Couldnt sleep so I figured I would jump on here and FINALLY write all the lyircs down cause lots and lots of people have been asking for them and it is way easier for my sorry butt to just post them on here in one big lump! lol
- Dave
Broken Center: Deception (c) 2006 Deception
Feeling everything inside me breaking
Lies I should have hidden now replacing
Thoughts of who I use to be have ended
Making no more sense until we've faded
Completely
Trust is over rated
Love is over rated
Pain is over rated
Faith is over rated
Taking all emotions here for granted
Nothings as it seems or how you planned it
Knife is in my back and you're behind me
Caught you in the act, still you deny me
Completely
Go ahead and speak the truth
If it will make you feel better
Somewhere near the end
But it will still be the end
Beautiful Misery
Words have been put in my mouth
And its too late now to pull them out
My hands are getting shaky now
I feel it all turn around
She holds her head higher now
I wonder what that's all about
She seems to have me figured out
Turns and begins walking out
So all alone I will wait
Taking torture tempting fate
Understand we become what we hate
Learning how love can go to waiste
Beautiful Misery
Is just the thing that I need
It always seems to comfort me
Beautiful Misery
Sourounded by family
The ones who claim that they know me
And though their hold is comforting
I feel them turn on me
I feel the walls coming down
As I feel myself hit the ground
And all the lights are going out
And everyone is leaving now
So I will wait all alone
Hoping I can be that strong
Understand attentions all they want
And learning that love can go wrong
So let me go…
Fake
This is becoming to much to take
But I will keep bending until I break
And now the more I sleep the more I am awake
But I just cant take this feeling of feeling so fake
I don't want this
I don't need this
I cant take this anymore
I can finally admit that you were a mistake
You were nothing more to me than just a head ache
And now the more I sleep the more I am awake
But I just cant take this feeling of feeling so fake
Without You
This is all I have left to say to you
Look at the mess you've made
We may have made it out alive
But look at the price we've paid
And all of this dreaming
Has seemingly ripped us apart
From the start of our beginning
To not end it now would be a tragedy
You're acting apprehensive
You've got me on the defensive
But I don't wanna breathe without you
And I don't wanna live without you
There is nothing left to say to you
Maybe its best you leave me alone
Look at all the times I died for you
And still I have nothing to show
Though all is forgiven
We keep on reliving
The times that we'd hidden
Things that we'd shouldn't
And it's only now that we finally see
Because seeing can be so decieving
When we keep ourselves believing
All the lies we told before
That its ok to say one more
And niether of us are willing to restrain
Our feelings and niether of us will change
You're acting apprehensive
You've got me on the defensive
Who We Used To Be
Arent we all responsible for one anothers innocents
Arent we all victims of one anothers consequence
With such pain sweetening the punishment
I cant think of a better time to quit
So lift the ones up next to you
Show how the world has treated you
So they can get a better view
Of what they've been born into
Arent we all responsible for hatred that we feed
Arent we all victims of who we used to be
Another innocent victim of a consequence
Never let it go and never be responsible
Another innocent victim or a consequence
Never let it go… never let it go
Another victim is what they say when…
Empty
All that I am and I was and tried to be
Have been lies and is shit after what you've done to me
And I tell myself I shouldnt care
Because its getting me nowhere
Now that everything means nothing to you now
But why do you play these games
And I blame you for everything
So dont wrap your arms around my waste
Dont say you love me to my face, its not true
This is what you mean to me now
All that we were and we are and tried to be
All my hopes and all my freams have died inside of me
And I tell myself I'll be ok
The pain belongs to yesterday
Now that everything means nothing to you now
Why cant I give back the pain you've placed in me
A pain you placed inside of me so perfectly
And I tell myself I shouldnt care
Cause no one said that life was fair
Now that everything means nothing to you now
TIME
So many reasons here to break
So many choices to choose from
Which one should I take
Well help me pick one
You've given so many
But I don't have anyone to fall back on
I don't have anyone
I don't have anyone
So many reasons here to hate
So many choices to choose from
Which one should I take
Well help me pick one
You've given so many
But I don't have anyone to fall back on
I don't have anyone
I don't have anyone
Broken dreams are tearing me in two
Here is my heart do with it what you want to
Broken dreams are tearing me in two
So many reasons here to let you down
So many choices to choose from
Which one should I take
Well help me pick one
I've given so many
But I don't have anyone to fall back on
I don't have anyone
I don't have anyone
How can I run to you
When my legs are broken
How can I look for you
When my eyes wont open
Anti Me
She never let it go and she never let it fade
And out of all the things I'd wanted
She's the only thing that stayed
And all the times that I was wrong
She never made me feel lame
And all the times I got upset
I was the only one to blame
So hate me and make me stay
Anti Me Anti Me
Hate and maybe stay
Anti Me Anti Me
I should be glad you left
Cause I was no good
But you were the only one for me
And that was the only thing you never understood
I'll be your cross and I'll break your fall
But I guess the only way to love someone
Is to never really know them at all
And Im not gonna kill myself over this
But sometimes you've made me want to
I'll fall down, but I'll get back up...
Everything in its place.. but you
I thought you'd understand
But youre only so predictable
And always over baring
In your own way
Youre tearing me apart
You didn't have to let it be this way
And now Im trying to break free of you
You're not listening to me
Cause you're so angry
I tried to understand
But you're only so predictable
And always indeering
In your own way
You're tearing me apart
All this pressure feeding me
Do I have a right to feel this way
All this anger bleeding me
Do I have a right to feel this way
Take Away
Freedom is now an illusion
I thought I had a hold of
But has been stripped from me
Whatever gave me the right
To think that I deserved this
To think that I could speak
To think they'd understand me
To think that I could believe
Take away everything I believe in
Cause all I am has been taken for granted
Am I alone in this
Feels like I am
And there's no escaping this
And now the pain surrounds the memories
Nothing and no one
Could me me not believe
And all of my regrets
Are turning back on me
And everything you do
And all you say
Can you look away
Can you look away