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Jennifer Smith


Last Updated: 3/18/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 26
Sign: Virgo

City: Tallahassee
State: Florida
Country: US
Signup Date: 12/4/2005

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Wednesday, May 24, 2006 

Current mood:  frustrated
Currently listening:
Be Here
By Keith Urban
Release date: 21 September, 2004
Sunday, May 21, 2006 

Current mood:  curious
So as always, I had a fabulous time in Birmingham this weekend and can't wait to go back. Both the Ugli Stick and Velcro Pygmies played at the Barking Kudu this weekend, not to impressed but had a great time with my friends. As soon as I figure out how to upload pics from my new digital camera I will be sure to post some pics... I was talking to A-train today about moving to B'ham... The house I want is only 1.5 million lol, its on a lake and has a few acres of land which would be nice for Rudy to run around on. So I am going to start looking at jobs in the area... and who knows by next fall Rudiger and I might be relocating
 
Leaving Birmingham Lyrics...
 
I-65 in the slow lane southbound, I'm all alone again
Trying to figure out how I got here.
Part of me will die til she and I are all alone again
And I keep talking to myself
Even though I know that I am gonna see you soon
There's a part of me that wants to be back there with you
Sometimes I think that you might want that too, but
Right now it looks like I will have to leave Birmingham
Marker 251 and my trip's begun nothing but road ahead
Nothing but everything back behind me
I'm tracking on taillights, acting like it's alright, but it's all wrong
It's hard to pretend I'm feeling fine
Even though I know that I am gonna see you soon
There's a part of me that wants to be back there with you
Sometimes I think that you might want that too, but
Right now it looks like I will have to leave Birmingham
What was I thinking? What was I drinking, when I left you all alone?
I belong back where I came from
My radio blares and the headlights stare out at the open road
But my mind stays back behind
Even though I know that I am gonna see you soon
There's a part of me that wants to be back there with you
Sometimes I think that you might want that too, but
Right now it looks like I will have to leave Birmingham
Off of the highway, into my driveway and the lights go off
But I can not turn the key
Part of me will die til she and I are all alone again
I belong to her and she belongs to me
Even though I know that I am gonna see you soon
There's a part of me that wants to be back there with you
Sometimes I think that you might want that too, but
Right now it looks like I will have to leave Birmingham
Monday, May 08, 2006 

Well the summer has arrived... For me that means cold beer, soaking up some sun, and great music... So far my line up is:

June 9th Velcro Pygmies @ Supper Club

June 10th Ugli Stick @ Highlands

June 16th CITY STAGES...B-Ham Miller Lite Stage to see Trapt, Puddle of Mudd, Yellowcard, Matchbook Romance and Sean Paul
July 7th Lifehouse @ Vision Land/Bessemer,AL
July 21 3 Doors Down & Lynyrd Skynyrd @ Verizon Wireless Amphitheater B-ham

I love to travel, especially to hear great bands... so if you know of some good concerts, feel free to let me know

Wednesday, April 19, 2006 

   Forgive me if I st-stutter...From all of the clutter in my head...

For you I will by Teddy Geiger is my song of the week...

It's been awhile since I really expressed myself through lyrics but sometimes other peoples words just sound so right. I used to write all the time and now my pen doesn't move. As I stare at a blank page, I could think of plenty to write down yet I am waiting for the perfect words...Do you ever feel like your head is so cluttered that you can't think straight? Thats been my feeling for awhile now... People keep talking but for some reason I can't hear a word their saying. I need to go to an island to tan and sip frozen drinks for a week, any takers on going with me?

I applied for a hostess job yesterday at Niffer's... figured it was time for me to pick up a hobby and to start getting some work experience...Plus I figured it would be a good way to start meeting new people since all my friends are graduating May 11!  woo hoo for them... I on the other hand will still be in school... I'll keep my many readers updated on the job hunt... Feel free to give me any ideas ya'll might have...

