While leaving the airport

a gypsy women stole my lugage

She wore a rice paper mask over her eyes

a mole showed neatly on her chin,

hairless. She laughed while sausages

fell from her pockets in heavy shivers.

I hope she misses them sorely.

-Jewel
 

Number 1..Alright so the other day Brittni and I were standing outside of school at lunch time..(keep in mind im about 5"7..lil bit taller..fully grown out..brittnis a little bit shorter..yeah def. looking good and older..haha..)we are discussing when her mom is going to bring us McDonalds because we are not allowed to leave in cars at lunch when an lady walks out and is like oh it wont be long before you get your liscense..it is nice..talking about totally crashing your self-confidence..HELLO LADY..im 17..i have been 16 a whole damn year or more and Brittnis right there with me..our birthdays are right there with each other..so that was great..

Number 2..Britta, Brittni, and I discussed saying I dont care..i mean prolly the three stupidest words ever made..not alone..but when you put them together..i mean cmon..because that is entirely not true..no one does not care..so we decided on a Friday night because we were actually driving around because I'm pretty sure we have no lives but neways thats totally off the subject..when someone says dont care u are suppose to say BULLSHIT..because they do care..so a couple days go by and we are sitting at the lovely lunch table of Knoxville High when one of our friends(i must not mention the name) said, "I dont care." so the whole table yelled BULLSHIT loud enough for the whole teacher table to hear..so one of them marched over and told us not to cuss because the whole lunch room heard..if we were not what you would call the favorites of the teachers..we might have been in trouble and like why cant we cuss anyways isnt it up to us if we want to go to heaven or hell oh well who cares..

Number 3..Love..now what in the hell is going on in that department..you know loves nice to get all googly eyed over someone but from my experience i have just been hurt and am still with the one that hurt me and still love the fuckin jackass just as much..and my friends go through the same shit..what the hell is our problem..we need help!!..lol..not really..but we are going to have fun!! there is a time for fun and there is a time for marriage when you are about 88 so you dont have to live with the fuckin bastard that long..alright thats really how i feel about love today..(as im waiting for my boyfriend to call me back which it has been an hour and he said he was almost at his house and when call me when he got there)..now thats some good love huh..

Number 4..Ahh here we are at Number 3..you are never going to guess what is is..Mr. Newcombs in Ireland..whooaa whoooa whoooa..lets hope he is all packed and on his way to the airport for a safe trip he will never forget..the old man substiuting is nice but could use a little bit more hip into him..he is not really up with todays style so i say we got a week to turn him into a stud like he once was in his young day..

This blog was entirely pointless and made my fingers hurt from typing it so much but I told Brittni i was writing a blog so damnit thats what i will do and did is write a blog now im done..have a good day and drive carefully(if your old enough to have your liscence..its nice..bla bla bla..(this comment was directed to story number 1 if you need to go back up and reread)

P.S. Yeah my boyfriend still hasn't called..where the hell is cupid when you need him..obviously not knocking on my door..

Hey Hey, whats up? nuthin much here..last night was steves party..i think he was really stressed out because no one was really listening to him..it kinda sucks having your own party cuz u have to worry about shit the whole time..but neways it was exciting..holly wouldnt leave cuz she was hanging out with me..cuz im so cool..and everyone else was just going crazy but thats a party for you..brittni britta and i just said fuck it and had fun anyways and then my girl booger came and was sad but we made her happy cuz boys suck ass and we dont need them anyways..hehe cant live with em cant live...yup thats pretty much it..ha i saw that on a movie the other night..caitlin came in her cute outfit with the black jeans and then of course mandy rolled in also..haha..and i have pictures but they wont work so oh well i dont even care..but just thought id update you on steves..alright later everyone

"Happiness is not something you experience; it is something you remember." --Levant

"A woman never forgets the men she could have had; a man never forgets the women he couldn't." --Murphy's Law of Sex

"Everything I did in my life that was worthwhile I caught hell for." --Warren

"Don't let yourself forget what it was like to be sixteen."

"If I had to live my life again, I'd make the same mistakes, only sooner." --Tallulah Bankhead

"The best way to convince a fool that he is wrong is to let him have his own way." --Billings

"The best way to keep one's word is not to give it." --Napolean

"You have to know how to accept rejection and reject acceptance." --Ray Bradbury

"I dream for a living." --Steven Spielberg

"To be happy with a man you must understand him a lot and love him a little. To be happy with a woman you must love her a lot and try not to understand her at all." --Rowland

"The magic of first love is our ignorance that it can never end." --Disraeli

"If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will."

