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Gender: Male
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 26
Sign: Aquarius

City: Austin
State: Texas
Country: US
Signup Date: 1/15/2006

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Thursday, December 03, 2009 

Current mood:Beyond Pissed!
Anyone out there ever have that day where you just wanted to set the whole damn world on fire? I thought back for a minute today, and I realized that I've been having that day for about a year now. I've been thinking again (I know-that's a sure way to freeze over Hell), and I think it's about time I quit taking so much crap from people. I think we all put up with too much stupidity, empathy, mediocrity, etc. Why do we settle for half-ass? Why is OK now the best we strive for? This is AMERICA dammit!! What happened to the "American Dream?" I talk to my state rehab counselor and his boss, and they tell me how hard they are working for me, but I have done all the work for them!! I made the calls that got the doctor's name, I researched the procedures available for my issue and found the one I need, I made the appointments for the chair fitting, I emailed a whole boatload of doctors to figure out what I need! So why am I being told that I just have to wait after 2 and a half years of waiting on them to pull their heads out their butts??! Why do these people insist on lying to me, telling me they understand my frustration??! I crap myself for God's sakes!! These people have their designer bathrooms, and I have an aluminum and plastic toilet next to the bed so I can just drop the Depend in there!! I'm sick of people's BS!! People don't want to work and they get paid for nothing, but I want to work, and I couldn't get a job if God Himself gave me a reference!! I do what I do, and I do it beyond compare. I give everything I have to do the best I can at whatever I'm working on at any given time. But I see so many others who just want to sit around and collect a check. When did we lose our passion in this country? When did we decide that mediocrity was good enough? Give a cripple a $6k wheelchair, but don't fix his bowels so he can use the chair to work and help others... It's ridiculous. And people wonder why our country is going to crap!!
Sunday, March 29, 2009 

Current mood:  pissed off

AN ANSWER HAS BEEN FOUND

Well, I finally have the answer as to why the SCI treatments available elsewhere are not available in the US. It seems that the FDA has decided that stem cells are a drug which they can regulate. This includes the stem cells taken from a person's body and put back into the same person's body. I can't have my own stem cells without FDA approval?!! What kind of crap is that?!! Now MY stem cells, produced by MY body belong to the FDA/US GOVT??!!!

I DON'T THINK SO!!

Quite interesting how Obama is SO great for funding ESC research, but didn't bother putting some of that money into getting PROVEN autologous stem cell treatments to those who can benefit from them now! I hope all of the people that voted for Obama realize that he has thrown billions of dollars (OUR TAX DOLLARS!!!) into the pockets of researchers for them to research something that won't even be available for decades!! I hope the people who are still spitting this "go, Obama" junk can see now what I've been saying all along. It was just another political ploy!! For those who don't believe me (I know somebody is waiting to defend Obama), check out the links below.


Don Margolis

John R. Schultz, M.D.






Tuesday, February 24, 2009 

Current mood:  fascinated
Category: News and Politics
This is a comment somebody wrote in response to an article about the closing of four GM brands. The person who wrote this is obviously very intelligent (something our country needs), and his statements can all be backed by facts and figures. The concepts behind his statements hold true for other industries besides automotive manufacture, and even give insight to the true cause of our country's financial problems. I wish that other Americans could see the truth in this, and I could not have said it better myself.

Here's a thought...

Why don't AMERICANS stand up and admit that they are to blame for
this mess? Here is the truth, and it isn't the fault of the big three...

(1) The UNIONS in this country have too much control. There are at
least 3 major unions that impact the auto market: the United Steel
Workers, the Teamsters, and the United Auto Workers. When the USW
screams that the employees they represent need higher wages, it leads
to higher steel prices and to higher costs of producing vehicles. When
the Teamsters screams that the truckers need more, it leads to a
greater cost getting the parts to build the vehicles and, unltimately,
to deliver the vehicles to dealerships. When the UAW screams for more,
well that is obvious how it affects the price of a vehicle.

(2) In a society where too much is never enough, AMERICANS kept
wanting to buy bigger and more expensive automobiles. The result is
that the length of auto loans, which used to be restricted to no more
than 36 months, are now as long as 84 months! This obviously severely
impacts the buying cycle, taking what used to be a 36-month cycle and
making it 60 - 72 months for most buyers now because they have no
equity in their vehicles until they are nearly paid off.

