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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 19
Sign: Libra

City: chinatown
Country: SG
Signup Date: 10/20/2008

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Sunday, November 22, 2009 
As much as i hate to say this, shifting to new blog.


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Wednesday, October 07, 2009 

Current mood:  exhausted
Category: Life
Hellicious(if such a word exist), would best describe the torturous days i've ever lived in. It all happened on Sunday morning, mum woke up and showed some unusual behaviors. Brother was sensitive to detect mum hasnt been herself on that day and i thought he's being paranoid about it. So i went on doing with my work and the day just slipped passed unknowingly. Then the next morning mum was up early to do her routinely chores, putting breakfast on the table. So i woke up and brushed my teeth, clinging to the thought of another typical monday blues morning. Just when things turn out fine and smooth, suddenly mum was talking to herself, followed by loud screamings and yellings and thats when the terror really strikes hard this time. Immediately my intuition was right, she wasnt in a right mind.


Eventually nicholas got awakened and both of us spent hell out of a time to stabilize mum down. From that moment we realized mum had stop taking her medication for depression for quite some time. We werent aware of the specify type of depression mum is having, so this time we will frantic about it. Besides the relapse mum had series of complications, like fever and slight flu that worried us alot. Furthermore for a diabetic patient having fever for the past 3 days could post lethal health risk, eventually we called the ambulance and had her send to AnE department. The consultation at AnE was a waste of time, i wouldnt say is ridiculous but all the doctor could do was to prescribe sleeping pills and i only get the anti-psychotic pills the next morning.


Sleeping through the night was just alright, mum would just woke up several times to ensure that brother and i were safe. Due to this i couldnt get to work, and also im down with a throat infection that come at the wrong time. Gladly, we managed to find out mum is actually suffering from schizophrenia and now we are aware of her condition. The medication was a bomb, cost like 5bucks per pills


After taking the medication, her condition had stabilized much. Still it would take one to two weeks to see the results. For now, i could only hope for the better..



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Monday, October 05, 2009 

Current mood:  bummed
Category: Blogging
I'm perfectly fine with guys who are gay or rather they are interested in people of the same gender. The only trouble i fear is to have any kind relation with them because i simply detest it. Recently i've been exposed to this issue relating to gay whenever im out at work. There were a group of people dinning at the restaurant, it just seemed fine and usual until i realized they were all male. One of the guys signaled and i approached to attend him. This particular guy asked for few cups of tea and coffee so i thought that was all. What got me confused that he was actually eyeing and smiling towards me as though he's trying to establish some sort of eye contact with me. That really freaks me out and at the same time hilarious.


The other incident was terrible that caught me unprepared at a bus stop while i was waiting for the bus. So i was among some unfamiliar crowd, then a guy approached and tried to have a chat with me. He said this in mandarin " Hey, can i be your friend?" of cos i freaked out alittle and i replied " sorry? i think u're got the wrong dude" while i was trying to recover my cool and stood firm. Then he said "but you look like my friend very much, can i be your friend?" i was thinking dude so what if i resemble your friend? Isnt it common nowadays some people look alike? for instance i saw this gorgeous girl that look like my crush or something. Anyhow i rejected his request several times and this loony guy was so persistent eventually i got pissed off somehow. His appearance was rather depressed and seemed like he just escape from the asylum. Dude can't you just buzz off and get a life or something, just stay away from me. I almost vent my anger off him, luckily the bus came just in time and i made a narrow escape this time. Bloody hell  

Do not condemn me, i dont hold any prejudice against gay or judge against them. I do respect them, their behavior and lifestyle but please dont meddle into my business and just live your own social life if that is all i ask.


My throat is infected by the sick-bugs, help me!!
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Saturday, October 03, 2009 

Current mood:  chill
Category: Life
September was yet another roller-coaster ride! glad that it all ends well despite all the sinful stuffs i did. Right now im reminiscing those moments we first met in the club, Desiree was her name, her smile seemed as a attractive gift, laughing was her nature and dancing was her talent, thats simply i know about it. Those nights were very memorable, the silly and wild stuffs we did and of the traces of footsteps she left behind, slowly faded away. Of course not forgetting to mention Carmen, a buddy who went through these shits with me and her constant advice, appreciated lots. Isnt it amusing to see how time just passed by in an instant, at one time you possessed it and the next moment its being stripped away and i could only savor the bits and pieces. Right just another fling or rather close-friendship, i shall not dwell over it because september has been a history. Though i felt like being a bad guy here, i would be one for once rather than not being it. OH something i should confess, i attempted to smoke for fun and i failed miserably, less than a puff and i couldnt take, haha.


