I've come to realize
my life before my eyes
no matter where I go
no matter what I do
I'm always going to be
nothing more than just
a second class citizen
and to me that's pitiful
because I am much more than that
everyone should know that

Chorus:
I cant wait, til I'm on my own
I cant wait til I'm on my own throne
and everything will be perfect
I can do whatever I want
because I will be on my own
A throne I can call my own

Person 1--when I came to live with you
everything was fine and I was through
with just about everything that was
going on in my life at the moment
then you betrayed me
when I felt like I needed you the most
and then you had the nerve
to ask for my forgivenss
and like a fool, I gave it to you
Only to take my heart and toss it away
That's what happened that cold February Day.
Person 2--you have been absolutely great to me
I love you more than anything
You give me more than I deserve
but I can't help but think
I am just more of the same kind of citizen
as person 1 thought me to be
maybe I'm just stupid and selfish
but I can't help what I feel
And I hate myself for thiking something
so obsurd.
I feel like a burden and I know that I am
That's why I must go

Chorus

La la la la

I've got to prove to everyone
that I can hold my ground
I can pay all of my bills
clean up all the spills
that I will ever make
No one has faith in me
but that just makes me stronger
because I will prove you all wrong

I'm leaving.
I'm going to live on my own.
You can't stop me.
I love you all.
But you have to let me be.
I just need to be free.


Inspiration: Just thought I was nothing but a second class citizen, and I had to prove that I was able to be on my own.

Copyright JDD Music

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Should Be You lied to me You said you wanted to be with me forever You wanted me to be the father of your kids I guess you led me on and I played along Fell for your game How can you say we can be friends? When everything I see your face I'm reminded of the pain you left me with Chorus: That should be me Holding your hand I should be dancing with you Holding you, loving you I want the taste of your lips in touch with my senses That should be getting all this Just wanna make this right I just wanna hold you tight I hate seeing you with him It's killing me What does he got that I do not What makes him so hot And me so not to you I thought I was all you wanted But I see that you found something more Chorus I wanna talk to you Say what I feel I gotta do this for real The pain inside of me is just so ideal And my tears don't lie You're gone, goodbye Chorus That shoudn't be him That should be me Inspiration: Honestly, I saw Kathy and Keifer dancing together and shit and I didn't like it. Because I wasn't over her.

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I have finally decided to put my songs on here, Please do not copy them. If you do and they become a hit and you make millions, please be aware that I have a lawyer and I will sue. Thanks. :) Gonna Get Fat I'm one fat cat yeah I'm fat cat I dont care if I get fat because I'm going to be alone forever So why should I have to look good? I can eat whatever I want No more counting calories Chorus: I'm alone, all alone You can call me on the phone the line won't be busy cause I'm alone, all alone Yeah fuck exercising Lonliness has definitley set in My best friend has deserted me She took all that was left of me No I'm gonna get fat Because I'm all alone And I bet it will stay like that Chorus Oh yeah I love fast food Oh yeah it just tastes so good I'm gonna dye my gorgeous hair black And get really fat, and get really fat Chorus

 

Inspiration: I'm gonna be alone the rest of my life, so might as well get fat.

 

Once Again

We're standing here
once again
the rain is pouring down
my heart is as loud as the thunder
my energy is built up
I could strike at any moment
just like the lightning
the natural electricity from the sky

Don't want to hear
the wrong word
Seep from your mouth
Not again, never again

Chorus:
I could be everything
I stood for you in the pouring rain
I thought you were gonna
clear my cloudy skies
Now my heart's broken
And I wish I knew why

Now the only question
the only words I have to say
is why did you bring me back
back to the same place
just to open up the same wound?
So you could laugh in my face?
Was it to better yourself?
The blood is on your hands

Chorus

After all I said
When I said I love you
It wasn't a lie

Did you beleive me?
We're you lying to me?
When I believed in
your love for me
Please tell me
You changed your mind
Don't leave me behind
to cry in your empty arms

I guess you could say
It's all my fault
I shoudn't have went back
Back for your love
You gave your heart away
Your time's up

Chorus

We're standing here
Once again
My heart is as loud as the thunder

I'm walking out the door
Broken hearted
Once again

Inspiration: Flavor Flav eliminating New York for the second time. We artist don't choose what we get inspired by, we just get inspired and then we have to write. :)

Copyright JDD Music.