(3) The banks need to shoulder some of the blame for extending loan
terms instead of just telling Americans, "If you can't afford it at 36
months then buy something you can afford at 36 months". They also need
to shoulder the blame for over-extending credit to people who were
high-risk borrowers. If they don't pay the credit card companies, do
you really think they will pay the bank for their car? Um, probably not!

As Americans, we need to suck it up and admit that we ARE and WERE
the problem. Too much is truly never enough for most Americans. As wage
earners, auto workers should not be making $50K+ per year PLUS benefits
for doing what they do. Teamsters should not be getting paid ridiculous
amounts of money per mile, unless they are carrying a hazardous load.
And, steel workers need to have their wages scaled back, too, as making
$60K+ per year plus benefits in that industry is absurd. Don't get me
wrong, workers should get their due. But, it is exactly that type of
greed that has put us in this position to start with.

Jeff

Wednesday, February 18, 2009 

Current mood:  annoyed
We have a serious problem here. I have now heard more ingorant crap than I am willing to simply let go. Letting this stuff go unanswered is what causes it to happen more often. I think it is time that the able-bodied (AB) people of America be told. Seems that parents and teachers haven't been doing their jobs, so now I am doing them. To all of the people who park in handicap parking without a tag, plates, or legitimate disability: may you earn that parking place, and may you earn it soon. I earned mine, and many of my friends have earned theirs. To the ABs who complain about having to walk "so far": I wish I could walk at all!! So be grateful that you GET to walk. To the people who tell me I shouldn't park in the handicap space because I'm too young: disability can happen to anyone, male or female, of any age or race. The next person that approaches me in a parking lot and tells me that I am too young (or that they think I'm FAKING disability because I drive a truck) is going to get a really nice, full volume, Bobby Knight-style ripping, and I hope there are plenty of people around to hear it!! To the ABs who park in the handicap spots at blockbuster to return movies: "I'm only going to be a minute," is NOT a substitute for handicap plates or tags! I have seen ABs waiting in the lot for a handicap spot to open up so they can return a movie without having to walk "so far." When that many ABs rotate into and out of the handicap spots, those of us with legitimate disabilities cannot park in them. I do not personally care about the distance from the store to my vehicle. I park at the far end of some parking lots, and park to the right of the curbed medians (like here at our walmart, they have those trees in their own little curbed islands), or at the very end of the aisle. I just need the extra room to get my chair out of my truck, and people here in Texas seem to like seeing how close they can park to each other. I will park in the handicap spots, but not before trying to find another spot where I will be able to get out and back in my truck. I have a friend that has a hangtag due to neural injury. We went to a restaraunt one evening, and his AB mother was parked in a handicap spot using HIS tag!! When we saw her inside, I told her nicely that I didn't appreciate what whe had done, and she acted as if she was doing nothing wrong. That may have been the tequila talking, but she needs to grow up. I am sick of all the fakers making a bad rap for those of us who actually need the handicap spots. I know people with conditions that are nearly invisible to most ABs, so I get that some people might have a legitimate disability that isn't easy to notice, but there are tons of fakers. I have figured out a way to find out who is legitimate, and who is a faker. Ask the person in question what caused their condition. I know some might see this as rude, and that's fine. I do not mean it to be rude, but most of the ones who take offense are fakers in my experience so far. I have only had one person with a legit disability get upset that I asked, but she was quickly calmed when I explained that I am soon to start school for occupational therapy, and was simply looking for input because I believe that people with the conditions can teach me so much more than the AB professors. She liked my point of view, and told me quite a bit about the chronic pain she has due to having MS. She shows no outward signs somitimes, but there are times when she can hardly stand to walk. She hates having to park close, but does so in case she begins to experience the pain while in the store, which has happened a few times. Now, I know that not many people will read this, but hopefully, somebody will copy and paste it and post it somewhere else, and maybe somebody will read it. I am not naive enough to think for a second that one person can make a difference (not without a LOT of money), but I do like to put my thoughts out there. That's my curse.


