i havnt any dreams left to dream

woke up one day
with nothing left to say
cuz she knew inside
that things had just changed
she was different now
or maybe just the same
but she was cold and evil
and looking right at me
i opened my mouth
but she shut me right up
and she touched my face
with hands so soft
it was time to move on
and nothign i could say
there was nothign i could do
nothing could make her stay
this was just now
the way it was meant to be
for
so long shed been trying not to leave
but her thoughts had changed
along with her friends
and there was no space for me
no space in her new plans

they were designed to copy human beings in everyway
except for their emotions
the designers reckoned
they might develope their own emotional responses

percosets, and vicodin
absinthe and weed man
shes got everything you need
just living in a daze
cant remember yesterday
pupils big as dimes
shes thinking
"its all a dream"
as she destroys herself
puts herself through this hell
i just want to save her
but she wont accept help
for some reason inside
shes made me the enemy
cant you see
you need me
to keep you free, lee?

what did i do
that was oh so very wrong
i just wanted to make you
happy all along
but you burned and turned
maybe someday youll learn
that its hard to find
someone that you can turn to

though its true
i would have died for you
so soon
but instead im dying inside
and its all because of
you

and my dreams?
so beautiful...

sources close to the investigation
report that all bodies were decapitated
the remains of the heads
were found buried a mile away

Carve away, for better days
and all the things i couldnt say
all the time, i spent with you
and all the lies so untrue

heart i wore it on my sleeve
and you swore that you'd never leave
cuts so deep, razor to the flesh
i can still taste your lieing breath
you were rock, my base my stone
but ya left me all alone
time moves on i feel this choice
yet i still listen out for your voice
to hear you say to me so clear
to hear your footsteps coming near
to smell you perfume in the air
just to feel the softness of your hair

As you run on (lying lying)
you think shes gone (hating hating)
shes drawing near (crying crying)
feeding on your fear (shes waiting waiting)

you know that it would all be a sin
for me to touch again your milky skin
rotten now, cancer inside
youve been eaten alive by all your lies

hollow now, your insides gone
im left to record you fate in my song
inscribe the life that you lead,
describe the wife that had to leave

describe her now, that little girl
the one that follows in your world
shes always there, shes watching on
yeah shes still there even though im gone
everyday shes steps closer to you
growing stronger from the lies you spew
once she was at the end of the hallway
but look again now, shes not so far away

As you run on (lying lying)
you think shes gone (hating hating)
shes drawing near (crying crying)
feeding on your fear (shes waiting waiting)

try it now, i swear on the ground
you know that
the pains increased bitch
since youve gone
the days grow shorter
nights grow longer too
all these things they just lead me back to you
dark goddess arise covered in lies
with a corpse for a smile you wear this disguise
youre so rotten now, full of mold and mildew
and theres nothing that you ever said thats true
colder now, cold as ice
i just remember the day you first stepped out my life
your touch was frostbrite,
nothing quite right,
i wish i could forget that last nite
swear at me now, you cut so deep
with a hole in your soul that you couldnt feed
it eats away at my fuckin skin
yet i sill reach out now,
im dancing for your sins

-you think that when you die youll go to heaven...
youll come to us-