Where do I begin//
Just when it seems as if I can't win//
The feeling is. Locked in when I feel I have to pre....tend//
I try to stay positive tho....//
But work is really. Workin my last nerve and I kno it really shows//
And. Its hard to do what u really want, when u never really have big dough//
So I'm stuck working a shitty 9 to 5 with shady ass....holes...//
I met a girl who. Really seems...to like me//
So to speak, everythings going smoothly//
I hope she understands me, and won't. Eventually take advantage of....me//
And music is really starting to take its form...//
We really taking off , the receptions warm//
I hope it stays hot, and record companies, like a wasp colony begin to.....swarm

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It seems as if no one cares but you, when it comes to you/
Everyone mainly focuses on self, so they sit you on a shelf with the others/
Not knowing that one day they may need you/
And when they need you, you won't exist/
Nowhere to be found lost in the abyss/
Driving thru the fog in the middle of the unknown/
All because no one cares when you do///

Got off work today...went to the gym for the 1st time since I been back working after my surgery. Felt great. I need to get back in touch with frost about my next tattoo as well...anyone have any ideas on what I should get? Time will tell...I made 2 beats today..both dope...started one I wasn't feeling so I trashed it. Work at 5 am 2morro gotta be up at 3 30 am....

well here we go...only a few days  left until i got in for my 1st surgery in life, and i must say..i am pretty nervous/ scared whatever you want to call it. i always wondered what it would be like, and who would be around when i would have to go through something serious in my life... i was the person always there for everyone else, and now that its my turn all the people that i was there for are nowhere to be found. people that claimed to love Ghost at one point or even called me brother are now not in the picture. i mean i have people here for me but for some reason i still feel alone, i still feel unwanted. people hit me up to do stuff and i swifly decline, i have been this way for a while. music consumes my existance, and some people wont and will never understand it because its not there place to...and some people claim they do but only part time so ultimately it seems to come down to me only...a lone soldier fighting for what i believe in 24/7 but no one but me gives a fuck... where do we go from here on out????
on a side note...it seem as i try so hard to make people happy, and try to do things right, but i always seem to fail...no one belives im fighting depression from all the bullshit i must endure day in and day out but here i am...i sit and watch and observe the people around me and the people i once knew get older and it saddens me because time just goes by so damn fast, and we really dont kno the meaning...I LOVE U ALL EVEN IF U CAN GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME!!!!

thank you and goodnight





the ones who really kno me love me and the people who secretly admire my genious cant stand me but here i stand...legendary in the making!