Ok so here is what I decided. I have been taking time to contemplate on my life and where I am heading. I have come to relize that my friends were right that I rush into things without thinking. In this sense I am talking about girls. Usually I am always looking for a girl to date and I always fall very quickly but lately I've come to relize that I need to step back and revaluate my self and my sense of direction. I have decided to no longer look for a gf but if one comes I'll see where it goes. And on top of this I am done dating a girl just after I start hanging out with them from now on I am going to hang out without dating. So from now on I am gunna take life one step at a time and see things from all angles