... is better than my old one so mine is going to be generic for a while xD

It's also pretty fun to edit...

I've been thinking alot lately about stuff. All the stuff that's going on in my life... It's not that exciting, yet its satisfying. And I don't wake up enthusiastically every morning, but i guess  i'm happy. It could be forced happiness... or it could be acceptance... But it feels like my life has been written out already and i'm just following it patiently. No spontaneity. But then again since when did i like much spontaneity?

And then sometimes, some other stuff happens that throws you off course. And your life feels like a mess. Like something you thought that could be... suddenly didn't fit all too well in your life. As if you were doing a jigsaw puzzle and you found a piece that looked like it would be perfect somewhere, but it just wouldn't fit. And you get frustrated because you think something is wrong with you.

I guess i'm really confused. And you are probably confused as well ^_^. But thats just part of life. Being confused or lost is something that most people go through. Sometimes it hurts. And sometimes it makes you cry. But i guess that's why we need God more and more everyday! He helps us from being lost if you could just learn to talk to him. And just like that, my problems are solved! wow! Thanx GOD!

-Ron

Hey, if anyone wants to contact me via IM's here are my sn's:

MSN- Ron_quakeman@hotmail.com

Yahoo- Rondillo2002

AIM- Rondillo2002