"I've learned that you cannot make someone love yo"The greatest pleasure of life is love" --Sir W. Temple

All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them."

"Man's love is of man's life a part; it is woman's whole existence." --Byron

"Love reasons without reason." --Shakespeare

"It is folly to pretend that one ever wholly recovers from a disappointed passion. Such wounds always leave a scar. There are faces I can never look upon without emotion; there are names I can never hear spoken without almost starting." --Longfellow

"If there is anything better than to be loved, it is loving."

You will never know true happiness until you have truly loved, and you will never understand what pain really is until you have lost it."

"Love that we can not have is the one that lasts the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest."

"You love simply because you cannot help it." --Anderson "No matter where you go, however far away, a part of me will be with you and a part of you, with me, will stay."

"I don't wish to be everything to everyone, but I would like to be something to someone."

"Love comes silently, stays unforgettably, and leaves painfully." --Chuong

"The best way to love is to love like you've never been hurt."

"No man is worth your tears, and the one who is won't make you cry."

"The greatest pain that comes from love, is loving someone you can never have."

"We cease loving ourselves if no one loves us." --de Stael

*"When it comes to life, live like there is no tomorrow. Love like you won't get hurt, work like you don't need the money and dance like no one is watching."*

"If you love something, let it go. If it comes back it's yours. If it doesn't, it never really was in the first place."

"Eat, drink, and be merry. For tomorrow we die." --Dave Matthew Band, Trippin Billies

*"Promise me, Pooh, that you won't forget me ever because if I thought you would, I wouldn't leave." --Christopher Robin*

*"Falling in love is so hard on the knees." --Aerosmith*

* "One is such a lonely number." --Madonna*

"As soon as forever is through, I'll be over you." --Toto*"I always knew I'd look back at the sad time and laugh--I never thought I'd look back at the happy times and cry."

"Don't waste your time trying to make other people happy, you are the only one that matters in the end, so be happy, life is too short not to be. Always remember who your true friends are."

"Don't forget to be kind to strangers, for some who have done this have entertained angels without realizing it."--Hebrews 13:2

"Never let a fool kiss you or a kiss fool you." --Joey Adams

"All you need is love." --John Lennon

"The hardest thing in life is knowing that you can't have the person who you know you can't live without."

"Hey my friend, it seems your eyes are troubled. Care to share your time with me? Would you say you're feeling low, and so a good idea would be to get it off your mind. See you and me have a better time than most can dream of, better than the best so can we pull on through? Whatever tears at us, whatever holds us down. And if nothing can be done, we'll make the best of what's around...."--Dave Matthews Band

The Player

He'll meet you and sweep you off of your feet He's nice and he's funny, so cute and so sweet Surprisingly, he likes the same things as you He does all the things that you love to do He's the perfect guy, the one of your dreams You belong together, or so it seems He looks in your eyes, and plays with your hair He tells you that he'll always be there His touch is so soft, his hold is so tight His words are so soothing, his kiss is just right You ditch all your friends for your new obsession You don't realize your future is full of depression You think that you love him, you give him your heart Little do you know that he'll tear it apart You do what he wants, you know its not good You told him slow down, and you think he understood You let it slide by, he's just having fun You'll learn to like it as time goes on He's taken your heart, and locked it away And you see him with a different girl the next day You cry and you grieve, but then you forgive He won't do it again for as long as he lives At this point you've fallen into his trap He has all control when you're in his lap You believe he's sorry, you're together again You give him a chance, he's your only friend You're right where he wants you, he's made his goal He still has your heart, which he evilly stole He's taken your purity, you still can't believe You feel hurt and cheap and extremely naive If only your hair was blond and straight If only you looked like you lost some weight If only your clothes were a little bit tighter If only your teeth were a little bit whiter You know he's a jerk, but you still want him back And you grieve about all of those qualities you lack All you wanted was to have some fun Now you wish that this whole thing had never begun You wish that one day you'll see him cry That one day he'll know how he killed you inside But you know that he won't, cause he's numb to pain He'll be with some girl while you cry and complain Beware of the players, they'll steal your heart And they'll give it back once it's all torn apart Don't let them suck you into their game Cause once you lose, you're never the same

Hey its another boring day in study hall and amanda is looking at me like im crazy but i aint really trippin..scott thinks im going to give him my alegbra but i think hes joking! i mean seriously he must be joking but oh well whatever..Britta went home because her ear hurt and shes really sneaking by McDonalds to get Amanda and I some food..yeah! not that i need but fuck it u only live once right..but neways i dont got much more to write so ill talk to everyone later