Xrin Arms - Helter Shelter

1. Ten Percent.

If you don't need it and you don't want it, then get rid of it.
Stimulation's and imitations, have no elation.
Look at yourself in the mirror and do not appear, that's new frontiers.
Ignore man made time and fear.
Only yr mind can control you, remove all fools, then just live yr life.
Sew up yr lips, breathe through yr nose and just live yr life


2. Weird America.

The fence of orange grief opened these wounds & weaved
words that pleased, then asked me violently to leave.
I've dwelled in between four corners and received all of the answers,
peddling cancer and burning slander.  I am the cantor, wearing coyote fur.
They aren't that smart, we're holding their hearts,
so just play yr part or get torn apart, by hungry predators.
Jaws are misplaced, faces duct taped,
cut hands, no brakes and the "at stake" snakes wake.
Poisoned milk shakes we all partake by semen lake to inhale mistakes.
We're all dead.  Calm down.


3. Shame Monument.

We thought spiritual grounds would deliver us
but in no way will they ever soothe these punishments.
Look closely into my  eyes, nothing is there.
I shed god's fur and preferred the dearth.
It is cold  everywhere, I don't care, I'm hurting people.
It is burnt everywhere, you don't care, yr killing people.



4.Satan's Jewelry.

I've got this woman to bend and gambling money to spend,
there is nothing I need to amend, I know my world's gonna end.
I am living in cheap motels with no sleep, reeking of my frozen hell.
I can't imagine a life without this, the epitome of disavowed.
No friends, no family, all I need are these slot machines.
A four of spades and a king is fourteen so go on and hit me.
LSD and many drinks, no one here will even speak to me.
The queen is nineteen and I just hope her rivers are clean.
I inhale supreme steam, this is like living a dream.


5.Cold Weather

Bleeding clay out of our wounds, we now hear the splitting fingers.
We have sewn yellow snow as our home moans, burns and smiles.
Piles of vile molest the miles I've traveled & flown,
through purple clouds and dusty roads.
I've only known rusty codes to explode.


6.Blood Buckets.

The fog whispers into careless wind chimes, all of the time.
Boiling water is poured into yr eyes, all of the time.
We are about to be abolished, the earth has become vitriolic.
Soon yr city will be lawless without anything symbolic.
Alter the ghetto's in yr brain, then frolic.



7.Silver Secretion.

Yr slanted face, that's my aim
with slowly moving candle flames and that proclaims my favorite game.
Wet foxholes erupt thick ocean nectar all over my dry cheek bones.
My vomit can be used as semen, far greater than what demons believe in.
I will give it to you just like you want it,
after touching the velvet cave, it's haunted,
yr heart on my spear, I've got it.
This is my gift, go ahead and flaunt it
with the cursed veins of my cock.


8.Holding Out(on holding you)

Baby, I want you to know, that I ain't holding out on holding you.
She's reaching for the pistol, no issues with missiles,
no tears, no tissues.  Love is secreted official.
A million ways to kiss you, you dig how it fits you,
when I'm polishing the crystal.  Love is secreted official.
Every word is amour, opening yr bodies door.
The love we make will stop wars.
Sensations & combination's.  Medicated pollination.
Ain't no need for hesitation for yr young sweet copulation.
My annexation destination.


9.Gamblers Mirror

A rainbow came out of the frame.
These bright lights are my life, and luck is quite the bomb site.
Tonight is the night I ignite
my souls price, no thinking twice.  It feels right to kiss dice.
Tonight is the night I ignite.
Its crippled moldy horses we ride, pushing the wide skies aside,
this is gamblers pride.


10.Cerulean Gaze.

There is no reason to resist those pupils after the rain froze,
so I put my feathers on the hawk nose.
The bedpost shows a wild aperture pose
with flesh stems flailing, hot as coal.
A human fire, I extol, colorful as Joan Miro.
The red woods still own my soul.
I want to run my tongue down yr back, all the way to yr aghast asscrack.
I'll lick the wounds in yr idyllic hatch and let my seminal shrine blast
onto yr stomach and breasts.  Yr just too statuesque to digest.
"Once ain't enough, let's go again" she said,
reaching down to stick it in, just as the shrooms were kicking in.
In my mouth, sweats dripping in. 
We are holding throats and licking chins and this is the definition of sin.
From Michigan to Berlin, our bodies are violins.


11.Idiot Stampede

Yr brain is decayed, heart is gray,
and as you betray, you've turned into prey.
Shut the fuck up, I've heard enough.
Let the elephants lie down, coyotes will maul their faces off.
Don't let the hyena's speak, coyotes will gnaw their necks off.
Witches are burning, bones are churning,
you don't know who you are and you never will.
Yr decisions are turning, disorder discerning,
you don't know who you are and you never will.


12.Waving Goodbye

I see the world differently. 
I would not want any of yr fucking eyes
in my skull as my sanity dies.
Mother, I have been horrible.
Father, I have been cast away.
Sister, I have been regretful.
Lovers, I have been selfish.
I'm just a dead man walking on dead men,
Wondering when everything got misshaped.
The epitome of a good mans life gone wrong.

