ok ..so we all know im a writer . over the past 2.5 years of me being signed to atlantic records ive grown as a woman and a person . Ive written so many records about personal issues in my life one of them was about me not knowing what love is ...I felt like so many woman have that same story .No fathers, families, abusive boyfriends and husbands..no parental support , they feel alone .. Ive had my few relationships and have yet to feel love .I wrote this song from a deep place in my heart .
If the world was gonna hear it . I wanted them to hear it right . you dont serve dinner without a plate . If the world wasnt gonna hear my version .I thought maybe Jennifer would get the message heard . she a woman who has been through alot ..and if i thought for one second her label wouldnt have done justice to her and the record , it would have remained unheard...
Its as good as gone to me now ..The story was given a lifetime tv special instead of a movie .. sad
******update*******
apparently a blogger took this as a dis towards J-Lo. It's not. I respect and admire J-Lo and I was honored for her to cut my song. The "lifetime tv special" comment was directed at the leak. The song was not properly serviced. It's not mixed, mastered, or finished but it's out for public consumption and opinion. That's why I'm angry.
*******another update*******
here's the link to the blog that thinks I offended Jlo:
http://hiphop-prophet.blogspot.com/2009/05/beef-wynter-gordon-disses-jennifer.html#comments
I actually love this blog but they got me soooooo misunderstood.