Monday, April 17, 2006 

So my neck freaking hurts soooo bad... I wish I had a better story of how it happened, but I don't... Lisa definently knows what I am talking about and if she tells anyone, I'll probably just laugh...

Easter Dinner last night went pretty well, I got told I was an amazing cook and any man would be very lucky to have me... So food really is the way to a man's heart... or stomache, lol... I am just practicing those house wife skills everyday, except that I don't want to be a house wife, I just like the title of it. As we discussed last night, we girls just want to marry rich and know that we could be a house wife, but we really just want to get cool jobs. I on the other hand am not even sure if I could ever do the marriage thing...I could definently love and spend the rest of my life with someone, I just think that titles ruin things... Ive been thinking about this marriage thing a lot lately especially because all of my friends are either married or engaged... I'll just be part of the single crew forever, although its not going to much of a crew that much longer.

Sunday, April 16, 2006 
You Are Guinness
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You know beer well, and you'll only drink the best beers in the world.

Watered down beers disgust you, as do the people who drink them.

When you drink, you tend to become a bit of a know it all - especially about subjects you don't know well.

But your friends tolerate your drunken ways, because you introduce them to the best beers around.
Tuesday, April 11, 2006 
       So the time has come for my mother to go back to Texas... Her flight leaves Friday out of Birmingham in the afternoon. I have really enjoyed the time that we have spent together and will really miss her once she is gone. She's going back to take care of my grandmother and my brother. My grandmother is very ill and I am not sure how much longer she is going to be around. Her children live in the same city as her yet do not go by to see if she needs anything as much as they should. She barely gets around these days and somedays just lies in bed all day because of the pain in her legs. My grandmother says that my brother looks a grey color and has been complaining of a pain in his side. He had hodgkins disease when I was a sophomore in high school and almost died but managed to fight his way into remission. But costs and lack of insurance has kept him out of the doctors office for quit some time. He was suppose to be going at least twice a year for 5 years but I don't think he made it passed the first year of checkups. And if all this wasn't enough my mom told me she has some sort of lump in her stomache but is going to wait to get it checked out until she takes care of her mother and son. I don't know what I would do if I lost 2 parents within 2 years. I already feel lonely enough. I pray that everything will be ok with all of them and that they live in good health until its really their time to go. Part of me feels very selfish for wanting to stay in Auburn, when I could be in Texas helping out my family. But finishing my degree at Auburn really means the world to me and I can't wait until I can say I am the first Smith to ever graduate from College.
Monday, April 10, 2006 
So I have been looking through a lot of pictures lately and noticing that I have changed a lot over the last 4 years. I am not talking about physically(cause I'm the closest thing to perfect ) but emotionally and my personality. Ever since 02 my life has been turned upside down and I am starting to think that I am never going to get back to just being Jen. Surely my friends have noticed a difference in me, and I don't really know if the change was the best or worst. I used to be so happy and I would smile all the time and now its just like whatever . Its a hard thing trying to find your way back to happiness. I'd give anything just to be able to truly smile again. Ive gotten through a lot of holidays but theres just something about Easter coming up that is making me miss a lot of things. For one I really miss having a home, its something most of you take advantage of everyday but when you don't have anywhere to call home it really gets to you. I mean yeah I have an apartment in Auburn with Rudy but when Holidays or vacations come around I have to find places to go or else we would just be sitting here alone. I am very blessed to have Kelly and Lisa in my life. They try to keep me as sain as possible and keep telling me that everything is going to work out. I have forgotten what its like to cry, Ive become so strong that things just don't get to me like they used to. I feel guilty that I don't cry for missing my daddy and hope that he knows how much I would give just to see him again. I keep hoping that one day I will wake up and these last 4 years would all just be a bad dream. But they say all things happen for a reason, now I am just waiting for that... a reason...
Thursday, March 02, 2006 

Please help fight for a cure by donating to the American Cancer Society...Check out my webpage to learn more about how to donate or other ways you can get involved... Every bit helps!

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