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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 18
Sign: Capricorn

City: skookHELL county
State: Pennsylvania
Country: US
Signup Date: 12/25/2005

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December 16, 2008 - Tuesday

Impossible.

I wish I could take back everything--
The smiles and laughter,
The little inside jokes that made
Stupid or ordinary things amazing,
More than silly mistakes we
Brush off and forget about the next day.

How mediocre olive jars
And 90s sitcom theme songs
Are on par
With that time I fell off the bed,
Those times I ran into walls,
Your mom calling in the middle of it all.

And how before I never listened to rap songs,
The ones that remind me of you when they play
While I'm in the car.
I wish I could take it back.
Maybe I wouldn't cry when I heard those songs,

Or lie awake at night to deal with tears.
I wouldn't hate the taste of root beer.
I wouldn't jump out of my skin
At the sight of a tan car,
Or get oddly sentimental over
The Batman toys at Walmart.

I wouldn't regret letting you go
Because I didn't fight for you
Tooth and nail like I should have.
I wouldn't have to pretend that for even a minute,
I could forget you.
It's impossible.
Besides, I'd never for one moment want to.

(writing helps. it really does.)