Tuesday, February 17, 2009 

Current mood:  pissed off
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
I have a bit of advice for all the "civil rights advocates." Stop advocating for the criminals! The murderers, rapists, child molestors, thieves, and politicians are not the ones who deserve the "civil rights." While all those people always have people on their sides, we, the honest, law abiding citizens of America are being treated as worthless and expendable. What happened to the strength of our country? Our soldiers serve to defend our country and our rights and freedoms. Many men and women have given their lives for this country, only to be betrayed by the many citizens who support the very things and people those soldiers fought against. So many people talk about civil rights, but they only want to support the rights of the wrong and the guilty. Meanwhile, the honest and the law-abiding citizens get trampled. I have come to realize that our world will fall into complete chaos if people do not figure out how to work together. Too many people have become completely selfish, and love to put on a show as if they actually care about something worth caring about. Too many people are fooled by the shows of others. I cannot stand the total hypocrisy that I have seen, particularly over the past couple of years. I hear people all the time talk about "raising awareness" for one cause or another, but those people always stay as far away from the important issues as possible. The real problem is not awareness, it is the lack of action taken to actually FIX the problems. People are well aware of most of the problems in our society, but are either too ignorant or too careless to actually DO something about them. Awareness is not the answer, ACTION is the answer. But there aren't enough people who will act, so the whole world is going to crap. I have learned all this in the last couple of years. I have seen what ignorance, inaction, and lack of caring can do. Example: I am now in a vocational rehab case with DARS. I have begun looking for jobs, and have seen some of the crap that people have done to be sure that they will not have to hire a disabled person, particularly a para. In checking job listings around Austin, I noticed a very clever tactic used by companies to help eliminate people with disabilities from potential employment. In the job listings, many of the jobs are things I have done in a chair, but the employer lists the qualifications as "requires standing for long periods of time." One of those jobs is an AT&T retail job! I sold AT&T phones and service without standing, so why does the job "require" standing? In the same listing is the phrase "no degree necessary, on the job training." However, the same store has a listing in the job listings for people with disabilities that states the requirements as "must have bachelors degree, 2-4 yrs. experience preferred." So what is the difference? I checked the job reference numbers, and they were the same. Why does having a disability make a degree and 2-5 yrs of retail experience necessary? It doesn't. The simple truth is that AT&T and companies like them do not want to hire people with disabilities. There are plenty of reasons for this. 1)They do not have accessible facilities, and do not care to make the facilities accessible(in the name of profit; 2)They think that having a disabled employee is a sign of weakness because they see the disabled as weak and inferior; 3)They are completely ignorant, and do not even want to try to understand how a disabled person can possibly do theri jobs(how arrogant of them!). I have decided that companies such as AT&T do not deserve my patronage. I have also decided to report all the job listings I have found that are discriminatory. This all boils down to the "civil rights advocates" and politicians (and other criminals) who love to save face with the great upper class and the unconcerned, moral-free general public. Do not get me wrong, there are many good people out there, but the majority of this world is ignorant, hypocritical, and moral-free. That being said, the only thing that separates us from the rest of the animals is that comparatively small group of people who are intelligent, straight-forward, and honest.