October is a anticipating season yet to come, not forgetting my birthday if that what makes me looking forward to. I bought a new PC that cost me $1.7k @ comex weeks back, just for the purpose to enhance my entertainment and gaming life lol. So this week work has been usual and mundane. I was giggling at some little things around during work because they were just seemed stupid, dumb, goofy, Hilarious  Lately i received funny comments especially girls saying i had this habit of walking at a fast pace? Its funny because i was thinking whether this could be a gender issue that guys is seemed dominant over the woman generally. Maybe im wrong, that could be one of my habits. For instance, when i work leave house for work @ 5 and my workplace is just nearby, it took me to reach within 10mins by walking or could be faster just 5 mins sometimes =) Recently i noticed some girls i've known for at least a few weeks or so, they looked just define in appearance but everything changes when she put on a pair glasses. In my view, she just look cute, dont get me wrong im alright with that. What i meant was, what i perceived was she's trying to gain attention to look cute? or was it the trend that girls like to do nowadays? wearing dorky glasses .. most likely haha, funny. Hope all of you reading this are well
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Monday, September 07, 2009 

Category: Blogging
Past week was fun and thrilling, getting to hanging out with square peeps also with norman and gang. Guess i'll just summarized about last week happenings short. Had a good time clubbing at social house with yihui, jiamin and their friends. The music wasnt impactful enough to get ourselves high and i only get to enjoy the free drinks from the girls and we happened to meet chef derek and his colleagues there. Took several random shots of pics, cam-whoring with the different individuals.


Butter cookie night was such a blast, at least i got to enjoy the music pretty much and we celebrated eric chong's last day, also Jocelyn's birthday. Reckoned all of us were enjoying ourselves very much on dance-floor, and vodka shots! What makes butter different from other clubs compared to dbl o, social house, arena, is the people and atmosphere. There quite a number of good dancers there and i've got to know some people from different walks of lives, hot hunks and babes! There was this hot asian chick by the name of stephy, she's a great dancer i would say and being surrounded by literally many guys. Had a chance to hook up a short conservation with her and then we went rocking up and down, goodness. On the other side, eric and gang were dancing with jam and Jocelyn, while some sat at one corner drinking only, lol. We got ourselves so drunk, as speculated crazy stuffs bound to happen. Oh what a scandalous night, that's life =X



Singing session with J.A.C.E was better? Finally get to meet out after two months hiatus. Sang the usual old songs which were kinda repetitive from the first session, oh c'mon they should have updated the latest songs by now. Had a fruitful time catching up with j.a.c.e, discussed through different issues and i've learnt many insights. We filled up our hungry stomach at upper Thomson rd eventually we ended off with gossipings and lost track of the time. Waited half an hour or so for the bus and found out the last bus was actually 11.30, unwillingly took the bloody cab back home.


Oh Colbie Calliat album is out and daniela already got it, aww im so jealous. Kept listening to this song over and over, im so obsessed by song. Nice songs plus a prismatic singer








Okay this is getting lengthy if i continue to crap on, alright cheers.


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Sunday, August 30, 2009 

Category: Blogging
Exams are finally over and i guess most of us are busy with vacation plans and late nights partying. Hope i would made it through this time, the papers turned out to be nightmarish and i stayed up during the late nights mugging, Norman was right im dumb stupid.. fuck. After a period of six months waiting, house is finally sold for $457K which mum and brother were relieved about it. Somehow i can't bear to this place, and i got so distracted by it through the exam period, worrying this and that. The ten years of stay here eventually savored back countless of memories, not forgetting the happy also the bad times. Living in the heart of the country's heritage makes me proud to be a Chinese. Furthermore, you wouldn't have much to whine about traveling since its convenient and accessible to anywhere with train transport. And of cos living staying at the outskirt of town, its just distance away from your favorite entertainment spots, clubs, bars and cinemas. Gawd, i wanna stay longer.

