Let Us Pray...

Father God...
     I stand here before you today to discuss a lot that's been happening in my life lately. Not only have I hurt myself but I've hurt others. Most importantly, I've hurt people who care for me. I've hurt people who love me. I pushed when I should have pulled. I pushed their love away when I should have been pulling it in. Everyday is another fight against temptation. Although, I don't always give in, I still do sometimes. And I know I hurt my family and close friends when I do this. So I'm standing here today, Father God, asking for forgiveness for my past and strength for my future. Not only strength to fight temptation but a strength to love, a strength to trust, a strength to stop lying and hurting others with my lies. A strength to keep my promises, a strength to fulfill the needs and satisfactions of my loved ones, a strength to move forward in life. I haven't had this strength so my weaknesses and poor decision making have been pulling me back. I no longer wanna live like this, Father God. I wanna move forward in life. I'm not asking to hand me happiness, hand me a new job, hand me this money. I'm asking for the strength to get off my lazy behind and get this new job, earn that money, earn my happiness. Strength to do the right things, play my cards right, and earn somebody's love.  Like I said; it's been a big fight and I've been fighting all my life. And if I continue doing what I'm doing, I'm gonna continue fighting for one, two, three, five, ten, even twenty years. So I need this strength to end this fight, I'm not expecting to be happy tomorrow, the next day or even next week. I just wanna start the process of killing the negativity in my life today. I've let down my family and I've let down a very special person who cared for me. Cared for me so much that she stuck with me through all the highs and lows, all the do's and don'ts, stuck with me though all the wouldn'ts and won'ts. After all the lies, all the tears falling from her eyes. She's shed so many tears that she no longer cries. I'm here Father God with my arms, hands, and heart open in need of salvation… God save me.
         AMEN

Yessir! Finally Went To Vegas And Recorded New Classics. I Wanted To Get The New Mixtape In The Streets Febuary But Thats Probably Not Gonna Happen. I Had 16 Hours In Vegas Last Week And I Recorded 14 Tracks!! Enough For A Mixtape But 3 Of The Tracks Didnt Come Out As Planned. So That Leaves Me Wit 11 Solid Tracks. Not Enough For The "Once Again Its On" Mixtape. So I Gotta Roll Back To Vegas To Record. Maybe Another 2 Weeks... Maybe Even Later Though. I Know I Been Talkin Bout This Mixtape Comin Out For A While And Im Sorry. Things Jus Got Messed Up. Plus I Got A Cold When I Was In Vegas So That Messed Me Up Even More.

Hope Erryone Is Still Anticipating The Release Of The Mixtape Cus It Will Be 15 Tracks Of Fire!!!

Love Yall That Support Me And Adore Those That Hate Me

Sorry For The Delay...

MAG

Just to let eryyone know there was a big big misunderstanding... i aint dead obviously. Mags still here still breating. i appreciate all the messages checking up on me. and erryone that was concerned wit my health. there were a lot of rumors that i got shot in the face. i dont know how that got out... i aint 50 Cent! but this is what really happened...

I had a tooth ache sunday aug. 12th. On the 13th i went to the dentist to see whats poppin. They gave me an "open med" simular to a root canal. the next day there was mad swelling in my jaw. i just ignored it thinkin its cause of the work done on my tooth. still kept getting bigger. on wedsday i went back the the dentist. he told me errything was cool. that the swelling is expected due to the work he had done. so i was like cool.

thursday i woke up and my whole left side of my face was swollen. at first it was just my jaw but now it was my cheek and it was closing my eye.

friday i went back to the dentist and he was like "damn!" ... well not quite but i can see it in his eyes. he didnt really do much but just perscribe me more antibiotics.

saturday was jus bad. i was weak hadnt eatin in days cus i couldnt even open my mouth.

sunday my brother saw that i was like looking dead so he dragged my ass to the hospital in Brawley. i spent my first 2 days in intnesive care cus i couldnt breathe. the infection had spread to my throat blockin my air.

they couldnt find any oral surgens and docs thought that they were gonna have to fly my to a different hospital...

then.... they saw that it was headed for my brain.

so finally they found a specialist and i had my operation on tuesday. i spent the rest of the week in the hospital and got out friday evening.

now im just at the crib resting and trying to get back on my feet. im hella weak, sore, tired.... name it, i feel it. it hurts when i walk for a long time. but fuck it though. im still here still breathin!

im gonna be hitting up the studio real soon to drop some new tracks so keep ya ears open...

remember dont believe the hype... believe what you see.

thanks to everyone again! love yall