so last night my friend and i were looking at the sky and we saw something that looked like a kite or a piece of paper floating in the sky, it was moving around a little, in no apparant direction or linear way.  we stared at it for a while it looked like a spotlight then it would snake around itself and had a redish tint at times.  it was super weird....we decided it was a ufo.... 

my nephew just said my name actually it was more like hama-  but i know he was talking to me... i feel so honored.. he is the cutest boy on earth

it is raining
no tornados yet
i got kicked out of class today
i thought there was some psycho in the lobby with a gun or something
but no just a tornado watch
anyway i think i'll go walk my dog in the rain
and have another glass of wine

i slept all day today... i dreamed there was a total eclipse.... which was proceeded by a strange wind which i watched with my friends out the window of a house. the ducks and geese and all sorts of birds blew by in the wind, it was tornado like and seemed to suck everything in it's reach. then it was like the house i was in was moving and i was watching the country side roll by and then it got dark as the sun entered the shadow of the moon. i wanted to go outside to see it but i thought it was bad for my eyes or was afraid of the crazy wind or something... not really sure..

something made me sad-like i wanted to cry because it was so beautiful-like really really lovely beautiful like you can't touch it and it reminded me of what it was like when things were more real-and i had less bullshit to deal with. there is an owl i see some mornings when i drive to work-it is sitting on a wire. it makes me kind of sad cause it seems it's natural habitat is being rapidly developed. like today's news, some guy whose name i didn't catch was trying to sell global warming as a good thing to open up the northern passage to Russia. it's like the guy who tried to tell me the alaskan pipeline was good for the wild animals as they like to hang out there and get warm. it sound like bullshit to me. are these people for real? is this how they feel and think? it's constant bullshit. so when i hear something that makes me feel something im not sure anyway thanks