breakfast on a tray and a dozen roses asking her for forgiveness with him not being soft, but kind hearted telling her that she know's she enjoyed it.

the end

emily kurtz

SITTING IN MY FRONT ROOM

WITH MY KIDS

LISTENING TO THE

MUSIC THE RADIO

PLAYS OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

FANTASIZING ABOUT WHOM I

WANT TO BE WITH

A CARAMEL BROWN SKINNED;

FIVE FOOT NINE;

PRETTY PEARLY WHITE SMILE;

NICELY SHAPED ASS;

OCEAN WAVED HAIR;

LIP BITING MAN.

EVERYTIME I SEE HIM

I THINK OF THINGS

TO SAY

AS I WALK BY HIS WAY

I GET NERVOUS

LOOK THE OTHER WAY

BITING MY TONGUE

AND WALK AWAY

THIS LUCIOUS MAN

IS ALL I EVER WANT

TO BE BY MY SIDE

KISSING ME;

LOVING ME,

TELLING ME I CAN-

GIVING ME CONFIDENCE

MAKING MY DAY,

MY LIFE EVER SO

EASIER THAN IT EVER

HAS BEEN.

JUST TO HEAR THOSE WORDS

FROM HIS MOUTH,

"EXCUSE ME. DO YOU HAVE

A MAN? IF NOT, MAY I BE YOUR'S?"

I WOULD FALL TO MY FEET

TO BAD IT

IS ALL A FANTASY!

I GOT A CRUSH ON YOU

AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER

GOING BACK AS FAR AS

YOU WEARING THOSE BRACES

EVERYTIME YOU WOULD SMILE

THAT WOULD GET MY

HEART FEELING LIKE I

WAS AT THE RACES.

YOU DON'T KNOW HOW BAD

I JUST WANT TO

TELL YOU

WITH YOU STANDING THERE

DOING YOUR WORK

ME AVOIDING NOT TO STARE

BUT I CANNOT HELP IT

YOU ARE EVER SO ATTRACTIVE

MAN, I GOT TO TELL YOU.

I DON'T THINK I COULD

LIVE WITH MYSELF

EMBARRASSING MYSELF

REJECTION, WOULD BE THE

WORSE OF IT.

NEXT TO FIDDY,

YOU'RE LIKE MY SECOND

FANTASY LOVE,

BUT UNLIKE HIM

I DON'T THINK I

WOULD EVER HAVE THAT

CHANCE; AS FOR YOU

WHAT WOULD BE MY WORSE FEAR

IS TO JUST HEAR THOSE WORDS

YES OR NO

I WOULD LOVE TO BE YOUR WOMAN

EVEN YOUR WIFE.

MAKE ME YOUR WOMAN

FOR LIFE

I WILL TREAT YOU LIKE A KING,

MAKE YOUR BATH,

DINNER, AND MASSAGE YOUR FEET

NAME IT I WILL DO IT.

GIVE ME THIS CHANCE

I WILL TREAT YOU EVER SO SWEETLY

I WOULD CARESS YOU

FROM HEAD TO TOE

FULFILL YOUR EVERY NEED

JUST DON'T DISAPPOINT ME

WE CAN TAKE IT NICE AND SLOW.

I CAN'T STOP THINKING

ABOUT YOU

PLEASE, I'M ASKING YOU

JUST BE MY FOREVER BOO.

I'VE NEVER FELT THIS

WAY ABOUT ANOTHER.

OUTSIDE ALL THE OTHERS

YOU WILL ALWAYS

BE MY ONLY CRUSH

THIS ALL SOUNDS SO CRAZY

I CANNOT HELP

HOW I FEEL

I WISH I COULD

JUST SHARE THIS

TELL YOU HOW I FEEL.

WANT THIS CRUSH

TO COME TRUE

THAT'S FOR REAL.

Searching For that Special Someone

part I

For once in a long time

I've been searching

for that special someone.

Month after month;

day after day.

For the time is right

for  that special someone

to come my way.

Hour after hour;

minute after minute.

For that special someone to appear.

I have longed for him

to be here with me.

For the time is near.

Grasping him with my arms;

as a comfort of warmth

fulfilling my heart.

With a vibe of connection,

telling me to be aware

of deception in the air.

Not knowing much,

but yearning his trust

and feeling his touch

as he embraces me with comfort.

Knowing what I fear,

but by taking a chance

to learn and understand him.

Hour after hour;

minute after minute.

Feeling absolutely nothing

asking myself,

"Is that good or bad?"

It is neither, because as that nothing

becomes a something,

then I will know if

this is that special someone

I've been searching for.

