BIRTHDAY PARTY:
So It’s been three years,
since I’ve opened up my ears
just taking in everything I see.
And in around three weeks
I’ll be packing all I need,
just taking off in a coach seat
to arrive in the city,
to arrive in the city.
Welcome to my birthday party,
Welcome to my dying day.
Everyone’s got a backpack full of problems,
but everyone’s got a pocket full of change.
And it’s sounds so strange,
but I’ve been counting everyday
like it's one more day I don’t have to change my ways.
And I stopped writing poetry,
and started up a diary
so you could see exactly what I mean,
can you see exactly what I mean.
Welcome to my birthday party,
welcome to my dying day.
Everyone’s got a backpack full of problems
but everyone’s got a pocket full of change.
THE ACTRESS AND I..
Welcome to my head where your face has been poured in, and I keep drinkin' coffee cause my thoughts stay clear when things start to spin and every night on my floor I'm thinking about you more and more. So how are the stars tonight in Hollywood? Cause I'm watching the planes back home, We've got time in advance, but we don't got time on our hands Welcome to the spotlight, I'm keeping on all my lights, and I keep rolling over, cause my heads completely sober and every night on my floor I'm thinking about you more and more and more. Cause I'm singin out the same tune like you can hear it in your bedroom, Can you hear me in your bedroom? I'm dreaming out the same dream like you can see it when your sleeping, can you see me when you're sleeping? Welcome to my heart where an army marches through, and they blow everything to smithereens and all thats left is you
A GIRL FILLED WITH DEMONS:
Escaping collections of brainwaves in an empty hotel bathtub, I'm resting
Examining an arm full of embers in a vast river of lovers, I'm sinking
Envisioning a girl filled with demons in a cold hospital bed, I'm reaching
You try and pull me in like you're getting under my skin, but I don't feel it
Enlightening my dreams in a disaserous bedroom, I'm sleeping
Entering a heart that is freezing in a room with no ceilings, I'm searching
Erasing everything I think and replace it with all that I'm learning
You try and pull me in like you're getting under my skin, but I don't feel it.
EUTHANASIA:
I must be too late, I'm pacing I look up at the doors in front of my face, "It must be today.." reads the clock with these sticky notes you've made, I'm unattended here as a superglued tape deck repeats your name, I'm running out of time, we're running out of time when I feel like I climbed up to heaven and I'm locked outside I ran all night and day only to find that I was running in place, and I can't sleep at night when I evaluate conceptions of becoming awake. I tremble in fear.. scraping the sky with my fingernails analyzing the freeway like the light at the very end of the tunnell is just another train and I remodeled the word "anxiety" and I made it a phrase, I peeled my heart off my sleeve and I shipped it away cause I feel like I climbed up to heaven and I'm locked outside.
I BELIEVE
She said when birth leads to death, we'll pour out in the atlantic to be released from this mess, to be relased from the panic, and we'll float like the seagulls and we'll lye like the sand and remminiss of climbing mountains and the valleys that we've ran we just want to believe, I believe in peace and harmony I don't believe what we see on the TV screens, I believe in you cause you always believe in me.
and the people are inspired from what they have heard, cause the knowledge turns to wisdom of all the things that we can't learn, and the kids they run the streets like nothing else matters and I lay me down to sleep, less religion more of a pattern I wanna believe, I believe in peace and harmony I don't believe what we read in the magazines I believe in you, cause you always believe with me.
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