I Can Do Better lyrics

by Avril Lavigne

"I Can Do Better"

I couldn't give a damn what you say to me
I don't really care what you think of me
cause either way you're gonna think what you believe
there's nothing you could say that would hurt me

I'm better off without you anyway
I thought it would be hard but I'm ok
I don't need you if you're gonna be that way
cause with me it's all or nothing

I'm sick of your shit don't deny
you're a waste of time
I'm sick of your shit
don't ask why

I hate you now
So go away from me
You're gone
So long
I can do better
I can do better
HEY
HEY YOU
I found myself again
That's why
Goodbye
I can do better
I can do better

You're so full of shit
I can't stand the way you have to just can (?) comprehend
I don't think that you can handle it
I'm way over,
over it

I will drink as much Lemoncello as I can
and I'll do it again and again
I don't really care what you have to say
Cuz you know you know you're nothing

I'm sick of your shit don't deny
you're a waste of time
I'm sick of your shit
don't ask why

I hate you now
So go away from me
You're gone
So long
I can do better
I can do better
HEY
HEY YOU
I found myself again
That's why
Goodbye
I can do better
I can do better

What'd you say?
I told you so
You know that
cuz I always know

Get outta my face
Hey Hey
You're not my taste
Hey Hey

I am so
sick of you
You're on my nerves
I wanted you

Get outta my face
Hey Hey
You're not my taste
Hey Hey

I hate you now
So go away from me
You're gone
So long
I can do better
I can do better
HEY
HEY YOU
I found myself again
That's why
Goodbye
I can do better
I can do better

I hate you now
So go away from me
You're gone
So long
I can do better
I can do better
HEY
HEY YOU
I found myself again
That's why
Goodbye
I can do better
I can do better

hey everyone. this is my first blog and i decided to write about ozark and why i love it so much. so maybe you will understand why i was crying so much yesterday when i was informed that i couldnt live there until october.

i have lived in ozark my entire live up until two years ago. i remember the day i moved out of ozark. i was june 4, 2004. the worst day of my life. i was crying the whole trip up to trenton. four hours of literally bawling my eyes out. i was leaving my home. my life. my friends. my past. where i grew up. it literally felt like i was leaving heaven and going to hell. i strongly believe in karma so i thought i must have done something really bad to deserve to have everything lifted away from me. at the time of my moving, i had basically lost everything.  my dad died a year and two months ago (at the time), i had been put in foster care two months after my dad died so i basically lost my mom too. that day June 30, 2003. My life changed forever. My house that i had lived in since i was 7, i was being forced to move out of and live with a strange family. My room was gone. My AVRIL LAVIGNE pictures were gone. i didnt live there anymore. this house was also special to me because my father had died in this house. in my living room. i just really miss ozark so much. but yeah just think of everything you once knew and loved and cherished being ripped from you in a matter of minutes. literally minutes. one reason it hurt so bad to move was the fact that i was leaving my best friends. paige, danya, mindy, kyle, brittany.  these people helped me get through the past year. do you know how hard is it to live without your mom and dad? my friends became my family. my backbone. i have so many friends. all my friends help me. the night my dad died, my best friendsushed to my house to comfort me. how good of friends is that. they rushed to my house as the body bag was being placed over my fathers lifeless body. those are the friends that i know that i will have for life. dont get me wrong. i love all my friends that i have mad over the past two years living in trenton. i love you all very much and are a very important part of my life. but you are not them. you have not seen me go through the toughest times of my life and be there for me when my life was literally flashing before my eyes. you  guys are not my friends from ozark. but my friends from ozark are not you. you both hold a very special place in my heart. i love you all. but everyone has to understand that ozark is my home. it will always be my home. i want to die there, i want to grow old there, i want to get married there, i want2live there, i want my children to graduate from ozark high school. i wanna live there more than anything in the world. i would literally die for ozark. if there was an army to defend ozark i would gladly join in. i love it there. its my home. i wanna go home. i'm gonna stop bothering you now about ozark. please comment this. thanks alot!

 

<3 Jeffrey