Well what a way to start the new year. My Papa has ALzheimers and he gets these crazy ideas in his head and fuses with us and fights and then later he i like a little kid again. Making things pretty difficult around here. Of course it has been going on for some time but it just keeps getting worse.

Then Friday my dad's best friend ,JR, passed away. He got up from his chair and then fell over. I feel awful about it. I have known him more than half of my life and I can't even imagine what his wife is going through. It is so sad.

I just really hope things start looking up. I can find alot of reasons to be happy like my kids and parents and wayne and friends.....but it really helps when everything else runs smoothly. We will see

Everyday I am someone's teacher

someone's doctor

someone's shoulder to cry on

someone's influence

someone's protector

someone's leader

someone's heart

someone's life

someone's world

Everyday I am a mother.

Aimee Pearson

IT'S FUNNY HOW WHEN YOU ARE YOUNGER AND YOU DONT HAVE A CARE OR WORRY IN THE WORLD. ALL YOU WANT TO DO IS TALK TO YOUR FRIENDS,HANG OUT AT THE MALL,OR AHVE A BOYFRIEND.....BUT WHEN YOU GET OLDER AND HAVE KIDS OF YOUR OWN YOU REALIZE WHO YOUR TRUE FRIENDS REALLY ARE,THAT THE MALL IS JUST GOOD FOR SHOPPING AND HALF THE TIME NOT EVEN THAT AND THAT BOYS COME AND GO BUT THE RIGHT ONE STAYS.

I LOOK AT MY GIRLS AND TRULY DREAD THE HEARTACHE THEY MAY FEEL WHEN THEIR FRIENDS DECIDE THEY DONT LIKE THEM ANYMORE OR A BOY BREAKS THEIR HEART. I DONT WANT THEM TO HURT AT ALL .EVER. I KNOW THEY WILL IT'S A PART OF LIFE BUT FOR NOW I JUST WANT TO HOLD THEM AND PROTECT THEM FROM THE WORLD.  PROTECT THEM FROM THE MEAN BOYS,THE BAD FRIENDS,THE RAPISTS,KIDNAPPERS,MURDERERS,ALL THE BAD PEOPLE. BECAUSE WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT IT THEY ARE EVERYWHERE AND TO LET MY KIDS OUT OF THE HOUSE WHEN THEY GET OLDER TO DATE AND GO TO PARTIES IS GOING TO KILL ME. BUT WHAT THEY DON'T KNOW IS THAT ME OR MY MOM WILL BE SITTING AROUND THE CORNER WATCHING AND HOPING THEY DONT MAKE THE WRONG DECISIONS.PRAYING THAT I RAISE THEM TO KNOW WHAT IS RIGHT,TO TRUST THEIR INSTINCT,TO STAND UP FOR THEMSELVES NO MATTER WHO GETS MAD AT THEM. OF COURSE I'M SURE EVERYONE WHO HAS KIDS THINKS ABOUT THIS I MEAN IF YOU DIDNT YOU WOULD BE STUPID.

I WOULD JUST RATHER KEEP THEM LITTLE FOREVER......I LOVE MY GIRLS

MY BABY GIRL TURNED TWO YEARS OLD YESTERDAY. i CANT BELIEVE HOW FAST THEY GROW. iT'S SO SCARY. BEFORE YOU KNOW IT SHE WILL BE COMING HOME TALKING ABOUT BOYS AND THEN DRIVING,COLLAGE,MARRIAGE.. WHERE HAS THE TIME GONE......

I had another ultrasound today and everything was fine. She weighs 5lbs 6oz. Which by some of what I read is a little big but not too much.. So who knows... As long as she is healthy. Only 6 weeks left...