Besides school and home, i was very influenced in work, mingling with the people around and subconscious i've turned so sour. Recently i overheard people's conversation about of one of the trainee, commenting about her appearance and figure, even firli came to talk to about it. I mean seriously what's up with girl with a "pretty" face compared to those with the exceptional looks, and worse still, some were even married or old enough to be their father. Thats no wonder why people are so unfaithful always, because their hearts want more and eventually turns to greed. Oh don't even mention about love because its the feeling that come by go away instantly. You thought that the person was your destiny for years, suddenly all was shaken up like a lie. "And love was not something you do, instead, love was something that came" (Soulmate drama). I reckoned not just one particular hotel but in every hotels bound to have some sickos. Frankly, was quite concerned about it but sadly there's nothing much i could do about it at least being a colleague to give friendly advice.

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Saturday, August 15, 2009 

Current mood:  breezy
Category: Blogging
Just done with my workout, and my body is straining real bad. So life is certainly like sitting in a roller-coaster ride, dealing with the ups and downs. I always imagine if my life is so carefree, live without the woes and sorrows. Lately things were going badly, and seems like my whole entire life is fucked up. Heard from mum that the fucker is getting married around next month which i didnt expect it to be coming real quick especially after the D day. I'm really relieved mum is kicking fine through this ordeal. The long history of animosity between me and that fucker, i'll make him pay when the time comes, screw him CCB.

School was even disastrous, every bits of stuffs were flying all over putting my mind in a state of pandemonium. Everyday dragging my feet to school for projects, preparation for fyp stuffs and worse still, being in a competitive class bound to face many politics. And that is making me more and more crude, speaking all the profanities now and then. Aww my life is so monotonous, August sucks and i guess September and October are gonna be hell. Fuck school, i need to drink man. The only activities that keep my life moving, i guess is work and gymming, haha. Work have been hilarious cos it have been fun fooling around and getting to know some interesting guys and girls, also the 3rd batch of trainees from nyp. I've got a humongous diet this time, having large intake of calories and imagine the amount of calories i have to burn down for each workout, painstakingly.   There's so many stuffs i wanted to blog about if i could have more time to do so. On another note, i detest people who fail to hold up their promises and being so fake, CCB.


OH, caught harry potter with mum and the movie was just good or rather BOO, thats no reason why i slept during the show
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Sunday, July 26, 2009 

Current mood:  flirty
Category: Blogging
Previous night was a blast at Arena. Had abit of hangover this morning till afternoon, neither eat nor drink. So the group of us were enjoying to the fullest, the music, alcohol and laughters just seemed euphoric to make ourselves high. The dancefloor literally belongs to the ladies because most of the great dancers come from the female. One thing that makes ladies attractive in clubs is their exotic sexy dance which were mesmerizing to blast off your mind. The drinks at Arena were selling at amazing cheap prices, so  Norman, jermaine and i shared money for drinks. Drank many cups probably because i havent been drinking for a while, yeah right. Ruth merely drank a few sips and she couldnt hold the alcoholic drink, poor thing.

Hadnt meet up with the peeps for a long time so had quite an awesome time spent on some catching up stuffs and we did lots of wild stuffs there. We played the game which usually you would expect in clubs where the loser has to do some forfeit stuff. I was really in good luck that night cos i did not lose at all. Norman and shernice were the constant losers so they did some "lucky" forfeits involved drinking, kissing some strangers, belly dance and also stripping, lmao. We had a chance to interact a little with some of the VIPs there, thanks to Norman with the help of his eloquent  english.  Anyway i met some really gorgeous koreans, i mean they're just fucking hot. Just happened i had a different hair color and they thought im a korean too. Had a short conversation and i've got their myspace contacts within 10mins, hehe. Perhaps im in some kinda of luck lately.. wee


Oh and you're wondering why i hadn't blog for a long time, simply because i've been isolating myself at home except school and work so there's not much exciting stuffs to really write about. Reason for doing so was to save up money for other purposes, and one of those is to get a permanent contact lens which i've been wanting to do so for years. A sudden thought of what Ramesh was right, i look nerdy with spectactes, furthermore i've been wearing glasses for literally my entire life, screw the glasses. So yeah, my astigmatism is fucking high which to extent i have to purchase a one year lens and thats real expensive, so i've to take extreme care of it. Pity for Nicholas cos he couldnt afford a pair of contact lens at all, and thats a good thing so we won't resemble like twins anymore, yay


So im hooked up on korean dramas in my free time whenever im at home, also mastering to play street fighter IV PC like a pro. I discovered that korean exotic romance movies are more appealing than the typical japanese/american adult movies, lol. There was once I stumbled upon a venus and mars concept, and after watching the venus and mars movie, guess i understand woman better now, lol. Kim Tae-hee is super hot, she has a angel smile la... Jeez.


