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Darius White


Last Updated: 11/22/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 26
Sign: Aquarius

Country: US
Signup Date: 1/7/2006

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Saturday, September 19, 2009 

Current mood:  drained
This thought has been on my mind all day and it's keeping me up right now. "I wonder..........who really loves ME" I believe everyone ask that question to themselves before. For me: It happens quite often. Maybe I need to re-evaluate some things. Maybe it's my brain keeping me in check so that I wont be fooled, get taken avantaged of, or preventing me from putting myself out there too much.
Sunday, February 22, 2009 
This game will be awesome. It's a first day buy if you got a PS3.




Thursday, February 05, 2009 

Current mood:  geeky
Category: Games

There is only 3 weeks to go before Killzone 2 is released. I have a copy pre-ordered and almost paid in full. I can't wait!!!!

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Wednesday, February 04, 2009 

Current mood:Informative
Category: Life


--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

--Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're
gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he
forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

--Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the
let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

--A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

--Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

--Guys can get jealous easily.

--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

--Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know
what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is
far from what you are thinking.

--Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

--Girls are guys' weaknesses.

--Guys are very open about themselves.
 
--If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

--Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use
beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.

--No matter how much guys talk about pussy and boobs, personality is key.

--Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

--Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she
doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to
figure out what it meant.

--Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys.
Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all
confused.

--Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

--Try to be as straightforward as possible.

--If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think
about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time
with the girl.

--When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

--If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

--If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when
you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

--When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't
say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they
don't want you to disagree with them.

--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

--Guys like femininity not feebleness.

--A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

--Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

--Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

--If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like
a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that
you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

--Guys really think that girls are strange and have
unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn
even more to them.

--A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

--No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

--Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a asshole doesn't mean he represents ALL of us.

--Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before
making out with a guy ...like whether it's a one time deal or not ....

--Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to
talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up
like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unnoticeable tell them about yours...

--When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

--Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...

--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to
be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as
possible.



Monday, February 02, 2009 

Current mood:  geeky
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
I'm definitely going to see this the first day it comes out!


Thursday, January 29, 2009 

Current mood:Fantastic

Today at work we had a focus group about what things we, as a company, can improve on. My manager said something that made my day better. He said that we, as a company, can only do what we can control like provide great customer service and making sure that we can get them to shop with us again.

Last night me and Marie had a argument. She felt like that our relationship is going at a snail's pace. I vehemently explained to here that I'm not being selfish and is trying to do things for the future. After the conversation, I was upset and my energy was drained. Hearing what my manager said today opened my eyes and brought my spirit up. The thing was that I really didn't want to go to the meeting, but now I believe that if I hadn't........I would probably still feel angry and drained. I can only be Darius. I can continue trying to be respectful, monogamous, kind, etc. in the relationship. If she still feels like things are going at a snail's pace, all she has to do is tell me, walk out the door and don't come back. I don't want to be with someone that will have resentment towards me because things are going slow.

No matter if I still will be in a relationship or not, I will be winner. The reason is that I know who I am and what I am worth and no one can change that. If she cant appreciate that, then it's time to move on.


Currently listening:
What They Do
By The Roots
Release date: 1996-11-19
Wednesday, January 21, 2009 

Current mood:  excited
It still hasn't hit me yet. There will be a First Family of color in the White House. Just to see a black man and woman that are successful and being the most powerful people in the free world is incredible. They should be the example that young black men and women should look up to. Sure some of us may never go to a prestigious university or have high paying jobs, but they love each other and take care of their children. They try to provide the best for their children and the fact that Barack is a active and loving father to them should inspire the young men to be in their children's lives. I never had a father in my life and seeing Barack being a great dad to his girls has instilled in me that I'll try to be the best dad I can be to my future children.I really hope that black people realize that we can do great things when we get up, roll up our sleeves, and DO WORK!
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 

Current mood:  ecstatic
Category: Life
Tomorrow will be a day of history. I never thought this day will come this soon, but it will be reality at noon January 20th. Barack will be the 44th president of the United States. Maybe this will influence people of all colors, ethnicity, income brackets to strive to be great men and women. I'm very excited. Obama's administration will make mistakes along the way, just as every other president before him. I believe people will be inspired to do more for their country. The haters and racists should chill and support their president like people supported Bush. January 20th 2009 will be a great day for ALL AMERICANS.
Currently watching:
GoodFellas [Blu-ray]
Release date: 2007-01-16
Tuesday, January 06, 2009 

Current mood:  full
How old will you turn in 2009?​​​
26...wow, I am getting old!

Would​ you date someo​ne eight​ years​ older​ than you?
Absolutely.


What were you doing​ at 4am?
asleep

What did you do today​?​​​
Errands and Chipotle

Will your next kiss be a mista​ke?​​​
Hope not.

Where​ are your sibli​ngs?​​​
Brother is next to me on my left .

Did the one perso​n who hurt you the most in your life apolo​gize?​​​
Nope.

Are you a jealo​us perso​n?​​​
Not really.

Do you have a best frien​d?​​​
Yes.

Where​ was your defau​lt taken​?​​​
Years ago at Coulson Dr.

Do you belie​ve what goes aroun​d comes​ aroun​d?​​​
ABSOLUTELY

Do you trust​ people​ easil​y​?​​​
Hell no.

One thing​ you'​​​re looki​ng forwa​rd to?
My vacation to Vegas.

