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Lawrence Van Heusen



Last Updated: 11/30/2009

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Status: Single
City: London
Country: UK
Signup Date: 9/17/2008

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Wednesday, April 01, 2009 

Current mood:  lonely
Category: Music


6 in the morning
Sunrise is coming
I opened my eyes
Nobody at my side.
The sun is hidden
The moon is watching me
Waiting for you
But nobody
Comes home
That night

Where u r?
Tell Me Why?

I Can't understand
There's no letters
There's no reasons
I know something happen
Maybe something is wrong
Where are all those dreams
That we imagine
I'm losing my mind
My daughter never born
And she is crying your name

Where u r?
Tell me why?

Now I know the reasons
Young and confused
Doubt about her feelings
I left her down water pieces
That comes from the sky.
Now I'm searching for
Someone I lost
Where did I suppose to find her?
All I know I need you and
I'm Far away from you.

Come Back Home...


Lawrence Van Heusen Copyright © 2009 Copyright Witness


Wednesday, April 01, 2009 

Current mood:  disappointed
Category: Romance and Relationships



Short Story:
October 4th – I know a woman
October 7th – She said: "I love you"
October 10th – Our first kiss

March 30, 2009, the worst day of my life,
after years I have discovered
that she never cares about those days.
She forgets them.

How could someone say something like this?
"You're the best thing that
happens on my life,
nobody has treated me like you,
but if it was finished,
was because we never
been compatible”

What does that mean?
A Contradiction.

Does not work?
The breakup was not our fault.

If love could handle with everything in the world
I can’t believe in love again
because never happens to us.
Maybe it was full of Lies.

My intentions aren't living in the past
But at present I will felt really glad
if you appreciate all those creations
that I’ve created on ink and sound.

As "Come Back Home" said:
“young and confused
doubt about her feelings”

Now I am sure
That her feelings were never sincere.
This is the reason for dedicate "More Than Perfect" in past tense.
Always to the woman who was once in October.
Because if I dedicate More Than Perfect on present tense
it would not make any sense.

Create something beautiful,
based on the lies of a woman?

The songs are instrumentals
so the lyrics don’t matter,
much less my inspiration.

Today March 31 2009
I have decided
forget you as same as you forget me.

Today March 31 2009
I have decided
Phoenix inherits all my writings

Today March 31 2009
I have decided
I want to destroy everything that
I've created with so much effort.

Today March 31 2009
I have decided
When the whole world hears my songs and
then ask me about from where come my inspiration
the answer will be "not sure".
It would be a lie, but as same as her lies.

Today March 31 2009
I have decided
I’ve to make something new
with my life and with my friends.
Any idea?
Today I’m upset because
I waste my life re-creating
something beautiful
that never happens...