Marie Digby is holding a performance this coming tuesday night at Arena, wanted to go so much but the 60 bucks ticket just kills me. Oh shit, its late now.. have to turn in to bed. I'll try to update really soon, i dont know. Winnie, very sorry about today, i'm just a wuss for being scared, you know what i mean. Much apologies, hope you're well and take care.


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Wednesday, July 22, 2009 

Current mood:  angry
Category: Blogging
Just as i was about to enter into my dream, a fucking fire alarm stood me up in the middle of the night, Jeez. Initially i thought there was a fire breakout as the alarm could be heard loud and clear coming from opposite my block. I hurried to the window to take a glance of whats going on. Few minutes later the civil defence came to relief the situation, just as i thought they discovered it was a false alarm, frankly screw the culprit who triggered the alarm.  


Sorry, just writing this to vent anger here, couldnt sleep right now and i've left with literally 3 hours before lesson start. I want back my sleep Arses!! So I've neglected blogging for very long time, hate me?  bye.
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Friday, June 26, 2009 

Current mood:  breezy
Category: Blogging
Eavesdropping has become part of my daily profession lately, where i was put in a situation hearing into people's conversation unintentionally. Unearthing behind the close doors "politics" which have been going around. So getting to learn upon these informative intelligences, im having the doubts if what i've heard is true, perhaps not.

Working was just getting better than it used to be in the past, the nonsensical stuffs, issues and the constant exchanging of crude gesture, had been dealt with. Had been a joy working with the NYP trainees, hanging out and stuffs and they're gonna leave for Ibis bencoolen hotel next week. The most person i gonna missed will be J.A.C.E peeps, hadnt been hanging out for a long time. I wonder when the ice-skating session is going to be, stripper is to be blamed 

Caught the "Hannah montana" movie weeks ago with Carmen, it was kinda of interesting one. I'm not quite a fan of miley cyrus, let alone the show and i thought " Hannah Montana? gosh another disney show". And that made felt so awkward seating in a cinema with a crowd of kids who are just miley cyrus fanatics anticipating to see their idol. Guess i was mentally-attracted by the song "Climb" to watching this movie, Miley was a quite a compassionate singer. Anyway Carmen and i were trying to hold our laughters at how some kids went jumping and dancing throughout the movie, if i had video down the whole montage, it brings hilarity, LOL.


Bumped upon this on youtube, collaboration of the hit "climb", so i thought it would be something that's worth watching.




A guest asked if im borned a Eurasian, curiosity struck me so i ask why and she said i had a different color, im being random.

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Wednesday, June 10, 2009 

Current mood:  animated
Category: Blogging
Dating someone out was a joy in my life, nothing could have been better what life has to offer. Some vital tips i've acquired during a dating session, cheers

1. Don't ask her to be feminine.

2. Don't let her drink more over 3 glasses, she will beat someone up.

3. At a cafe, drink coffee instead of coke or juice.

4. If she hits you act like it hurts, if it hurts act like it doesn't.

5. On your 100th day together, give  her a rose during her class, she likes it alot.

6. Be her soulmate, chat with her at least 3 hours a day.

7. Also be remembered to bring along tissue and an umbrella for rainy day.

8. If she says she will kill you, don't take it lightly. You will feel better.

9. If her feet hurts, exchange shoes with her.

10. Finally she likes to sing, learn to sing with her.


Not resourceful enough? go and watch my sassy girl, haha.
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Thursday, June 04, 2009 

Category: Blogging
Carmen challenged tracy and i into a competition, the person who finish the show last is going to treat for a meal. So i had been watching BoF for a while, besides work and school i guess BoF show just keep my life going. Being a great fans of BoF, i had the instant thought of changing a new layout here to show support.. hehe. Credits to carmen for designing the layout, everything work out fine, appreciate it lots. For those who had not watch the series, catch a glimpse of it in the music player. If you have watch meteor garden, this show would be worthwhile watching, thumbs up for it.




