Hey kiddies out there in myspace land.....I know its been a while since I have posted a blog.....I have been cheating on myspace with facebook....dont tell.....shhh.....

Anywho so I have been preparing for Miss America....its cost alot of damn money and its been a long hard road but you know I love what I do...sooo!!

Anyway my diet update....its been like going throw the pits of hell still.....its become easier but still hard.....Im proud to say that Im 80 pounds slimmer as of yesterday!!!! Love it Love it!!!

I feel great and trying to prepare to go back to school....imagine that me with backpack and books.......LORD at age 30 I cant take it!!!

I love you guys I cant wait to blog when  I hit a 100 pounds!!!!

Love yall

K

My thought for the week is...Love each other and APPRECAITE other people differences.....Live for today becasue tommorrow can't be promised!!

Hey Guys,

I know its been a while but its been a crazy crazy month.....Im getting ready for Miss America, benefits shows.....and drag drag and more drag.

I recently went to the doctor and I have lost 60 pounds.......I feel like rocky.....i was so excited I cried!!! so I am doing well.....Im eating better ...hell I cheat ever now and then but I make sure I snap back!!

My thoughts for the month are FRIENDS......Love your friends and appreicate them...true friends will be there forever and will take care of you when you need them. 

Always remember what you "dish" out will always come back to you.....so be mindful what you say and do becasue you could be hurting someone you love!!!

Until Next Time....

Kelly OUT!!!!

Hey Kiddies,

Im still dieting and all is going well, Im feeling better my clothes are fitting better but I have a long road ahead Im taking my time with this one because there is no turning back....... Im still trying to master this crazy thing called excercise and trust me its a bitch!!! But as Diana Ross said....."I will survive" and as my mom says "that which doesnt kill us makes us stronger!" After saying that I suddenly feel like Doogie Houser....and for you young kids that dont know who that is ...ha ha look it up!!!

So these are my thoughts for the day......

I recently went through a gay pride celebration here in DC! It was great seeing many different types of gay men being together and being proud. But one thing still hasnt changed and thats the way we treat each other. I dont understand how we can have so much shadiness and hatred in our community.

Just because someone is overweight /short/broke(like me) or whatever the case might be doesnt give anyone the right to treat them any less than EQUAL.

So to my big sisters and anyone who feels different.....remember this.........

UNLESS THEY FEED, FUCK, OR FINANCE YOU........THEY DONT MATTER!!!!

With that said Im off the treadmill.....god help me!!!!

Love ya

Kristina

Hey Kiddies,

Sorry its been so long since a dietary blog but girl let me tell you that these last few weeks have been trying but big girl has made it through. I mean you never realize how much food is apart of your life until you go on a diet. Everything revolves aroung food .....ITS A DAMN CONSPIRACY!!!

Anyway the diet is going great and couldnt be happier. I have learned alot of different techniques to deal with being hungry and stress. My main problem for over eating is STRESS, so now I have a great attitude of "Bullshit isn't worth me having a heart attack over."

I have an overwhelming since of happiness since the diet is going well. Im trying also to love myself more and to see what the next phase in my life will be. Im mean hell girls Im almost 30 and its time to live live live.

So my final thought is dont sweat the small stuff take time to enjoy life because life itself is precious, you could be here today and gone tommorrow! So take some time and do something nice for yourself! And if you find yourself unhappy do something about it because only you can change your destiny.

Hey Kiddies So here goes my thought of the week......

If a black man is made fun of , it can be called Discrimination...right?

If a woman or a gay man is made fun of, it can be called Sexual Discrimination...right?

But what about all the overweight people that are ridiculed on a daily basis?? It alarms me that 70% percent of overweight teens drop out of highschool or have low attendance records because they dont wanted to be tortured on a daily basis or most overweight people stay in their homes because they dont want to be harrassed or treated unfairly.

This is expecially true in the gay community....we care already singleout for being ourselves so it amazes me the shadiness we have in our own community.

I guess kiddies what Im saying is, it amazes me the looks that are given to us at the gym, in a grocery store and especially a resturant. You probably wouldnt understand unless you walked a day in our shoes.

What gives a person the right to verbally abuse another for being different??? If everyone in this world was the same it would be a boring place.

I decided to go on a diet to have more energy but I will ALWAYS be a big girl there is no changing that.  I feel sorry for the children of today and they way this world can be so cruel.

Being Skinny doesnt mean better.....learn to like/love someone for the inside not the outside.

Not a sermon, Just a thought!!

Until next time,

You big girl with a dream!!!

Kristina

HEY THERE , OUT IN MYSPACE LAND......ITS KRISTINA KELLY

SO WEEK TWO HAS ENDED ON MY DIET AND LET ME TELL YOU THAT ITS BEEN A STRUGGLE FROM HELL. IM VERY PLEASED TO SAY NOT CHEATING , I HAVE EATEN ALL HEALTHY FOOD AND IM PROUD OF MYSELF......I STOPPED DRINKING SODA AND IM MOVING ALONG VERY NICELY. IM TRYING TO NOW INCORPORATE EXCERCISE IN MY DIET ANDYOU KNOW  ITS HARD AS HELL................THE GYM TORTURE!!!

WELL THIS IS MY RANT FOR THE WEEK, HAVE YOU EVER NOTICED THAT EVERYTHING ON TV REVOLVES AROUND FOOD? IM WATCHING TV  AND WALKING ON THE TREAD MILL IN MY GYM AND DAMN IF EVER COMERICAL ISNT ABOUT FOOD.....AND THEY WONDER WHY THIS NATION IS OVER WEIGHT.. THEN YOU CANT GO FOR  A WALK BECAUSE EVERYTHING I PASS IS A FAST FOOD RESTURANT.....SHADY.............

GOD KNOWS ROME WASNT BUILT IN  A DAY BUT DAMN CAN A FAT GIRL HAVE A BREAK?

AND TO ALL MY PEEPS IF YOU THINK IM A BITCH TRUST ME THIS ISNT EASY!!! Love yall

UNTIL NEXT TIME, THIS IS KRISTINA KELLY......

Hey Kiddies,

Just to let Im know Im still here  and fierce as ever...ha ha ha

This will be my online diet diary

So check it here's the story , I went to the doctor a few weeks ago and he informed me that I had high blood pressure due to the stress in my life, so I have been keeping a low profile. I have started changing a lot of things about myself and its hasnt been easy.

I finally came to terms with depression issue and eating/health issues.

So for once in life Im trying to take care of myself instead of everyone else. Alot of people dont understand that but I cant be there for everyone all the time....I always but myself on the "back burner" but know I have  to take care of me!!

Anyway diet and excercise are fine....Im hungry but Ill live...I think...haha So take care of your self out there in myspace land you only have one body and one life .....so live life to the fullest....

Until next time

KK