I was tagged on Facebook.
I've been spending a lot of time on there.
I mean, A LOOOT of time!
It makes me feel bad because I've been neglecting my MySpace page...
Anyways, here are the 25 random facts about me.

1. I'm very obsessive: If I get interested in something, I must know
everything there is to know about it, and have everything that relates
to it!

2. I love baking, but when the cake or cookies are ready, I get angry
at myself because I know I don't have the willpower not to eat them...

3. The four cheese pizza from DiGiorno is my favorite food!

4. I am terrified of talking to strangers on the phone...

5. I used to think knitting was just for old people, but now I think it's awesome! Maybe it's because I'm getting older...

6. My parents are among the best people on this earth! Sure they have their issues, but who doesn't?!

7. If a movie is longer than 90 minutes, I lose interest... I went to
see LotR: The Two Towers in the theater, but I slept through most of it.

8. The best soda I have ever tasted is Lift Lemon, and you can only get it in Australia.

9. My favorite cities (so far) are Reykjavík and Melbourne.

10. I think older men are sexy, especially if they wear glasses.

11. People tell me I'm talented, but I think everything I make, knit, paint and draw is crap.

12. I think I was supposed to be born a guy... Being a girl doesn't bother me, I just wish I was better at it.

13. I dislike most people, for no reason whatsoever.

14. I hate being in crowded places.

15. I've sunken into a deep social isolation and cut myself off from most of my friends. I feel very lonely, but I just don't know how to connect with them again :/
I'm sorry.

16. I can't stop picking at my cuticles and the skin around my nails. I
do it both consciously and unconsciously and I will do it to the point
of making myself bleed.

17. I could live the rest of my life without chocolate, but not without ice cream!

18. When I was younger I thought there were cameras everywhere,
watching me. Sometimes I just sat in my room and thought about where
they were hidden.
I was really freaked out when I saw the movie The Truman Show...

19. Apples are my favorite fruit. When I die, I want to be buried, and I want someone to plant an apple tree on my grave!

20. I'm very impatient and I fear that if I ever have children, I'll be a horrible mother because of that.

21. I am usually too proud to ask for help, which is probably why I
failed the same math class twice in High School, and ended up dropping
out...

22. I want to learn how to speak Japanese and Russian.

23. I became a vegetarian because meat is more expensive than
vegetables and canned beans. I don't miss it, and I will probably never
eat it again!

24. I wish I could play an instrument, preferably the violin or piano.

25. It took me two days to write this.

I hope you enjoyed that.
Feel free to write your own...

* Be a better friend (I haven't been a good friend for the past couple of years)
* Be more creative.
* Read more books (at least 52).
* Work on my social anxiety (I have to stop being afraid of everything).
* Eat healthier and drink more water.
* Start lifting weights again (December killed me...).
* Become a better runner.
* Ride my bike more often.
* Learn something new.
* Keep in touch with my family (I miss them already)

I'll add on if I think of anything else...

Here are my resolutions for 2008.

* Become entirely vegan (I stayed vegetarian, I'm happier that way)
* Drink more water
* Eat right, I have to stop snacking on everything
* Keep exercising every day, for up to two hours (2 hours, what was I thinking?)
* Lose weight
* Take better care of myself
* Keep learning Japanese (I remember most of what I DID learn)
* Learn how to walk in 5" heels
* Learn how to make bread bowls
* Be more creative (Took up knitting and have been taking a lot of photos)
* Read more books
* Keep in touch with my family and friends (I've been a horrible friend...)

If you know me outside of the internet, you should do this :)
(no they are not the same thing)

Johari Window
Nohari Window

Life has been good these past months... hard, but good.

1. How does the world see me?
Dating Game - Insane Clown Posse

2. Will I have a happy life?
The Great American Nightmare - Rob Zombie

3. What do people really think of me?
Grace Kelly - Mika

4. Do people secretly lust after me?
A Gorey Demise - Creature Feature

5. How can I make myself happy?
Bad Moon Rising - Rasputina

6. What should I do with my life?
Engel - Rammstein

7. Will I ever have children?
Serious - Gwen Stefani

8. What is some good advice for me?
Celebrity Skin - Hole

9. What do I think my current theme song is?
Isobel - Björk

10. What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Our Great Divide - Tarja Turunen

11. What song will be played at my funeral?
The Headless Waltz - Voltaire

12. What is my day going to be like?
Golddigger - Kanye West

13. Why am I here?
Heat of the Moment - Asia

14. What will people remember me for?
Angry Inch - Hedwig and the Angry Inch

15. What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?
The Sexy Data Tango - Voltaire

16. Are there people outside waiting to take me away?
Tear Me Down - Hedwig and the Angry Inch

17. What will this year be all about?
Turning Japanese - The Vapors

18. If you reached the top of Mount Everest, you would scream:
Meds - Placebo

19. The next time you stand up in front of a group of people, you'll say:
I'm Too Sexy - Right Said Fred

20. Your message to the world.
Last of the Wilds - Nightwish

21. Your deepest secret.
Torture Me - The Damned

22. Your innermost desire.
What Have You Done - Within Temptation

23. Your oldest memory makes you think...
Super Trooper - ABBA

24. Words for my lover:
Mouth - Bush

25. When you wake up in the morning you mutter?
I Walk Alone - Tarja Turunen

26. Right now, your feelings are:
The USS Make Shit Up - Voltaire

27. The day you fall in love will be the day that:
I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance

28. Your scream during sex:
Mr. Brightside - The Killers

29. If someone said 'I love you' what would you say?
Tainted Love - Marilyn Manson

30. What are you last words?
Call Me - Blondie

31. Where do you want to be in 5 years?
All the Things She Said - t.a.t.u.

32.  Mantra for life:
If Your Kisses Can't Hold the Man You Love - Rasputina

My coffee cup is making a strange buzzing sound!
Maybe someone is spying on me?!

The first day of the new year is almost over.
Only 22 days till I turn 22... woohoo :)
I just know 2008 will be great!

Me and dnash went to Home Depot today and I bought a cactus... just to fill the void in my heart my old cactus left when my ex killed it.
I also bought a seed sprouter and a tiny little herb garden :)
Pretty good way to start the new year, I think!

Anyways... I need to go take a shower.

* Become entirely vegan
* Drink more water
* Eat right, I have to stop snacking on everything
* Keep exercising every day, for up to two hours
* Lose weight
* Take better care of myself
* Keep learning Japanese
* Learn how to walk in 5" heels
* Learn how to make bread bowls
* Be more creative
* Read more books
* Keep in touch with my family and friends

I'll add on if I think of anything else...