Monday, February 09, 2009 

Current mood:  hopeful
Category: Life

From Hospital to Rehab-Traumatic SCI
To start, I am going to cover the cause of paralysis with which I am most familiar-traumatic spinal cord injury(SCI). SCI generally includes damage to the vertebrae as well as the spinal cord, necessitating some form of spinal reinforcement by an orthopaedic spinal surgery. The patient will usually be kept in ICU for a few days, and then moved to a standard hospital room, where the patient will wait to go to a rehabilitation center. There are several reasons for the stay between ICU and rehab. One reason is to allow time for paperwork to be done and coordination between hospital (for liability), insurance company (for payment approval), rehab center (for transfer approval), and EMS (for transportation from hospital to rehab center). Reason number two is to allow time for the patient to begin healing after surgery. Another reason (the bad reason) for this wait is to keep the hospital's patient census up. (Unfortunately, that is also the reason I was not taken to a spinal cord-specific rehab center, but was kept at Scott&White.) Upon arrival at rehab, the patient will be admitted, and will usually be evaluated by the physical and occupational therapists fairly soon after admission. The evaluation will help the therapists to form a rehabilitation plan and set goals for the patient to achieve prior to release from rehab. [One effect of traumatic SCI that is not widely known is that it can initially cause blood pressure loss upon sitting upright. This does change as the body learns to adapt to the changes. An able-bodied (AB) person's blood vessels and muscles in the legs and lower torso work to assure proper blood circulation. After traumatic SCI, this changes, sometimes drastically. Also, with SCI, bowel and bladder functions will change, as well as sexual function. Generally, ABs think of paralysis as only the inability to walk, when it actually affects all of the systems at and below the point of injury. No two injuries are exactly the same. Even injuries at the same level will not have the exact same effects. My injury is between T-12 and L-1. I have met two other people whose injuries are at the same level, but their functionalities are different from mine and from each other's.] After assessment, the therapists have a joint consultation time, during which they will plan the general course of a patient's rehab and goals. Traumatic SCI patients generally stay in rehab for a time of two months (for highly functioning paraplegics) to nine or ten months (for many incomplete quadriplegics). As for complete quadriplegics, I am not knowledgeable of their rehabilitation as I should be, so I recomend that anyone with questions reguarding complete quadriplegia look to the Christopher and Dana Reeve Foundation. The Foundation is also a great source of information for anyone with SCI/D. Next up, "Rehab-The First Roll."




Tuesday, February 03, 2009 

Current mood:  hopeful
Day 1- Injury.
I titled the subject as "Injury-The Begining" for a reason. Many see spinal cord injury as the end of the world as they know it, but in reality, it is only the begining. It is the begining of finding out how strong a person really is in heart, mind, and faith. Spinal cord injuries occur in many more ways than most people know about. The most common is motor vehicle accidents(MVA), with gunshot wounds(GSW) or other acts of violence, such as stabbing, running a close second. The other main causes are falls, sports injuries, and diseases such as  spinabifida and transverse myelitis. Whatever the cause of the injury, there will be an adjustment and learning period after. There will also be many mixed emotions after the injury, and not just for the injured. The injured person's family and friends will also be seriously affected. In some cases, the injured person takes the injury better than the family does. Whatever the case, the family and friends are a necessary part of recovery and rehabilitation. (Advice for friends and family still to come.) In the first days of injury, a person may be on so much medication that communication becomes difficult. In my personal experience, I had severe headaches from the morphine. However, I still remember most of the people who came to see me, and it was encouraging to me when I saw how many people came to visit. Up next, "From Hospital to Rehab."

Monday, February 02, 2009 

Current mood:  hopeful

I feel it will be in the best interest of anyone who reads this group of blogs to know my story first, in order to better understand how I have
come about the knowledge of which I will be writing. On the evening of the 15 of December 2006, I went to work at Kohler in Brownwood, TX. I worked my night shift, and clocked out at 4:17am. I drove home the same way I had been driving home since I started at Kohler. I took highway 45 to FM 574 into Goldthwaite. I decided to go to the laserwash to wash my truck, as I was planning to go Christmas shopping that evening. I failed to make it to town. I rounded a set of S-curves and got onto the straightaway, when my truck got sideways. I landed with the truck on it's passenger side, and the top of the cab stuck to a tree trunk. I tried to wiggle my way out, but was unable to use my legs. I knew right away that I had broken my back. I was pushed forward by the seatback, as the hinge had broken from impact, and was sandwiched between the door and the armrest, with the seatbelt squeezing my torso. I managed to honk the horn, and (thankfully) I was about a hundred yards from a friend's parents' house. My friend's mom heard the honking, and called the sheriff's department. I was cut out of the truck, and taken to Brownwood hospital. At the hospital, I was x-rayed, and told that I would be transported to the airport and flown by airplane to Temple, TX, and then taken to Scott & White. There, I was x-rayed and given an MRI and CT. (Lots of tests and lots of stuffing me into giant tubes that made really loud whirring sounds and clicking noises. Not good after being awake for the past 20 hrs or so.) My assigned doctor informed me that I was paralyzed(I knew that part) because I had shattered the L1 vertebra and severed my spinal cord at the T12-L1 level. I had surgery on the 17 to install 2 titanium rods and some screws into my back for support. I stayed in ICU for about 4 days, and was then taken to "med-surg" for 2 days, and then was moved to Scott & White's "rehab" wing. I was in rehab until January 20, when I was released to go home. The "rehab" was crap. They do not have all the necessary skills and tools to properly rehabilitate a SCI patient at Scott & White, no matter what their "case manager" says. I have visited The Institute for Rehab and Research(TIRR) in Houston, and have seen video of Kessler Rehab in NJ and Craig Hospital in CO. They make Scott & White's "rehab" look like the stone age. After rehab, I went home to stay with my parents for a while. I bought a Ford Ranger(TREMOR Edition), and had hand controls and a nifty wheelchair lift installed. I got my first custom chair through Professional Medical in Temple. The insurance company would not pay for a chair, so my hometown had a fundraiser for me when I was still in rehab. The donations were given to me as a surprise gift on my birthday(incedently, my last day in rehab). There was enough money that I bought the chair, and the lift, and had the lift installed. During February of 2007, I had severe back pain, and decided to have an x-ray done. The x-ray showed that I had pulled the screws out of the L4 vertebra, and had broken L4 as a result. I had a second spinal surgery on March 22 where 2 more rods were attached to the bottom outsides of the original, and were bolted into my spine and pelvis, and a carbon fiber block and screw were put into the front section of my spine to straighten it out. I spent 3 awful days in the hospital, and then went home. I have since had only one surgery(to help with bladder control), but hope to have my next(final) surgery soon(for bowel control) and be able to start school and work.


