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Last Updated: 6/2/2007

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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 21
Sign: Cancer

City: Burgeo
State: Newfoundland
Country: CA
Signup Date: 12/4/2005

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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Getting a poem published
Current mood:

amused
Category: Friends

Hay guess what..I'm getting one of my poems published in a book due to come out in May. Wootness on my stuff^_^

http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/41188968/?qo=11&q=by%3Azaiakusin&qh=sort%3Atime+-in%3Ascraps

Thats the poem that is getting published

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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Getting a poem published
Current mood:

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Category: Friends

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Thursday, April 06, 2006

my beloveid
Current mood:

worried
Category: Friends

Shes on a breather......the one i love is on a breather.......i know its for the best but now i am really really worried......she si what keeps me going......i wouldent know what to do if she died......i would be heart broken and so depressed.....i know i would follow her into the grave if she died.......my love for her is eternal.......it will follow her to her grave and mine.....i love you my light....i love you....my Angel

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Sunday, January 29, 2006

i cant understand
Current mood:

bitchy
Category: Friends

I just cant understand it.....I do everything; i'm nice, kind, and all that other good shit to other people here and i get shit on in return. wate i'm getting ahead of myself, let me start from the beginning.

about 2 weeks ago i woke up at 4 pm cause i was up all night due to my insominia kicking in again and was up till 6 am........usually i would be un at 12 regardless of what time i was up but after about a week of it, it finally got to me so i slept till 4.....see theirs nothing wrong with it but because one of my "friends" wanted me to call(never said when). so i called when i woke up and they got pissed at me and i never got a chance to tell them why.

its bin like that ever since....... it happened a few days ago because i "forgot" my friends birthday......i wanted to suprise them......i got shit on for it......

i do everything for them but get nothing in return....i really dont want to be here anymore......someone save me......but what do i know....i'm still alone here....nobody understands me.....at least not here

loves whoever cares....

Currently watching:
Stealth (Two-Disc Full-Screen Edition)
Release date: 15 November, 2005

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Monday, January 16, 2006

Anger
Current mood:

angry
Category: Friends

I really dont know any more......i have no idea what to do.....as of yesterday i'm not allowed to sleep. i was suspose to call someone yesterday, i sleeped late....till 4 pm late...but i was up till 6 am......and just because of that they got pissed at me....its not like they gave me a time to call or anything......they just said "call me tomarow" thats it...i did and they got pissed at me........i never have any time to myself anymore...its all spent with them.......i just get so pissed off when the dont leave me alone to let me tend to my thoughts......i wish i wasent here.......oh and thats not the best of it.......they scare easly and dont like to watch horroe movies.......their for the assume and almost demand me not to watch horror movies....right now i'm watching dreamcatcher...but i cant watch it all cause they want me to go over to their place and if i dont they come after me and drag me out......i dont know how much more i can take..........i want to be with someone who i can connect to or have alot in common with......

Currently reading/watching/listening/playing:
Dreamcatcher
Release date: 30 September, 2003

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Friday, January 13, 2006

Ghost
Current mood:

depressed
Category: Friends

I'm freakin out now...... 2 nights ago...i went down to my kitchen. the lights were off in the living room but on in the kitchen.....i was about to open my fridge when i heard the schreek of a small girl.....i looked around.....outside and upstairs.....but i found nothing that made the sound.........then while i was in the fridge getting food i heard it again only this time it was a woman crying......i checked up staires again and all around the house even outside...still nothing.....wheni came down from checking upstaires...in my dark living room, in the dead of night.......no one around.......i SAW an old woman right next to me....so perfectly detaled i could swere that she was their......but i blinked and she was gone........then last night i heard the same thing....only louder.....and i saw the old woman again.......by this time i was a lil freeked out......i dont think shes here tonight thoe....i can get some food in piece.............this isnt the first time this kinda thing has happened......usually i see dark shadowy figures one second then nothing.......and about a week ago i saw a little, what i thought was a fox, run across my floor.......when i looked back to were it ran their was nothing........then i knew it was a shadow fox..... a spiret or somthing....i just knew it wasent their anymore.........anyway......i know i'm nuts.....

Currently listening:
The Sickness
By Disturbed
Release date: 07 March, 2000

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Friday, January 13, 2006

Darkness
Current mood:

depressed
Category: Friends

As i sit here, in my dark dank tomb like room i am left with my thoughts neverknowing what layes behind only what lays ahead.... sounds a lil wierd like a story once told to a young boy or girl of a young age from a mother of how she knew knew she was going to have them... then i relize....they are telling the past.. somthing i never want to rember... save for a few good momments alone i sit tonight and alone i shall reman sitting in my room... watching as the waters of the night envelope me in its wave draging me into the night pulling me further into madness.

Currently playing:
GBA Harvest Moon More Friends of Mineral Town
Release date: 26 July, 2005

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Wednesday, January 04, 2006

pics
Current mood:

weird

http://www.pimpthem.com/Zaiaku

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Monday, December 26, 2005

shristmas list
Current mood:

depressed
Category: Friends

heses what i got for christmas.....i got a new sterio, cdplayer, dvd player, a pire of hikers, socks, a fuzzy blanket, 2 shirts, and a dragon....my dad didnt call ...fuckin ass but all in all it was a good day^^

Currently playing:
Final Fantasy Tactics
Release date: 29 November, 2004

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Monday, December 05, 2005

Rambolings
Current mood:

depressed

During the last 3 months, I have bin thinking alot about why i have i have stayed alive... Now during these last 5 days i have a reason why i am alive...... I am alive because i need to help my friend when she is in need of a grashis ear and someone to help her with whats wrong... I know i have no chance with a girl as great as her but becides that i am falling for her.... I know she will read this and when she dose i hope she will understand where i am comming from.... I listen to her and feel her pain when she is hurt and feel her sorrow when she crys.... ne ways i hope she understands and wount redicule me for this....

Currently listening:
Bittersweet
By Apocalyptica
Release date: 25 January, 2005