1.Ten Percent
2.Weird America
3.Shame Monument
4.Confession Boothe
5.Cold Weather
6.Blood Buckets
7.Silver Secretion
8.Holding Out(on holding you)
9.Amaranth Fire
10.Cerulean Gaze
11.Idiot Stampede
12.Final Church

Since there was so much splish splash about downloading and I wasnt about to finish mentally bashing the country, I decided to put together a mixtape of some of my favorite songs from my past few albums, aslo equip with lyrics.  So if you dig what you hear please go out and order the whole album.  I hope y'all appreciate my art as much as I appreciate y'all.

http:../../..www...sendspace...com/file/ukxyed

I,ve been bad about responding to alot of peoples emails, i,ve been in a dark place whenever i have to go into detail about the past few weeks.

first, my car started breaking down in all places, Ohio.  I took me awhile to find an honest mechanic with a good estimate, so i was forced to cancel some shows on the strength of that, but i still had hope...nope.

Within everything, i was dealing with both of my grandparents death and received possibly the most heart wrenching phone call of my life, informing me that my dearest friend had past away in a gruesome manner.  i wrote War Bonnet about me and this persons twisted, dysfunctional relationship and hearing this news burned right through the scraps of soul i had left.  Seven days later i receive a facebook comment by this person i,d been mourning all week while waiting for my car to be fixed, my mind spun and spun and spun and spun and spun and spun and spun and spun.  An email and then a phone call from the same voice i,ve adore and despised all in the same outlet left every touch of reality questioned and pondered upon.  I can,t explain to anyone how i felt that night, that week.  My brain sizzling, my flimsy heart melting, fingertips shaking like virgin thighs, eyes twitching like if the rabies had finally set in from my childhood.  I,ve never felt so high, so uncomfortable.

I spent time with my friend Golden Ox in Cleveland Ohio, slumber partying it up and when i did go out, i just craved tequila, which really didn,t help.  At one point i jumped on a Megabus to Chicago, where I am currently, pseudo stranded from the pacific, awaiting for my car to be fixed in Ohio. 

My life is very burnt right now. I'm trying to get money to fix my car and then get back to the west coast.

I,ll see you soon don,t worry, and if you don,t, it wasn,t in the book of communication.

Peaceful Troubles 2009 tour was going great, i was meeting great people, rekindling old friendships and most of all having a blast.

My vehicle started becoming fuct up in cleveland right after my show.  It is not possible to drive too much further.  So im stuck in my old neighborhood.

also, someone very dear to me has recently past on, they had more part in Xrin Arms then i did most of the time, and being here stranded in a place where i spent my most memorable moments with them, is very hard and odd.

Tomorrow Im going to see if i can attempt to fix/afford to fix my car, if not i will have to cancel this journey.

i'm sorry, im not into it either.

much love.
anth

This was written by Inhale The Decay and i agree with it...

"I think once an artist reaches that point of healthy living due to merch and tours complaining on downloaded shit is dumb.... That being said any local underground or indy artist should not be downloaded otherwise funding may be the end of their carrer. Dont be a fuck and support the music u listen to!!"

Now in no way shape or form was I mentioning free downloadable websites/labels as being wrong.  That is there choice.  However, other artists like Realicide, Yatagarasu, myself and many others sacrifice our lives to put records in yr hands and a performance in front of yr face, make sure we keep our prices very low and even after all that, people decide to just download our music instead spending a few bucks, and its their loss.  My past few albums come with books, with lyrics, art, stories about why the album was made and other such writing, and without these booklets, my albums are worthless, skin without a skeletal structure. 

I've recieved some emails from people defending themselves for downloading, explaining their actions as "supporting", alot of these people dont even go to the shows of artists they support, so I don't see where any support comes into play there?  The bottom line is we are not caked up and whether or not you think you are, you are stealing from us.

I know and see how at this point, the internet has hindered underground artists, alot of artists themselves ruin there own artform, just because you have songs on myspace does not make you an artist.  Purpose of passion makes you an artist, not who you know, how many bands you have, what gear you use or how high and mighty you think you are.

Just be cool, humble and real, it is not hard. support the artists you think are good.

I have been making more than too many songs lately,  and there is no way in bloody hell i will be able to use them all for myself, so im extending my hand to all the other electronic grindcore/metal artists.  I will be selling full instrumentals to anyone, for 50$, and for 25$ more, i will mix and master yr vocals over the track for you, make it sound really nice.  All tracks will be no throwaway joints, they are all top notch over the top fuck yr face brutal and weirdo tracks that could have been on any of my albums, im just at the point where i literally have too much.  Email me here or XrinArms@gmail.com if interested.

On that note, songs for Speak Onion split are done, they rule.  the tik//tik split songs, im waiting until my tour so they have they gritty travel feel to them.  There is another handful of songs that im building a new album with, another accident album.  They are the most fast, brutal and weird songs ive ever made,  i know the name of the album but ill sit on it for second and  let Olive Juice get its shine some, before lacing the information, but stay tuned for some serious harsh music.

