Most people are always like "Bad things have happened in my life so feel sorry for me!" Well bad shit has happened to everyone, So get overe yourself! This is like half of my whole life story kinda broken down! So you guys can understand that I don't want pitty, I just want you to understand that things happen to everyone! It makes us who we are today!

Well here it goes!

A lot of shit has happend in my life! For instance I had to learn to deal with death at only 3 years old when my younger sister died at 16 months old! She would be 17 almost 18 now! (Miss you Destiny) And then around the same time I lost one of my uncles to a life long fight of AIDS........ Well then is when my life went to shit! My mother daily beat the living crap outta me (mentally and phyically) over stupid stuff and then I moved in with my grandmother at the age of 13............Well then things seemed to settle down a bit............ Then my grandfather started the same thing...... From then on I ran away about 6 times went through a peroid of time when I was pretty much homeless, did drugs, that whole 9 yards! Then things seemed to have settle down with my mom and we moved back over here from Yakima in 2002, The same day I found out that my Best Friend ever Killed himself!!!! (love you Seth) One month later, one of my life long friends shot himself on Easter!!!! ( R.I.P. Michael) Two months later my grandmother(Love you Rose) died and one week later My daddy died of liver cancer( LOVE YOU ALWAYS DADDY)! And since then other things have happened of course! But then again if those thing didn't happen I wouldn't be who I am today! RIGHT?!?!?!?!?! This is not for self pitty! This blog is to let yah'll know that shitty things happen to the best of us, but you can learn from them and make the best outta life! Honestly do it! You'll want people to look back at all the cool things you've done in your life, Not about how things happened to you and you did nothing for yourself except wallow in you own self pitty!

 

KaRon Michelle Garman 

 

 

 

 

 

Were you with me tonight?
I could feel you lying next to me.
The warmth of your body
so close, so real.

Can you feel me tonight?
Our passions together
so warm, so intense
that time stands still.

Did you kiss me tonight?
I know I felt your
lips on mine
as we embraced
I could feel

You are with me tonight.
Together as one.
You must be real.
I know that
you are with me tonight.

KaRon Michelle Garman

    This poem is a feeling that only can happen once in a lifetime! Or so we think!!!! How many times have you honestly been swept off your feet and don't even relize it?!?!? How many times has your life felt empty without that one special person???

    When we are young we are told that there is ONE special peorson for everyone! But what if you confuse that one person for someone else? Or what if your like me and just don't want to ever be alone in life! This world is full of surprises and unexpected turns! You seem to get right back on your feet and then something else happens to bring you back down..... Life is never fair except for The rich bitches that can do anything or have daddy pay for their life mistakes! But then again you lean to deal and move on with your life! 

    Remember you never get everything you want but then again who said you can't have it!?!?!?! Make life worth living!