Well... the other day, Monday to be more specific, I was bored out of my mind!   Didn't have to work, no school, everyone else was working, was in a bad mood, etc.  So I went shopping.  I went to Home Depot, got bored, so I went to Super Pet.  That was where I met Buttercup!   A little 8 week old Palomino-Dwarf cross that no one wanted because her one ear flopped and the other was straight.  How cruel!  So... I bought her, along with a cage, food, litter, toys, etc.  and anything else a rabbit might want!  There was no way my rabbit was going to be lonely or bored or hungry or cold!  I should probably mention, that during this time my parents were still up at the cottage and knew nothing about what was going on.  So I got Buttercup home and after having her pee on my bed three times and having to wash my sheets I finally got her into her cage and fast asleep. 

Next day.  Tuesday.  The day my parents come home. Yikes!  I vaccuum the house twice, spray febreze everywhere and then I think I'm ready to handle them.  Yeah, they weren't so happy... Dad thought we could eat her, Mum just wanted to take her back or give her to someone.  But I held my ground and they are actually starting to like her!  Well, really, who couldn't?!  She's soo cute and sweet!  Then we get to Wednesday when I realize I'm allergic to her bedding... great...  So another trip to the pet store after work on Thursday to get new bedding... and more money spent  and then my allergies seem to go away!  Yay! 

So now I've had Buttercup for about 5 days and I love her more everyday!  She's actually become litter trained already and she knows that I'm her mummy!  If you want to see her I put some pics on, she's so big already it's hard to believe she's still a baby!  I'm going to get some more pics of her outside with her cute little harness on soon... until then.... enjoy

Well, thought I'd give this a try... For all my wonderful friends who really care about me, you'll all be very happy to know that I'm doing lots better!  I'm starting a new job tomorrow, nothing fun or exciting, just an easy retail job, a good thing for me to get started back. 

I'm so annoyed with relationships though.  I find that no matter what choice I make it always seems to be the wrong one and I end up hurting myself.  How do you know if how you feel is the real thing?  How do you just listen to your heart and not your head?  I've been in love and I lost it, but now I will always be in love.  I've given my heart away and part of it will always remain with that person.  It hurts to know that they've moved on, when I haven't, and that it's my fault that they had the opportunity to move on. *sigh*  I guess no one ever said life and love was easy.