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Status: Single
City: Methuen
State: Massachusetts
Country: US
Signup Date: 10/2/2008

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Monday, October 20, 2008 
I let you into seep inside my head
Finished a bottle
Full of indifference
Not paying attention

And now I feel okay

You tell me how to live my life
But these rules
You made to follow
Create the sorrow

That begs to take my soul

And it shows
Why won't they let me be
Condemning every memory of what it ever meant to be me

Don't give a fuck what you might say
I'm gonna do it anyway

I did not mean to make you mad
But I did
Not my sincerest
But what's the difference
Apologies never pay

Out in full
but my credit card's still good
So I buy another round like a devoted alcoholic should

Don't give a fuck what you might say
I'm gonna do it anyway

I make it hollow it makes me whole
It brings me places I can't go
It makes my memories not so cold and tells me things that no one knows.

Why wont they let me be?

Don't give a fuck what you might say
I'm gonna do it anyway
10:15 AM 
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Monday, October 20, 2008 
Things aren't what they use to be
Wish you could see
How much I want for this to work
I know it hurts

Close your eyes and take a bow
I'm not sure how
We did this as long as we have.

Times they change and yet we don't
Wish you could feel
The same as me without the fear
It's so very clear
A reason with no action, A scream with no sound
We've done this as long as we

Now you're giving reason
For the changing seasons
While you wait for last year
To disappear

We don't lie we don't deceive
but still I can't breathe
Day after day it feels the same
I know it hurts

Open your eyes and look around
It's almost over now
We've fallen as long as we can

Now you're giving reason
For the changing seasons
While you wait for last year
To disappear

A reason with no action, A scream with no sound

Now you're giving reason
For the changing seasons
While you wait for last year
To disappear

This just won't work out
10:14 AM 
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Monday, October 20, 2008 
(I'm Broken)
From all the times I've fallen down (Confused)
Should I get back up again?

Indulging tasteless abuse

(Unwanted)
Ain't got nothing to offer
(A recluse)
Waiting for this all to blow over

Believing what they said is true

I see you walking back
down that road you came from
Was this just a waste of time?
I tried to help
but you just pushed me away

I still can't believe what a mess you made

(I'm dying)
From the inside out
(Quietly)
Careful not to make a sound

A shadow, A phantom, A memory

I broke free and now I feel it's all repeating
Shut up
Shut up
Shut up
I gotta stand up again
It's all me
but I can feel my soul receding
Shut up
Shut up
Shut up

I see you walking back
down that road you came from
Was this just a waste of time?
I tried to help
but you just pushed me away

I still can't believe what a mess you made
10:13 AM 
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Monday, October 20, 2008 
I see her
from across the bar
The lights dim
They're ready to begin

They come out
upon the stage
Everyone
looks so engaged

Except for me
Someone caught my attention
Bought a drink from the tender
walked over and met her

When I saw her smile
I saw my whole life
Happy
For what it could be

But I can't tell her how I feel
She might think what I'm looking for
isn't something real

Really I'm sorry
for coming on to you
But it's so nice to meet you
I'm sorry I need to scream in your ear
because it's kind of loud in here


I see him
from across the room
Staring me down
And how I talk to her

She explains to me
that he's just a friend
"He's like that
Always protecting me"

I knew
he had a hidden agenda
But I laugh it off
because he's getting on my nerves

I grin at him as her lips came close to mine
Then hold my breath in an attempt to slow time

So I told her
Just how I feel
And how who I'm looking for
Is someone

Inviting and honest
That stays up late at night.
Likes Chinese game shows and playing Nintendo
Eats greasy food but then works it off in bed

Luckily she didn't hear a word I said
It came out a bit unclear
Because it's kind of loud in here

And as the band played
The sun set on Boston again
10:13 AM 
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Monday, October 20, 2008 
Yellow interlocking red
Skies they cry
And angels bled
The trees began to scream our fate
The funnest slight on god is hate
We're right as Hell on this debate
A crisis as time has shown

Crazy interlocking sane
Conscience dead
And feels no pain
Our country rejects the sane
When we all stand at the gate
Nerves kick in but it's too late
We're bound to be sent below

We're running out of time
We will suffer for our crimes

Wasted and Gambled
Children with ammo
Sex bought in scandals
We all deserve to die

But we all won't
And isn't it fun
Replacing truth with
The barrel of a gun

The deeper we dig ourselves
Buying whatever sells
Guess I'll just see you in hell
But can we turn ourselves around?
It's easy to play the fool
And just do what others do
Pretending you never knew
But can we turn ourselves around?
As we commit genocide
And go along for the ride
Everything innocent dies

We're sinners first, and lovers last
We all deserve to die
The Human Condition
Infects us all
7:11 AM 
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Thursday, October 09, 2008 
Hello all!

Just an update on our demo.  We will be heading back to the studio to get our final mix done this evening and should have a finished mastered copy in hand in around a week or so! 

If you want a FREE copy of it once it's completed, message one of us or email us at calderarocks@gmail.com.


Thanks a ton, we hope you are enjoying the music.  Let us know how you like it!


--Matt--
10:25 PM 
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Wednesday, October 08, 2008 
NEW MUSIC from our recent trip to the studio is now up and available for download!   For a free copy of our 5 song EP please message us here or on one of our individual profiles.  Please note that all we have now are rough mixes and finalized mixed/mastered copies will be available VERY soon!


Please comment up!


--Matt--
8:55 AM 
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Friday, October 03, 2008 

Current mood:  accomplished
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural

So here we are...we wrapped the studio up last night with Casey Sullivan (Annafair Productions) and so the countdown begins. We are waiting for our tracks to be mixed and mastered (over the weekend) and we're expecting to have them by Wednesday. We are all very excited that this time is for real, and we have what we need to win all of your souls.  

Most importantly we need all of our near and dear friends to please please please!!! help us out all it takes is just telling your friends who we are and help spread the good word about us. We greatly apreciate all of your support and we can not wait to come out and show you how we do things in CALDERA and rock your faces off!!!

 

--Justin--

7:33 PM 
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