As I sit in my apartment

With all the lights off

The television screaming....

My companies gone....

 ....

I am weak and im tired tonight....

My all is none....

I feel undone tonight....

 ....

As I sit in my apartment staring at the wall....

All these tears ive wasted....

You watched them fall....

Every single night ive wasted here alone....

All this time you watched me....

I didn’t even know....

 ....

Am I tired of waking up feeling theres nothing worth fighting for....

And nowhere to go....

Is there someone who can pick me up, hold my hand, and show me love....

Im running to You....

Lets try something new....

 ....

As I sit in my apartment....

Where theres nowhere left to run too....

Ive found something to fight for....

Now that I have found You....

 ....

This is more than I could ask for....

This is more than I could take home....

 ....

And now that I know you are near....

Im not alone....

And now that im finding the truth ....

Ive found my home....

As I sit in my apartment....

i will be releasing it this summer :) hopefully!

I MISS YOUR OPEN ARMS The Substance I seek in this I cant tell does it exist Am I running from myself Or is it myselfishness Oh how I miss you Why did I leave I miss you open arms I miss your gentle touch I miss that smile that replaces the void And will repair my heart I was told you are replacing the miserable ones Im used to the thrust from the pressure I fight alone Why did I leave you I miss you open arms I miss your gentle touch I miss that smile that replaces the void And will repair my heart I am the only one that is responsible for killing my dreams Its not what it seems Ive fooled everyone, along with myself I miss you open arms I miss your gentle touch I miss that smile that replaces the void And will repair my heart Where are the realistic values we once lived upon Were we just listing, sitting, glistening In this deep façade I miss you open arms I miss your gentle touch I miss that smile that replaces the void And will repair my heart

When Will I Realize


ive read in the books of the miracles youve done
its seems that ive forgot that you are the only one
who keeps my heartbeat moving
and whos blood has broke the chains
im tired of just looking backwards
now i can see strait

when will i realize ive completely fallen for you
and ill try to live a life with meaning for you

you are my life
right now if i just trust you
one day ill stand beside you
together well break the barriers
please pick me up and heal my wounds
theres nothing i cant do with you

when will i realize ive completely fallen for you
and ill try to live a life with meaning for you

lets not wast any time
lets cross this finish line
together we'll make it
then mountains youll shake them
cmon ill hold on tight

when will i realize i cannot go on with out you
when will i realize i am so full of value

you are my light
you broke the iron bars before me
you made a path and now im going
you woke me up from this deep sleep that i fell in
im dreaming big there are no limits
im tired of taking you for granted


when will i realize ive completely fallen for you
and ill try to live a life with meaning for you

Tell Me

I'm Painting this picture
To put it on the wall
To see if anyone will
Notice it at all
How many times I try to stand out
But I am not different
It seems that I am wrong again


Just tell me you love me
Just tell me I am strong
Can you take me away?
Where love does not go wrong
What do you see in me?
What stands out?
I'm a picture that is fading
The one that was left out

That where you come in
That's where you save me
That's when you pick me up
(Now its time)
And that's where you come in
And that's when you save me

Just tell me you love me
Just tell me I am strong
Can you take me away?
Where love does not go wrong
What do you see in me?
What stands out?
I'm a picture that is fading
The one that was left out

Is this real?
Tell me if I'm wrong?

"Dream Big"


Come on lets go for a ride
I'll tell you right away that your doing fine
I've heard that you had a dream
But they told you that you are out of line
I will not let them mold you into some generic standard
Lets start this night in a better place
I'll take you there if you open your eyes

We're letting go of all we know
We'll live our lives and never wonder if we're going to fail
We're finally alive, we'll never fade
No one can replace the dreams that we have made

Dream like you've never lived yet
Live like you've never dreamt it
Move for what you've always wanted
I'm reaching out for my own star
And I won't stop until I find it

They say you can't, they put up a fight
They push you down when you're standing upright
We're meant to live not to be confined
I'll take your hand and ill pull it outside
Don't let them hold you under now its time to come up for air
Lets start something tonight that everyone will talk about years ahead

We've realized that we have a will
Now we're standing tall
We have a dream for something greater
We are taking hold
We will go all the way

Dream like you've never lived yet
Live like you've never dreamt it
Move for what you've always wanted
I'm reaching out for my own star
And I won't stop until I find it

Anchor

You opened up my heart
You took everything that you wanted
All I have is yours
Every single breath I'll breathe for you
Every time I fall
Every feeling (of grace) that I get from you
You never fail, You never fall
You want it, I need it - The entity of love
You offer me a second chance so,
Be my anchor, When I fall I know you'll stand beside me
I offer you my life
I will take hold
hold of what the Spirit gave to me
I offer you my life

This time stands still, Every moment I believe
Your eyes will fill, fill me up from the bottom
You want it, I need it, the entity of love
You see through me and all my problems
Be my anchor, When I fall I know you'll stand beside me
I offer you my life I will take hold - hold of what the - Spirit gave to me - I offer you my life

You pulled me out the deepest hole
You have my deepest love

We were all about to fall
But I found a way ,We'll be ok
I'm not the best, You know the rest (about me)
But you have my heart, You have it all
I do not have that much to give
I know someone who gave his kid
So you could take the better road and one day you could find it home


Maybe I will learn to drive home
Can I tell you which way to go


Don't even pack your bags, right now you will not understand
I failed to let you know, you can't take them where we'll go
Its all we've ever dreamed, to feel no pain
To walk and never shed a sad tear
To live without fear


Maybe I will learn to drive home
Can I tell you which way to go


With my two hands ill help you stand
If you need the help
I know you can do anything
With unity we're unstoppable
We're in control of everything in front of us
It matters how much you will trust in someone greater than yourself
I'll (still) love you if you do or don't


Maybe I will learn to drive home
Can I show you which way to go


I know you're tired
And I see you trying
I can't even start to explain how proud you make me
I can't lie
Your worth more than you even realize

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-joel