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Thursday, May 28, 2009 

Current mood:  pensive
Category: Blogging
Carmen was talking about this show that shook the fanatics. A recent korean hit drama "boys over flower" (korean version of meteor garden) was rumored to bring a curse. Bad news of the casts have been reported, it was car accident and yet another suicide case, god know whats next. Of course when comes to korean shows it never fails to interest me abit to find out. Jang Ja Yun, committed suicide ranging from many possibilities such as mental struggles from work. It was more than what meets the eye, a investigation later revealed that she was physically abused from directors and forced to have sex. It just show how dirty entertainment industry works in the reality, actresses have to sleep around to climb the top. That is the sad reality. Though bad news after bad news had followed, i guess that never stops me from watching.




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Tuesday, May 26, 2009 

Current mood:  rejuvenated
Category: Blogging
I was walking towards the train station after the celebration at clarke quay. Just as i was about to enter the train platform, a lady walked past me weeping in tears. Like any typical scenario you would encounter once in a while seeing a person cry in the streets. I was hesitant for that moment as though i could empathize for a stranger, the agony and pains the person had suffered. Just like we often carries this "should i even care" mentality, making me a self-centered person. Perhaps for this reason i couldnt stop my tears from dripping. Reckoned i was deeply touched by what had happened tonight, which i hadnt felt so emotional for a long while. Had this sudden urge to cry out so much, just couldnt bring myself to do it. Headed to the convenience store and grabbed a beer to drink instead, think that's the best way to curb crying lol.



Wishing Jesslyn a joyous and fruitful 19th birthday! 

Celebrated Ms Jesslyn's birthday today, initially we planned to have it on a later date and Arthur changed it at such a late notice. Met up with Stripper and arthur to go to orchard and get the preparations done. Obiviously the present and cake havent been bought and the we were having difficult time to decide a suitable gift. Getting the present was really a pain to our ass, searched high and low for an ideal earring that would suit her liking. The deciding factors were many and we wouldnt know if she likes earring. I always thought Arthur would know best what to get afterall he had known her for 2 years or so, and it doesnt seems to be that way. I would have done a better job if we have met earlier, just kidding haha. After much discussion we decided to get an earring with a pearl design on it, and went down to dallas. I was quite worried initially that the restuarant would not provides a nice embience to celebrate in, but it turns out to be favorable. We managed to bring a surprise to her somehow, its funny to look at how jesslyn had been deceived by stripper's lies.. haha. The 3-course meal we had was just sumputuous to make our stomach bloated.

The crucial point of the celebration was to getting jesslyn to open the present which was the climax of this birthday treat. It was until the present she saw brought a smile to her face, we felt much more relieved. Jesslyn was funny, she said some stuffs which makes me felt deeply touch for the first time, i shall not cry lol.. Perhaps im not used to people saying such touchy words for a quite a long time, special girl indeed. Though she claimed to like the earring, wouldnt sure if she really meant it. To be frank its not an easy task getting a birthday gift that the person would like it, and the birthday girl would never disappoint you with those magic words. They said afterall is the thought that counts, i doubt so. Help me carmen.
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Thursday, May 21, 2009 

Current mood:  gallant
Category: Blogging
Woke up in the morning and i found myself wondering what to do in life. That reminds me of what gabriel mentioned about living in this world is to having a aim and purpose in life. Despite the countless disappointments faced, i guess there are times for failure and let every setbacks to be a experience. I'm glad to have some good friends around, and for such friendship its priceless. Had a tiff with carmen for the very first time, an intense argument which wasn't to be expected. All the while i've been wary about the words i spoke, perhaps that puts me in a comfort zone. Many times i find it hard to express my true feelings, eventually i used scarasms as a better alternative. Reckoned i had made a mistake this time, but still my intentions meant good.

Treated carmen to dinner at town as an apology, everything turns out fine eventually.. wee~ Thought that was an embarrassement but still im willing to strip away my pride this time. For that i wouldnt want to lose such a good korean friend, haha.

Recently norman and ruth posed me some questions which put me in a difficult spot. I'm in a whirlpool of thoughts if i would choose to continue hanging out with S.R.N.J.C or J.A.C.E or either giving up one, geez. Tough decision still, maybe i shouldnt have even thought of such question.

Been putting on some weight and i think its time to cut down on my diet again. Carmen suggested having salad for my daily meals, not a bad idea.. haa.

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