Monday, February 02, 2009 

Current mood:  hopeful

I have decided to add a section to my blog just for ABs, particularly those who are curious about how paraplegics (paras) and quadriplegics (quads) do certain things. This section will contain lots of information, and some topics that may be uncomfortable for some people. I will aptly title each new blog. They will be in this color scheme to avoid confusion (unless I receive requests to change it and then it will be updated). If you see the green and black, you know you are reading a dedicated informational blog, and not just my general temper-rants. I will color scheme the rants in red and black, just to make things simple. Thank you for reading, and if you have any questions on any of the topics, please feel free to ask, as I am not the least bit shy. I will be happy to answer any questions asked. Also, if you know anyone who might be in need or want of resources for paras or quads, I have many resources available, and will be glad to share them in order to hopefully avoid having anyone put in the position I was in after my accident (more to come on that).
Sunday, February 01, 2009 

Current mood:  annoyed
Category: Life


Well, I have officially lost my patience with the world... People just don't get it. Allow me to elaborate: My wife and I went to Walmart a few days ago. I drive anytime we go anywhere together (not because of control issue, she doesn't like driving my truck, and her passenger door won't open at the moment). So we pull into a parking spot, and she gets out of the truck and heads inside. As I am setting my chair out of the truck to put the wheels on it, somebody decides to tell me "Here, let me help you with that." At that point, the person comes so close to my chair that I can't get the wheel on without smacking the person in the face. I respond as politely as I can, "No, thanks. I do this all the time." The person is fairly persistent, and gives me the line, "No, really, I don't mind." "But I do." was my response. The person then told me I was rude and that I had no right to be that rude. I reminded the person that assuming automatically that because I had a wheelchair meant that I need help was extremely rude and very ignorant. The person left offended, but not nearly as offended as I was. I know the person saw my wife get out of the truck, and I think the mere fact that I was DRIVING the truck in the first place should be a pretty good sign that I am capable of putting together my own chair and doing things for myself. When I need help, I am not afraid to ask for it, but for people to attempt to force it upon me as if to make me feel belittled is wrong. I know that people will say "But the person was just trying to be nice." This defense is poor at best. If the person was at all concerned about me, the person would have respected my ability to get myself out of the truck, and left me alone after the "No, thanks." The person was more concerned with pumping up the person's own ego by doing something "good" in order to make the person feel righteous. Self-righteousness is just another form of idolatry. I don't get how people see me driving, and STILL assume that I "need" assistance. I got all the assistance I need. The chair weighs a total of 16lbs. Hospital style chairs weigh 45lbs plus, so the difference is quite obvious. I wouldn't  be at the store if I couldn't get in and out of my truck. What are they gonna think when I get a Kawasaki Ninja?