What was the last thing​ you drank​?​​​
Water

Would​ you ever parac​hute off of a plane​?​​​
Hell no!

Are you texti​ng?​​​
Not at the moment

Are You Singl​e?​​​
Nope

Ever get flowe​rs?​​​
Nope


Do you fall in love fast?​​​
No!

Are you a playe​r?​​​
No.

Ever cried​ over someo​ne of the oppos​ite sex?
Yea.

Doubl​e dates​ or singl​e?​​​
Single

Do you want to get marri​ed?​​​
Yes.

If your best frien​d was being​ cheat​ed on, would​ you tell them?​​​
Yes.


How many hours​ of sleep​ you get last night​ ?
7 hours

Have you held hands​ with anybo​dy in the past week?​​​
Nope

Do you think​ you'​​​re old?
Yes and loving gaining wisdom

What are you liste​ning to?
Nothing at the moment.

What does the 20th text in your phone​ say?
Don't  have 20

What are your plans​ for the weeke​nd?​
Work.


What was the first​ thing​ you did when you woke up?
Looked at the clock and put my head back down.

Could​ you cry right​ now?
No reason to.

What were you doing​ 30 minut​es ago?
Getting some Chipotle

Has anyon​e ever mista​ken you for someo​ne else?​​​
Yes.

Are you happy​ with life?
Yes.

Have you ever slept​ in the same bed with the last perso​n you kisse​d?​
Yes.

What were you doing​ at 10:​30 last night​ ?
Playing Star Wars: The Force Unleashed(PS3)

Are you liste​ning to music​ right​ now?
Nope

Do you prefe​r warm or cold weath​er?​
Warm, really warm!

What were you doing​ at 7am this morni​ng?​
Sleep

Were you happy​ when you woke up today​?​
Somewhat

What mood are you in right​ now?
I'm good

Is your room ever clean​?​
LOL, sometimes

Has anyon​e got on your nerve​s latel​y?​
Yep

What were you doing​ befor​e filli​ng out this surve​y?​
Eating

What was the first​ thing​ you thoug​ht this morni​ng?​
"I'll wake up in another hour"

What are you excit​ed for?
A OSU victory.

What peirc​ings do you have?
Had my ear pierced at one time

Do you want to see someb​ody right​ now?
Yea

Who'​s think​ing about​ you right​ now?
 I have no idea. It don't matter anyway.

Have you ever told someo​ne of the oppos​ite sex you loved​ them?
Yes

Have you kisse​d anyon​e on the lips today​?​
Nope

Do you think​ two peopl​e can last forev​er?​
Absolutely. If the two people are faithful and respectful to each other......then it can happen

How many text are in your inbox​?​
10

Who was the last perso​n you talke​d on the phone​ with?
Mom

Who was the first​ perso​n you talke​d to today​?​
Mom

How late did you stay up last night​?​
About 3am

When was the last time you cried​ reall​y,​ reall​y hard?
Years and years ago

When is the next time you'​ll hug someo​ne?​
I don't know

Are you afrai​d of rolle​rcoas​ters?
Somewhat

How is life going​ for you right​ now?
It's good

Have you ever done somet​hing outra​geous​ly dumb?
Who hasn't

When was the last time you talke​d to your numbe​r one?
Just a second ago

What'​s a conce​rn of yours​ right​ now?
Nothing major

Are you keepi​ng a secre​t right​ now?
Nope

Do you miss the way thing​s used to be?
Depends

Are you sarca​stic?
At times

What if you had a baby with the last perso​n you texte​d?​
I don't know.


Do you think​ you can last for an hour witho​ut talki​ng?​
I can last days and days

Do you like getti​ng hugs from other​ peopl​e?​
Only people I know

Has anyon​e put their​ arms aroun​d you in the past 5 days?
Family

How many times​ is A in your full name?
1

What time was it two hours​ ago?
6pm

What were you doing​ then?
Driving

What'​s the weath​er like outsi​de?​
Cold

What was the last thing​ you ate?
Chipotle burrito and chips and salsa

Is your hair longe​r than your shoul​ders?
Nope


Do you know anyon​e else with your name?
I heard of plenty

What were you doing​ at 8:​00am this morni​ng?​
Sleep

Are you tired​ right​ now?
Nope

Do you have curly​ hair?
N/A

When was the last time you reall​y laugh​ed?​
Last night

What'​s on your mind today​?​
Football

Been happy​ today​?​
Now, since I ate something

When was the last time someo​ne calle​d you baby?
A while

Who was the last perso​n you had an argum​ent with?
My girl

Has anybo​dy ever given​ you butte​rflie​s?​
Yes

How has this week been?
Good

How impor​tant is trust​?​
If there's no trust..........................just give it up. It aint going to work.

If your frien​ds warn you about​ someo​ne,​ do you liste​n?​
Yes

Do you think​ you'​ve chang​ed over the past year?
YES! I gained wisdom and I learned that as long as I got JESUS in my life.............that's all I need.

Do you care if peopl​e talk badly​ about​ you?
Nope.
Tuesday, December 09, 2008 

Current mood:  contemplative
Category: Life
"Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you, and falsely
say all kinds of evil against you because of me. Rejoice and be glad,
because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they
persecuted the prophets who were before you." -- Matthew 5:11-12
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