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Status: In a Relationship
Age: 24
Sign: Taurus

City: Eldon
State: Missouri
Country: US
Signup Date: 1/12/2006

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Tuesday, October 28, 2008 

Current mood:  bouncy
Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping
my good friend Jackie just posted a blog with her Christmas list and i decided that's a really fuckin good idea! i'm not going to type out my list though cos that would take too long and i don't feel like it. instead i'm going to post this: My Christmas List. just click that link and then type in my email address (limpchick_1@hotmail.com) and then commence buying me stuff! u can have everything shipped to:
Trista Sanders
2805 W. Larchmont Ln. Apt. H33
Peoria, IL 61615

i'm not saying anyone has to buy me anything for Christmas, but if anybody wants to i wont turn them down lol, especially if they get me something from my Wish List!
Saturday, August 16, 2008 

Current mood:  depressed
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
so apparently MTV thinks they can just take a cult classic like Rocky Horror Picture Show and ruin it like they do everything else. well we're not gonna stand idly by and let that happen! please sign this petition and pass it around to ur friends. MTV must be STOPPED!!




Monday, July 14, 2008 

Current mood:  depressed
Category: Life

anyone in the Peoria, IL area should check this out.


Founded by the family and friends of Whitney Grotts, following her death by suicide in 2004, Whitney's Walk For Life was created to increase the awareness about the tragedy of teen suicide. Working with local survivors, schools and mental health advocates, Whitney's Walk For Life takes proactive steps for increasing depression awareness and suicide prevention programs in the Central Illinois area.

Our community has come together in order to better understand the most effective way to reduce the incidence of suicide. Since Whitney's Walk For Life began in 2004, over $150,000 has been raised for depression awareness and suicide prevention efforts. Numerous community organizations, local school districts, as well as thousands of individuals have walked, donated or sponsored these efforts.


"Whitney's Walk For Life was organized in loving memory of a very special young lady, Whitney Ann Grotts. She was a bright, beautiful young lady with a promising future. However, Whitney decided to leave us on March 15, 2004. We know she is in Heaven watching over us, and we organized the walk in honor of her to get the word out about suicide prevention. We hope that teens everywhere will be bold enough to talk about their problems and resolve conflicts instead of doing something drastic that will affect everyone around them. Whitney, this is for you. We love you always and will forever miss you."

The Importance of it All

What can we do?
What can we say?
We miss you every minute
Of every day.

Why didn't we know?
Why didn't we see?
That you were in
such misery.

When did it start?
How did it grow?
Why didn't any
of us know?

These are just a few questions
To ourselves we ask.
With your emotions
You wore a great mask.

Now we shall go on.
We'll live each day.
"We love you"
Is what we want to say.
 
Whitney, in your memory,
We shall have a walk.
Our goal is that
Another teen may talk.
 
We missed something
When it came to you.
Now we're learning
And we'll make it through.

We want education
To play a big part.
This is where
Our healing shall start.

Suicide Prevention...
What a hush-hush thing.
We want it spoken;
Don't hide, let it ring!

We will no longer
Stick our heads in the sand.
For you, Whitney, and others,
We shall walk hand in hand.

By: Mary A. Wozniak-Horan
Currently listening:
Paegan Terrorism Tactics
By Acid Bath
Release date: 1996-10-29
Monday, July 14, 2008 

Current mood:  depressed
Category: Life
as some of u may know, Sept. 7th - 13th is Yellow Ribbon Week. Yellow Ribbon is a community-based international suicide prvention program. Yellow Ribbon was created to help people deal with depression and get the help they need. what people may not know is that in 1999 i was diagnosed with Major Depression Disorder. every day that i am alive and happy is a miracle to me. if it weren't for the love and kindness of my famiy and friends and the wonderful music that is a part of my life every day, i wouldn't be here today. it's sad how easy it can be for a person to hide their depression, i should know, i think i do a pretty good job of it. i wish i didn't feel the need to mask my depression and hide behind a smile but unfortunately i do. i find it very difficult to express my feelings. i cry almost every day, although few people have seen it. people sometimes ask me y i'm depressed and when i can't give them a definite answer, they don't believe me. depression is something that sometimes cannot be explained. everyone gets depressed every once in a while because of something, that's normal. but when ur depressed every day and u don't know y, that's not normal. i have tried to take my life several times in the past and i'm so glad that i never succeeded. unfortunately many many people don't get that lucky. below is the story of one kid who didn't get so lucky.

How it all began...

LEGACY OF THE YELLOW MUSTANG©

The Yellow Ribbon program was founded in 1994 by the parents of a bright, funny, loving teen, Mike Emme, who took his life when he did not know the words to say, or how to let someone know he was in trouble and needed help.