HAD MY HEART

TORN APART

NOW THAT MAN IS TRYIN

TO COME BACK

INTO MY LIFE

I'M GOING HAVE TO REALLY STRIFE

FOR I DO NOT

WANT TO LIVE

IN THE PASS

LIVE UP TO MY GOALS AND

BECOME SOMEONE'S WIFE

I AM GETTING TO OLD FOR 

CHILDS PLAY

HOPE TO BE ON MY WAY

TO DO SOMETHING BRAND NEW

I HAVE GOD ON MY SIDE

NOW ALL I NEED IS A NEW FRIEND

SINGLE AND LOVIN IT

BUT IT WOULD BE NICE

TO HAVE SOME COMPANIONSHIP

DOESN'T HELP WITH

THE FANTASIES THAT

FLY IN MY HEAD

BLOOD BOILING FOR ONLY

ONE MAN

IT'S CREEPY, BUT

LOVE IS UNCONDITIONAL

AND THE LOVE THAT I HAVE

FOR A SPECIAL SOMEBODY

IS TRUELY UNCODITIONAL

I WON'T SURRENDER UNTIL

I MEET HIM

FOR ALL THOSE THAT WONDER

AND PONDER

WHO HE IS

LAUGH ALL YOU WANNA

FOR IT IS

CURTIS "FIDDY" JACKSON!

FOR OLD FLAMES ARE

BURNT OUT

I ONLY HAVE ONE OPENING

FOR ONE LOVE

WISH FANTASIES COULD COME TRUE

SO HE COULD BE MY

NUMBER ONE BOO

FIDDY THIS IS TO YOU

FOR MY HEART DESIRES ONLY YOU

WHEN I LISTEN TO YOUR WORDS

I GET HYPED

ALL IDEAS OCCUR

FOR WHEN WE MEET

IT'S ALL FINE AND DANDY

YOU GIVE ME A HUG,

WE TAKE PICTURES

AND KICK IT LIKE WE

KNOWN EACH OTHER

FOREVER

I WISH YOU WERE HERE

MY FEELINGS TOWARDS YOU ARE TRUE

I WANNA KNOW

YOUR DEEPEST THOUGHT,

HEAR YOU LAUGH,

SEE YOU CRY AND HOLD

YOU CLOSE.

I WANNA MEET G~UNIT

SO BAD IT HURTS

I WANNA KNOW YOUR FRIENDS

AND ENEMIES

I WANNA MEET YOUR

WHOLE FAMILY

I WANNA FEEL YOUR PAIN

I WANNA HEAR WHAT HURT SO BAD

I WANNA GIVE YOU A HUG

UNTIL THEN YOU'LL

ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART

LIKE FROM THE VERY START

EMILY K.

WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT MY MAN?

HE HAS LIPS

THAT WRAP AROUND MINE

TONGUE THAT CAN

LICK FOR DAYS

ENERGY THAT CAN LAST FOR ETERNITY

THICK, DARK BODY

PEACEFUL MIND

GREAT HEART

MORE TO FIGURE OUT

TIME WILL TELL

I ALREADY GOT A

GOOD VIBE

WAITING IS BEST

I CANNOT TELL YOU THE REST

FOR WE JUST MET

YOU ARE GONNA BE MY BABY

MANY POSSIBILITIES

JUST GOT TO TRUST ME

MY BESTFRIEND

YOU BEST BELIEVE

JUST WATCH AND YOU WILL SEE

LET ME INTRODUCE YOU TO HIM

MY MAN, HIS NAME IS QUAN

HE IS MY DARK CHOCOLATE FRIEND

JUST A START

BRAND NEW BEGINNINGS

HOPING HE WONT BREAK MY HEART

UNTIL THEN.

I HAVE ME A NEW FRIEND

TO MY FRIEND SQUIRMY

WHOM I CAN TRUST

I CAN TELL THIS NIGGA

MY DEEPEST THOUGHTS

YOU MISE WELL SAY

WE ARE LIKE BLOOD

I CALL HIM MY BROTHA

AS HE CALLS ME

HIS SISTA

WE CAN TELL EACH OTHER SHIT

BAD OR GOOD

I AINT NEVA HAD A MOMENT

TO WHERE HE GOT ON

MY NERVES

THAT IS JUST HOW GOOD

OUR FRIENDSHIP IS

WE CAN ALWAYS DEPEND

ON WHATEVA

WE ALWAYS GOT RESPECT

FOR EACH OTHER

AND HAVE AN UNDERSTANDING

I LOVE MY FRIEND

MY BROTHA TO

THE VERY END

FROM YOUR SISTA

EMILY

AKA

LADY E

BKA

E

"Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are the top of the tree. Men don`t want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that isn`t as good, but easy. So, the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when reality they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who`s brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree because they value quality."