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DiXiE♥



Last Updated: 12/18/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 22
Sign: Virgo

City: somewhere down in
State: Texas
Country: US
Signup Date: 8/3/2009

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October 6, 2009 - Tuesday 

Current mood:  aggravated
Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Americans, Arab Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me 'White boy,' 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,' 'Whitey,' 'Caveman'... and that's OK.. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink .. You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you... so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah. You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi. You have the NAACP. You have BET.... If we had WET (White Entertainment Television), we'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day, you would call us racists. If we had White History Month, we'd be racists. If we had any organization for only whites to 'advance' OUR lives, we'd be racists. We have a Hispanic Chamber of Commerce, a Black Chamber of Commerce, and then we just have the plain Chamber of Commerce. Wonder who pays for that?? A white woman could not be in the Miss Black American pageant, but any color can be in the Miss America pageant. If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships... You know we'd be racists. There are over 60 openly proclaimed Black Colleges in the US . Yet if there were 'White colleges', that would be a racist college. In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and rights. If we marched for our race and rights, you would call us racists. You are proud to be black, brown, yellow and orange, and you're not afraid to announce it. But when we announce our white pride, you call us racists. You rob us, carjack us, and shoot at us. But, when a white police officer shoots a black gang member or beats up a black drug dealer running from the law and posing a threat to society, you call him a racist. I am proud.... But you call me a racist. Why is it that only whites can be racists??
August 30, 2009 - Sunday 
August 25, 2009 - Tuesday 

Current mood:  bummed
okay so i never ever regret ANYTHING because im a big believer of things happen for a reason but for the longest time ive always find myself wondering what could have been if i would have only said no, if i wouldnt have answered that call, if i would have went down the right path instead of trying to get away from everyone trying to guide me in the right direction..what if i listened to them when they said he didnt do anything wrong..and its true he didnt and he deserves the best and at that time in my life i couldnt be that...now i know what they mean when they say you never know what you had till its gone and it haunts me everyday and i know it will for the rest of my life...i still love him and i know i will forever...i just cant help it...and if i could turn back time and do things all over i would in a heart beat...i know i know i love my daughter sooooo much and i know if i didnt go the way i did she wouldnt be here but maybe that happened then so i could realise how stupid i was and maybe get a 2nd chance..or maybe its a lesson learned and next time i will know what to do if that certain situation happened again..i honestly just wish him the best and hope he is happy and ill always be here for him with whatever he needs....


PS. for those of you who really know me..well im pretty sure yall know who this is about it screams his name in bold letters...and lemme just say noooooo its not who you initionally think it is....