"Don't blame yourselves, Mom and Dad, I love you." It was signed, "Love Mike 11:45pm". In a move that totally stunned all who know him, Mike shot himself at a time of deepest despair. At 11:52pm his parents pulled into the driveway behind that bright yellow Mustang, - seven minutes too late!

The legacy started when Mike rescued a 1968 Ford Mustang from a field where it had sat neglected. He bought it, rebuilt it and painted it bright yellow. As Mike and his mustang became more and more active helping other teens and friends - giving them rides to and from school and work he became known as "Mustang Mike".

Streams of stories began emerging of the help Mike had given so many people. A young mother who's car had broken down late one night, leaving her and her two small children stranded on a dark road. Mike stopped and showed her his driver's license to assure her he would not harm them, got her car started, then accompanied them home to be sure they had arrived safely.

A classmate told of how Mike had canceled his order for a new transmission and bought two used ones from the salvage yard instead so that his classmate could get his car running too.

As the teens gathered to comfort the family, and each other, they discussed the tragedy of losing Mike. Mike's mom talked with the teens about creating mementos that others could have to remember him with, and she decided that yellow would be used in honor of the cherished yellow mustang. In response to teens asking what can we do?, - she told them, 'don't do this, don't attempt suicide'. 'If you are ever at this point of despair., please ask for help'!  Kids took notes!  Cards were made with the message to reach out for help, to never commit suicide, that It's OK to Ask4Help!

On the night before Mike's memorial services, his friends shared their grief and their tears as they pinned ribbons on the cards. Five hundred ribbon cards were placed in a basket and set out at his services. All the ribbon cards were gone at the end of the services!

Teens soon began to call and write, asking for 'those yellow ribbon cards',  'I want to give them to my best friend in case he/she would ever be in trouble and need help'.

The program began to spread and save countless precious lives. The program is worldwide today, continuing to grow and reach youth with help and comfort.

The ribbon became the symbol of the program when the teens began tying them their hair and pinning to their clothes on the day Mike died.  Yellow was in memory of his cherished '68 Yellow Mustang.  

  The HEART in the middle of the ribbon is the symbol of the survivors left behind when loved ones die.  Our hearts go on & our voices will speak for those who cannot. 

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Currently listening:
When the Kite String Pops
By Acid Bath
Release date: 1994-08-09
Saturday, July 12, 2008 
Thursday, June 19, 2008 

Current mood:  melancholy
Category: Music


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ZJvBK24si8

this song/video always makes me cry. Lynn Strait (Snot singer) was a really great man who loved everybody & was loved the same. he was taken from this world way too early & will be forever missed. Lajon Witherspoon did a really good job on this song. there r 2 video's for this song but this is my favorite. RIP Lynn & Dobbs (his dog)!

Saturday, June 07, 2008 

Current mood:  happy
Category: Music


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FcdTNb6A2l8

i just found this on youtube & i thought it was pretty fuckin awesome! it's the video for "Miss Murder" - AFI but it's more than that! it's the director's cut which includes Prelude 12/21. those of u who don't have the album Decemberunderground probably have no idea what Prelude 12/21 is but i suggest everyone watch it, it's worth it.

Thursday, May 22, 2008 

Current mood:  determined
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes


http://profile.myspace.com/Modules/Applications/Pa...

Show your friends you care and help your causes for free!

please guys, this only takes a second and it's for a really good cause. the more active u r in it the more is donated. if u don't have a heart then just ignore this bulletin but if u do have a heart then please join this application. this is not like the pets application, this is something that actually means something!

Friday, April 18, 2008 

Current mood:  anxious
ok so early this morning at around 4:30 AM me and Danny were getting ready to go to bed when our entire apartment building started to shake. neither one of us had ever been in an earthquake so we didn't know what was going on. Danny made me go outside with him in case something happened (as if i wouldn't run back in to grab my cats and gecko if something really bad happened!) but by the time we got outside it was over. we stood outside for a while just staring at the building. no one else from the building or any of the surrounding buildings came outside and only one other apartment turned on their lights but then apparently they went back to bed as if nothing happened. when we finally went back upstairs we kept standing still every once in a while, thinking that the building was shaking again (it wasn't but we were paranoid). Danny called the 24 hour grocery store up the road and asked them if they felt any shaking but they said they didn't so then it really seemed strange. finally at around 5 AM we went to bed. i didn't know what had hapened but i didn't think it was anything too bad cos my cats didn't freak out and they have instincts for stuff like that don't they? well Danny got called into work early this morning and on his way to work he called me to tell me that he had just heard on the radio that it was an earthquake. half alseep still i just agreed with him and went back to bed (it was 8:30 in the fucking morning for fucks sake!). then at around 10:00 AM i woke up to my apartment shaking again. i thought "oh great it's happening again and this time i'm home alone!". so after that i decided to stay awake. i called my sister who lives across town and asked her if she felt anything but she didn't feel anything or hear anything about it. then i decided to look it up online and sure enough, it was plastered all over all the headlines. i called my mom who lives 3 hours away and she said she didn't feel anything or hear anything about it either but she looked it up online too and it was plastered all over the headlines there too.

the origin of the earthquakes was on the Illinois/Indiana border in West Salem, IL near the Wabash fault line, an extension of the New Madrid fault. the quake was felt all the way down in Atlanta, GA and in parts of Michigan as well as obviously Illinois and Indiana. here's a few copy and pasted tidbits from various news articles about it.

