FED UP!!! so freaken tired of this so called love game......=/.....no more for me.....now i have all the time in the world to finsh school and get into a good dental university..... with no BULLSHiT drama....

imma keep it plain n simple...no need for details.....

so ya...today went to my school to start up my intern shit......RAWR! i guess its a good thing tho.....keep me productive....only problem is theres so much to do next weekend and thats when i gotta start workin n shit....oh well i just gotta deal with it.....im an adult.....sort of...lol and i cant always be havin fun yannoes......i mean i see my parents and they work there ass off....and i think they still have alot of fun....i mean not as wild as me and shit...but they go out every now and then.....i think thats what i should be doin...and gettin use to....cuz its life......i mean when people read my info....it talks about how my life has changed...and that its the most gratifyin time of my life...but recently i dont feel that way....i still feel stuck.....and never able to move up in the life ladder....eh....i guess its okie....i  mean wdf is my rush to grow older? or i should rephrase that.....y am i in a rush to do so much so early in my life anyways?....mayb so i can retire super duper early!!!! lol....::SHRUGS:: who cares anyways......imma bounce out for now...so peace out homie GEEEEEE ^_^

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its true......we only get wiser with age.....well for most of us....i honestly can not describe how i feel right now...so much FUCKED up shit has happen.... most i will put behind me and forget......ive lost a friend recently... that shit always sucks....losin a friend and shit.....its like losing a family member.....but not?....ya know what i mean?....its funny cuz i thut this fren was like my second half.....we were almost identical but at the same time not...it was crazy.....ive lost this friend before.....but had recently regained our friendship to just lose it all over again.....i guess i can say that im happy to be movin......movin in april i think......our house is only in the 4th phase......so im hopin they'll be done faster then april lol.....its like startin all over on a clean ass slate dude......its a pretty fatty ass pad too  so ya im pretty excited bout that.....^_^.....sigh..........im outroZ! ¹