I want to.

...Go to the Moulin Rouge in Paris.

...Spend months in Europe traveling.

...Go to New Zeland.

...Travel all over the world.

...Get more tattoos with meaning.

...Live in New York & Florida.

...Be on a TV show.

...Own a house on the beach or in a city

...Invent something.

...Fall inlove, just one more time.

...Own an Audi A4

...Have a good relationship with my brother and my dad.

...Make a huge difference in someones life.

About how all my friendships have gone to shit. I mean, yeah...i still have some amazing friends, but no one is always there for me to be a close friend. Now that i type this, its really hard to explain, cause i don't want to hurt anyone's feelings. Blah...since i moved back to San Diego, yes, i have been the happiest ever. I have made some amazing new friends, got closer to the best people and lost the bitchy old friends, and sadly lost some true friends who i thought would always be there.

Its crazy how a friendship can go to shit so fast, or dwindle away over time...i really don't like it, but then again who does. There have only been a handful of good friends in my life, and now it feels like i have no one. Who can i call a real friend? Who can i call a best friend? I have no idea. I don't think anyone right now.

In August of next year, if things are still the same, and i don't have an amazing boyfriend, or true best friends, then im off. I want to travel somewhere else, somewhere far. SD stole my heart, but i want to try new experiences before i get to old. maybe Texas, or florida;], or Hawaii, or Maine. Fuck it, even Canada or London for a few months.

I have nothing holding me down, no one to care what i do with my life. Except for my family, but still...in my family i only have my mom and my grandma, everyone else makes me feel terrible, and doesn't want me to chase my dreams.

Long day. Oh well. That's what was on my mind.

Im sorry if you considered yourself a good friend, and read this and it upset you. Im pretty sure if you think you're a good friend, you are, I just wish we were closer, and need you to be closer. You either live to far away, or we don't talk enough, or hang out enough..just shit like that...and its mostly my fault, unless you don't drive, or you don't have a cell. Then its all your fault. Ha=]

(who actaully read that? haha)

Dont judge me before you meet me.

I act older then i am, but also like to have fun.

Im really nice and outgoing, i promise.

My favorite color is Teal.

I also like magenta, red, and black.

I have abs of steal, and i will never get fat.

Im studed Business in college, I hated it.

Now i am studying to be an Esthetician.

I love to dye my hair.

I want to change my hair color, but red is my signature.

I used to not get along with girls, but now im giving them a chance.

I always fall for the wrong guys.

Dancing is the best.

I love to go out on dates.

I like to text.

I hate checking my voicemail, so try not to leave me messages.

Flowers are my favorite thing everrrrrrr. Buy me some, and ill fall for you.

I like to meet new people.

I want more good friends.

Everything about hot dogs make me sick.

Im a cancer, born July 4^th.

I wish I could sing, I act like I can anyways.

I used to eat really healthy, now i don't.

I don't like assholes, but that's all I fall for.

The closer i get to a guy, it scares me, unless i know he wont break my heart, i dont want to be hurt again.

I like tattoos, piercings, and really skinny boys.

Arizona ice tea is my favorite.

My bed is amazingly comfy.

I drive a 06 Ruby Red Toyota Corolla.

I have crashed my car 4 times, only 3 were my fault.

Don't let that fool you, my car is my baby. I love Lucy.

I have traveled to London and Hawaii with my mom, it was amazing.

My dad lives in Del Mar, he's a 70 year old German. dont mess with me, or he will mess with you.

My mom lives in Big Bear and in Florida, she's awesome.

I like all types of music, even though I mostly listen to metal.

I wear a irish claddagh ring i love it

I like steady relationships, not meaningless hookups.

Im single, and i dont want a boyfriend till its someone perfect for me..

I don't like going to shows much anymore.

I am attracted to guys in bands, but I try to stay away from them.

I used to live in San Diego, for high school I moved to Big Bear, and im back to SD again.

I live in an apartment in Carlsbad, with an awesome roommate.

I love to go to the Jacuzzi and the pool.

I go to the gym as often as I can.

I pretend im taller then I am.