"WEST SALEM, Ill —  Residents across the Midwest were awakened Friday by a 5.2 magnitude earthquake that rattled skyscrapers in Chicago's Loop and homes in Cincinnati but appeared to cause no major injuries or damage."

"
Initially reported as a 5.4-magnitude earthquake, the USGS revised its estimate to 5.2. Two aftershocks during the next three hours measured 2.6 and a 2.5. Residents in southern and central Illinois felt a third aftershock, but the USGS didn't immediately know its magnitude."

"
The quake shook skyscrapers in central Chicago, and rocked homes in Cincinnati, Ohio, but there were no reports of injuries. The fault zone where the tremor was centred has produced quakes in the past, but mostly very minor ones."

"Windows were rattling, and you could hear it. The house was shaking inches. For people in central Illinois, this is a big deal. It's not like California."

"The Chicago Tribune reported that a 300-foot tower at O'Hare International Airport swayed, with one air traffic controller saying it felt like "being on the end of a fishing pole"."

"PEORIA -- A second round of seismic activity shook Peoria at 10:14 a.m., nearly six hours after a 5.2-magnitude earthquake centered in southern Illinois rocked through the Midwest early today, surprising residents unaccustomed to such a powerful tremblor."

so there u have it folks, my first (and hopefully last) earthquake experience. i would love to hear other people's reactions to it so if anybody reading this felt anything, let me know.
Saturday, March 08, 2008 

Current mood:  hopeful
this is a petition that i started a while ago and i'm still trying to obtain enough signatures for. i'm going to post the petition here as well as a link to it so people can sign it. i am very avid about getting marijuana legalized and i have provided many many facts and figures as to y it should be. please read the entire petition before deciding whether or not to sign.

LEGALIZE MARIJUANA

Target: George W. Bush, President of the United States
Sponsored by:  Trista Sanders

More people are killed because of alcohol than marijuana and yet alcohol is legal and marijuana isn't. That doesn't make sense to me. People who drink alcohol have a greater chance of going out and doing harm to themselves or someone else. People who smoke marijuana would rather stay at home and eat. That doesn't seem very terrible to me. This world would be a much safer place if marijuana was legal.

Did you know that many patients suffering with HIV/AIDS, glaucoma, cancer and chemotherapy, multiple sclerosis, epilepsy, and other debilitating illnesses find that marijuana provides relief from their symptoms?

Marijuana's medical applications include:

-Relief from nausea and appetite loss;
-Reduction of intraocular (within the eye) pressure;
-Reduction of muscle spasms;
-Relief from chronic pain

Physicians often find that marijuana is able to provide relief for symptoms and illnesses when prescription medicines fail to do so.

Our failed marijuana laws cost taxpayers $7.7 billion a year, keep police from focusing on real crimes, and fail to keep marijuana away from minor. It's time for a new approach--strict regulation and control--to reduce the criminal market and lower teen use.

Marijuana use is far higher in the United States than in the Netherlands, where marijuana is sold in regulated establishments instead of on the criminal market. In the U.S., 40% of people over 12 have tried marijuana--versus 17% in the Netherlands.

Drug dealers don't card for age. If marijuana were taxed and regulated, licensed establishments would have an incentive to card for age, because selling to minors would cause the establishments to lose their licenses to sell to adults.

In 2003, there were a record 755,186 marijuana arrests in the U.S.--greater than the number of arrests for all violent crimes combined.

Taxing and regulating marijuana would:
-Make our communities safer. Removing marijuana from the criminal market would free up police time so police officers can focus on violent crimes, property crimes, and people who drive under the influence of alcohol, marijuana, or any other substance. Tax dollars would be used to incarcerate real criminals who threaten public safety.

-Reduce teen marijuana use. Unlike drug dealers, licensed vendors would ensure that teens could not purchase marijuana... just as states that have implemented strict controls on underage tobacco purchases have seen sales of tobacco to minors fall dramatically.

-Save taxpayer dollars and generate revenue. Each year, the government spends $7.7 billion to arrest and lock up nonviolent marijuana users. Taxing marijuana would generate millions in tax revenues instead of profits for drug dealers.

-Provide a legal source of marijuana for seriously ill patients who currently must resort to buying marijuana from drug dealers.



What regulation would NOT do:
- It would not allow marijuana possession or access for those under the age of 21.

