its always hard after a long period to write something about how are you feel,what are you thinking and this kind of stuff that nobody will read but today I'm quite lost and confused in my minds.someone one day told me to write to express what i have inside of me.
i'm this kind of man born with a super sense of emotion,its killing me sometimes and i can do nothing when i feel depressed or annoyed because all my thoughts are focused on that.
anyways!
Since I'm doing more interneting,i have met a bunch a new people,of new friends but once again this thing is killing me.
I'm always wondering myself,if all these people are really my friends and how do they feel about me,do they feel the same?
i receive some compliments too about my work and I'm thankful to that but is it sincere?I'm not so sure. is it just a formal compliment back?
it hurts me deeply when somebody who you feel it could be your friend told you something that you think afterward it was not sincere.
But i know of course you can't force someone to love you or your work but i really would like more sincerity.
even if its hurt i wouldn't hurt more than a fake compliment and smile.

i'm not feel encouraged by this behaviour,and keeping that to my mind i just can't.
i can even work when i'm feel so bad i had lot of plans but now i just want to quit everything,burn all my ancients pieces and cry in the cornner waiting for a better hand.

i know its stupid and i just keep going but i'm too much attached to these people and their support help me a lot to feel some relief.


 

NOW I need to write something shorter becoz this fucking myspace monkeys are to stupid!!!! don't touch this button if you don't know what it is!!!!

anyway it was to say HI and to say that i plaining to make my own T shirt design this summer,it will be released on a specialized website (not mine,I don't have my own website yet *sigh*)
I'm doing a competition too for designing a shoe ((A pair of shoes not one)I cross the fingers.)

I don't forget art (like Art with a big A) but my T shirt will be a extension of my art with all my universe.

I working now on drawing the city (bribes of sensation about the city and the feeling to being in the city) I will make a book with all this series.

I really need a website for selling all this stuff :) !!!

ART+DESIGN=something good ,it like thinking and dreaming but i cannot say which one stand for art and design.

  ok that's all ,i think,its just a formal blog today not crazy like the last one lol    

Bye see ya !!!

Hi everyone!!!  this a little post,for talking about my thoughts and the thinking of posting more blog entries.

I think it could be a great exercise for me to write more about my life and my work,and in English which is not my language but it's my favorite language.
I'm not pretending to be good in it but i try to learn and i'm doing my best everyday.(if you have some advices for me be free to post a comment on that page :)
The most difficult is not the language now its more like what I want to write in that big white page.
let's talk about all and nothing ,life and others,sharing all of that wrapped up with words.
I think introduce myself seems to be a good idea for a beginning!!

well,I'm Cedric cheron ,I'm 23 almost 24 I live in France,more precisely my region is Normandy and I'm a student in a fine arts school in Rouen.
Rouen is a beautiful city crossed by "la seine" this not a big city but we have a plenty of bars everywhere.(and lot of drunks mens too,screaming at loud in the parks) but except bars there's nothing to do at night.
Anyways if all is good it will my last year here but i don't really know at this time if I have any chances to pass my exam,I'm doubtful at this point.
later I would like to travel the world,cross the Atlantic sea and explore this strange continent called America and meet awesome people like all my Internet friends and if I'm really lucky meet famous peoples sharing something with them like artists,musicians..normals folks too aha.
Maybe I'm dreaming here and thats is just a fantasy and maybe I'm just a kid in the inside who wants to grow up and becoming a man at last..
(you see when i talk about thought its really pure thought its more like a automatic writing haha.)
ok right
today i'm in my parent's home during the vacation and i try to work on a big pen drawing it's a figurative drawing like imagined  landscape( i will show you something when it will be done)
everyday I'm divided between playing guitar and drawing but I know I've make the wrong choice today but i so like to play guitar and particularly to play Tegan and sara's songs and watching their videos again and again that the kind of people i would like to meet but if i want to that happen I need to stay focused on my work.
I begin to change,art is all I can do,its what I want to do,my life,create for people,for me,make some designs and pieces of art.It's a hard work to do because I'm lazy sometimes (most of the time in fact) but I change and love what i do more each days and I'm ready for being a full time artist.

support me if you believe in my work or if you like it!!!!i need support from other persons.

It all for the moment my brain is empty now if i have some other thought to post be sure i will post something about that because its so so unusual for me and i have never wrote a journal before and in fact i like it !!!

peace to everyone here you are and love in your hearts
take care of you and each other
your friend cedric :)

PS sorry if my English is not perfect and iv miss some fault ;)



 
 
 
   
       
   

 

this is a movie about travel though the time,blindness,destruction,and death i use differents viewpoints in order to show the caracter's disappearence.