I saw Mayhem, Cattle Decapitation & Celphalic Carnage the other night, and then hung out on their tour buses, i aint gonna lie it ruled.

I'm more focused than ever right now, and plan to only build from that,  i plan on working hard on this next tour, and communicating more than partying, so if you see me coming to yr town, please help out by supporting and telling all yr friends.

OliveJuice is about to be sent to me!!!  If you pre-order before July 1st you get stickers and pins and hand art from me for free with it.  Funny thing is, ive toured america six times and majority of the people pre-ordering are from other countries. Hmm, perhaps that a hint.  So c'mon USA people, get yr pre-ordering fingers in gear.

Im feeling alright, you feeling alright?

xoxo
XA

1.White Crow
Unequip with flat tire stunts and humping a worn out tired cunt.  Moments before puking, I see, carving out a key out of my knee, it hurts to a minimal degree.  I break even with my fate and karma. I'm slightly slipping.

2.Rickety Thrall
Every moment signifies little habits in my shattered hole, squirming as if the fur spoke only when the winters cold.  I'll tie a grenade on a pigeon and send it upward toward the obese horde.  In all honesty, you were always a burnt tree.

3.Shame Monument
Inside mountains I build volcano's, licking my way out of Hades.  Sewage intake & pill drains.  Better off with fucking rabies.  Look closely into my eyes, there is nothing there and yes I admit, I miss myself, but these animal cuts bleed far like candlewax.  I feel the ten percent touching me. It is cold everywhere, I don't care, I'm hurting people.

4.Bad Luck
I'm just a dead man, walking on dead men, laughing my eyes out.  There is yellow skies now, when it mixes with purple water is when we are all gonna rise.  There is cars in the hallway praying for fresh air.  The sun fell asleep and we never learned the moon.  Now we are choking on all the machines that we plotted against.  A crystal dress cracks, seducing all the brown blood in decaying brains, displaying the fools.  There are so many that a flurry of flesh flutters on the road.  My soul is swollen. My memory satchel is holding all the frost in my cold heart.  I don't mind whether up or down come, as long as I find right. 

I still can't wash the east coast out of my skin.

I jumped on an Amtrak train in Manhattan and rode the lounge area, drunk as fuck all the way to Cleveland, OH, which is a place i used to live, and a place i deeply needed to visit again, it had been too long. 

It changed my life, beyond what i ever thought it could of.

After weeks of being there, i jumped in a jeep with Rokhausen and drove from Cleveland to Seattle in three days. 

Im in Pigeon City now, i feel like a snake bodied Jesus visiting a new school Sodom & Gomorrah.

Im looking for bar work or some kind of under the table type of job.  I managed to hustle the same amount of food stamps that a pregnant single mother would receive. 

Olive Juice will be released on June 19th! and it will be promoted by a five month tour, the dates up, are not the end of those travels.  I can't believe Olive Juice is finally being released, its about fucking time, ive never spent this much time on an album, so i hope everyone see's the third eye of motherfucker, you know what time it is.  Its a very psychodelic thrash album, i beat the whole soul sample shit into the ground, please dont expect that on this, im trying to be more organic, like asparagus opposed to cheeto's.

Yuck.

I really want to meet alot of new people on this new tour, so please use the tell a friend to tell a friend policy and gather up a group to gather up a group.  If you support underground music and there art/music, please go their(not just mine, everyone's) shows when they come thru yr city, or we will become extinct. Alot handful of us dedicate our lives, sacrifice every to travel and share art and make a point to communicate with as many souls and brains as possible, be a part of this circle of beauty,  don't think about what you coulda shoulda woulda done, just fucking do it.

I got a few holes in my tour still, but i got people patches and sexual pockets baby.
Email me if you wanna help and ill email you if i wanna whelp.

Love is great, express it proper.

XA

 

Sometimes yr hopes are too high, but after you realize that they're not feasible, you gotta keep on moving.  My time on the east coast hit alot dead ends.  I had this huge thing planned, but in the end of it all, I'm standing alone, wondering what happened.  Well what happened is, I had all the time in the world to build something and the other people involved didn't, and it's not that they didn't want to, they just couldn't. 

Tomorrow i am going to hop on an Amtrak train and head to Cleveland, OH for a few weeks, see some people i really miss from when i used to live, get my head out the clouds, inhale a little past scenery, then drive back out West with my friend Rokhausen, who is moving to the North West. 

As for Olive Juice, it is a great album and i had this enormous plan to make it something bigger than maybe it needed to be.  so it will be released as an album only in June.  As for video shit, in the future more will be done, as for right now, i suppose it wasn't the right time.

As for touring, i plan on going on a huge tour from July-Sept, mainly because i need it and secondly because my credit is too bad to get a home, i'm also dating an ex-carne, so she will be on the tour, helping me not spend all my money on drugs and motel rooms.

I am excited to see alot of my friends around America soon. Much Love

Goodbye New York, yr sexy but yr pussy is too expensive.