- It would not allow driving under the influence of marijuana, which would remain a crime and would be treated like other DUI offenses.


Marijuana arrests are at an all-time high of 755,186 a year--which is one arrest every 42 seconds. That's more arrests for marijuana than for all violent crimes combined. And 88% of those arrests are for simple possession, not sale or manufacture.

Unlike alcohol (which I think should be made illegal) and tobacco, no one has ever died from using marijuana. And while marijuana isn't risk-free, it's risks are lower than those of many legal drugs.

Alcohol can cause strokes, can cause death from overdose, and the number of deaths annually is 100,000. Tobacco can cause strokes and while overdose cannot cause death, the number of tobacco-related deaths annually is 440,000. Marijuana cannot cause strokes, cannot cause death from overdose, and the number of marijuana-related deaths annually is 0! So why is the safest one illegal?



What are the four biggest reasons that people are concerned about regulating marijuana?

1. "Marijuana use is wrong." Whatever one's moral beliefs abut marijuana consumption, marijuana laws have caused far more harm than marijuana use itself: marijuana prohibition drained precious criminal justice resources from our communities, made it difficult to keep marijuana from our children, and destroyed the lives and families of otherwise law-abiding citizens.

2. "Marijuana regulation would send the wrong message to teenagers." Regulation would reduce teen access to marijuana by taking it off the streets and regulating it, and sending adults to prison if they sell marijuana to young people According to the White House, more than half of U.S. teens try marijuana before graduating from high school. In the Netherlands, where marijuana is sold in indoor establishments to adults who are carded for age, teen marijuana use is only 28%.

3. "Marijuana regulation might increase DUI-related deaths on the roadways." Driving while intoxicated would still be illegal. And people who want to use marijuana are already using it; there are few adults who would start using marijuana if it were regulated.

4. "Marijuana is a 'gateway' or 'stepping stone' to hard drugs." It's the criminalization of marijuana that's the gateway to hard drugs. When adults enter a liquor store to buy alcohol, they don't find cocaine sitting on a shelf next to the bottles of vodka; similarly, if marijuana were regulated, adults who buy marijuana would not be exposed to hard drugs (as they currently are, via drug dealers).



Marijuana is the largest cash crop in the U.S., with retail sales that exceed that of corn and all vegetables combined. Making criminals out of millions of marijuana growers, distributors, and consumers has been a disastrous policy.

Plus, a 2007 report estimated that prohibition costs $41.8 billion per year by adding law enforcement costs and depriving governments of the revenue that could be gained by taxing marijuana sales.

Nearly 100 million adults in the United States have tried marijuana at least once, and 15 million use it at least monthly. Despite marijuana's widespread use, marijuana users are being arrested at an alarming rate. In 2006, nearly 830,000 Americans were arrested on marijuana charges--an all-time high in the country's history. And 89% of those were for possession, not manufacture or distribution. That's one arrest every 38 seconds.

Seventy-two percent of American adults believe that marijuana users should not be jailed--and a whopping 80% support legal access to medical marijuana for seriously ill patients. It's time to end marijuana prohibition.

A record of 7,000,000 people--or one in every 32 American adults--are now behind bars, on probation, or on parole. What's more, in the past 10 years, drug offenders have accounted for 49% of the growth in the total federal prison population.

What that means is that the steady increase in the prison population is fueled by harsh sentences for nonviolent drug offenses--sentences that are harsher than for many violent crimes.

Take the case of 25-year-old Weldon Angelos, who in November 2004 was sentenced to a mandatory 55 years in prison for selling three eight-ounce bags of marijuana to an undercover informant. The sentencing judge called the penalty "unjust, cruel, and even irrational," but the U.S. Supreme Court in December 2006 let the sentence stand without comment. As Angelos' attorneys pointed out, the sentence he is serving is harsher than the sentence for raping a child--or the sentence for detonating a bomb aboard an aircraft.

And some victims of the government's war on marijuana users aren't even involved with marijuana, like Accelyne Williams, a 75-year-old reverend who died of cardiac arrest after a SWAT team conducted a "no knock" raid on his Boston apartment. The police battered down his door, chased him around the apartment, tackled him to the floor, and cuffed his hands behind his back. No drugs were found.

You'll find more horror stores like this at http://www.mpp.org/victims -- and these are just a few examples of the hundreds of thousands of Americans who are detained, beaten, harassed, tortured, arrested, prosecuted, imprisoned, and/or killed each year in the name of marijuana prohibition.

All information in this petition was taken from http://www.mpp.org via internet and brochures as well as from personal experience.

Please go to the following link to sign this petition! (note: You don't have to reveal your name if you don't want to. There is an option to remain anonymous, your signature will still count and any comments you leave will be visible, but your name will not be shown to the public.)
http://www.thepetitionsite.com/6/legalize-marijuana