You find out who your real friends are at the worst of times, the one who's going to stick by you no matter what, and the one who's going to abandon you. Its something that is good and heartbreaking at the same time. Its good cause one finds out what the person they once called a friend, really is like. But it also breaks my heart to know that those times that I cherished with that one person was a cloud covering covering the truth. Now that they see what the real truth was behind the lies, they now talk  to me as if nothing ever happened, like if they're still my best friends, but I'm smarter than that and that thing you once called me "friend" has now turned into something cold from me to u....

Its hard to tell people the truth about them, especially when it comes to emotional matters. Its hard to tell some one, I love you, or tell someone when a relationship is ending. But one must do it even if it means losing someone or ruining a relationship, as ackward as it may be the truth has to come out some how. For me, it takes a long time to say how i feel, sometimes a year or two , or sometime times six days, but when its done and over with one feels better. Thanks Karl! ILY!

ok sometimes im to nice to people i do things even if i don't want to because i am just nice! sometimes me being nice has ruined me! i need help!sometimes i wish i could say wats on my mind and, idk i just want to stop regretting things ive done really bad, i have like freaking multiple personality, it sucks!  so any one want to help me get out of this problem?

bored to death peeps!